Ryoko isn't happy anymore: #1: DATE By The Unknown DJ It was the saddest experience that she would ever witness, though it started all perfect and everything finally seemed to be coming together. It had been so perfectly put in place like a puzzle, but almost immediately, it became disconnected. Now, it seemed like she would never understand it, despite how many times he tried to explain it to her. For years, she had gone through torture, pain, and grief. She been subjected to so much and it was suppose to end now. It was suppose to subside out of existence, so that she could at last have that storybook relationship that had been out of reach for so damn long. But she wasn't the one. No matter how she had seen it, he had told her that it was impossible to work out and explain. He tried to give her the best answer, but it remained the same. All that could be said was that, she was not the one for him, and nothing more. The afternoon sun began to sag in the sky as dusk began to fade in. She sat in her little room spot on the roof, still waiting for someone to come up and summon her for dinner. Strangely enough, it should have happened about half an hour ago. Oh well, she thought, no doubt Sasami has made something good enough for me to spend some extra time waiting. She never fails at amazing my stomach anyway. Besides, I could use a nice meal, Ryoko thought to herself. I need a little cheering up. Lately, nothing had gone on around the household and this had left Ryoko a lot of time to think. She tried not to dwell on her past, due to the horrible experiences she had faced, but her next steps were very unknown. She had spent hours pondering her existence and what the future held for her. Would she live the rest of her excruciatingly long life on the roof of the Masaki Household? Besides, what really kept her bound to this place anyway? Him. Then, images of Tenchi peered in her head and almost every experience she had with him replayed through her mind, perfect to every miniscule detail. Lately, Tenchi had been so busy with school exams and homework, that he had spent a very small amount of his time around Ryoko and the other girls. Even Nobuyuki didn't see Tenchi that much, because he was always studying, or doing work for his grandfather. With this lack of Tenchi period, Ryoko began to wonder if she even belonged. If he was going to be busy for the rest of his life, what business was it of Ryoko's to stay and be a bother? But, it was a little different: Ryoko had been isolated from almost everyone, lately. Nobuyuki worked everyday until dinner. Washu spent all her time experimenting and tended to even miss dinner on many occasions. Then there was Kiyone and Mihoshi, who had been getting a lot of duties and missions to carry out from the Galaxy Police. That left the sisters of Jurai, or rather the sister, since Sasami spent all her time trying to perfect her meals. Basically, no one was around for Ryoko, except Ayeka, the woman who balanced against. How could Ryoko talk with Ayeka? Sure they had kind of buried ever since they began to notice that Tenchi truly didn't value one of them over the other. Still, they were two very distant people. Ayeka was a high society political figure who always seemed to need some sort of direction in her life. Also, Ayeka was shy and when not battling over Tenchi, she seemed frightened of Ryoko's demeanor. It was just another factor that made Ryoko believe she did not belong here. "Hey, Ryoko! Surprise!" Ryoko turned around and there stood Tenchi, a platter of food bundled in his hands. The food smelled and looked great, but that was the least of it. Tenchi stood there smiling and looking more handsome then ever. Slowly, he set the food down in front of Ryoko and sat down next to her. "I decided to bring it up and eat with you alone, because I haven't seen you much, lately." Ryoko's heart raced and warm thoughts passed through her mind. Sure Tenchi had not spent time with her, but what about the other girls? Surely, he hadn't seen them a lot either. She knew that there had to be something behind this! Immediately her pulse raised and she was silent for a while. The extreme joy of fantasy and anxiety hit her. Could this be it? Was this the end of her troubles and the beginning of the thing she had waited for so long? "Ryoko? Ryoko? Are you okay?" asked Tenchi. "Um, yes. I'm fine." "Then how about you eat before your dinner gets cold?" "Yes." Quickly, Ryoko began to shovel the food down her throat; sometimes nearly choking due to the lack of chews she was taking. The food was tasteless, because nothing mattered now. Only her and Tenchi. It was like they lived in their own dimension. Nothing could destroy their harmony right now. The bond that they shared at the moment seemed grow stronger in Ryoko's heart, even though communication was the silent stares from one another. She ate the food like it was air, watching Tenchi with every bite, waiting for him to say something. He only stared back, making the suspense bigger and longer. He smiled and seemed happy, but deep down it was like he was afraid to confront