**Note** **This is chapter four of On Pale Wings I Fly. If you have not **read chapter one, you are in the wrong place. Otherwise, all **the disclaimers and such from chapter one apply here as well. ** ** Also note: This *is* the last chapter of On Pale Wings I **Fly. A sequel, Reflections on a Shattered Glass, is in the **works. **-- Krin (krin@hotmail.com) **/Note** -- four -- change Ai's whole body tingled. After the strangely timeless step through a universe of streaming reds and yellows that brought her from the campground at Iizuna to wherever she was now it seemed like the most likely cause. But as long seconds flowed by the tingling took on new dimensions. It was not really her whole body, she realized, not all at once. It came and went, surging through her from one part to another and then fading away. "You..." The voice seemed to be at once all around her and only inside her head. It spoke slowly, and though she understood the word clearly