her. Or could this all be a mistake? Ryoko thought, and then found more possibilities. Maybe he was just doing the nice thing, since she was always up here by herself. Maybe it was just a nice thing he was doing for her, so she wouldn't be lonely. Ryoko placed her chopsticks down on the plate slowly, suddenly feeling insignificant. Old thoughts of rejection brewed in her head, and soon, she knew the truth. She was an evil demon, who had killed thousands of innocent people and drank like a savage beast. He didn't love her. He was just trying to be her friend. Who could love a monster like her? "Is something wrong?" asked Tenchi. "No," replied Ryoko, in a stern voice. She felt her stomach hurt and her eyes began to bulge. She was going to cry soon. She had gotten so use to it, because it was so easy to find her flaws. Everytime she thought of how low she was and how wretched or useless, she flooded face with tears. This also appeared to happen a lot when she began to overreact. "Ryoko, I came here tonight, because I have something to tell you." That sentence shattered her pattern of depression. The words were so sudden and out of nowhere. She felt her stomach fill with butterflies and her eyes dry instantaneously. She turned to look at him and he beamed with his happiness. "Ryoko." "Yes, Tenchi?" "I think I have fallen in love with you." She peered into his eyes, searching for sarcasm, but nothing turned up. He had to be joking! They had been so distant lately! How could he have grown closer to her through all of this isolation? Then, he spoke again, "I know I've been gone a lot, but when ever I am solitary and can think clearly, my mind reaches you. I have grown these feelings and attractions to you." "But, Tenchi! We've been apart and away from each other." Tenchi suddenly grabbed Ryoko's hands in mid-air and looked her straight in her eyes. That was the exact moment that Ryoko knew that Tenchi was serious. "Ryoko," began Tenchi, "Forget the minor details, because they are not important any more. I am in love with you, despite the flaws you may see in it. I do love you." "I know." Ayeka stood outside of the house, watching from the ground and totally aware of the destiny being unrolled on the roof. She wasn't upset though. Infact, she felt a strange sense of relief to see this happen. After all, it was meant to happen this time. It was meant to happen, because Tenchi had chosen a long time ago and Ayeka had known it. She had spent the last two or three months like Ryoko, depressed and alone. However, she had not had simple anxiety thoughts of the future that no longer existed. Instead, she had spent a lot of the time coping with the facts that Tenchi wasn't go to be her's. Ever since he had begun his intense studying of his schoolwork and training, Ayeka had spent every possible attempt to get closer to Tenchi. Showing up during his training with Yosho.. Checking on him while he worked on his schoolwork. All had failed, for Tenchi had seemed to get more eager to see Ryoko, and he had even been haste to rush off to see Ryoko, while Ayeka stood there, trying to enter a conversation with him. He never seemed to reach Ryoko however, and that's how Ayeka knew for sure that it was more then friendship. It was simple enough to find her, but to talk to her was hard for Tenchi. Whenever he came to the end of the hall, Ryoko's spot only feet away, Tenchi would stop and just stand there. His face would go blank and he would just stare out the window, where Ryoko's luminous shadow reflected in front of him. Then he would sigh, and wonder if it would be so hard to just go out and talk to her alone. Thus, he never reached her. Yes, Ayeka had seen this scene so many times now, that it seemed to become an everyday task. When she saw him standing there, he seemed to be drifting away, away to Ryoko. Then, tonight he had finally made it, leaving Ayeka with no signs of bitterness or hate towards what would be considered a travesty only a little while ago. Ayeka knew something was wrong with he, because she felt no pain. The loss of Tenchi was turning out to be nothing to her. She also seemed to be growing more and more neutral toward Ryoko, as she stood there in the hall, waiting for one to appear. Inside, she was nonexistent. All happiness began to flutter away with the anger, leaving Ayeka to feel like a monotonous click in grandfather clock. Like she was small and no longer important. "Ayeka?" came a whisper from behind, from a specific sister. "Yes, Sasami?" She turned and there stood Sasami, smiling with a child's glee. She had changed into her nightdress and looked a little tired, even though her radiance still shone. Sasami's hair was still perfectly tied at the sides and no blemish bore on her face. "Well, I'm going to bed now. So, g'night!" "Good night, Sasami," said Ayeka, in an almost cold, deadened voice. Sasami's smile disappeared and suddenly a worried look came upon her. She knew something was up, because Ayeka was usually pleased to see her little sister. DJ CHAN Questions, comments, thoughts, and angry threats goto: theuknowndjendz@yahoo.com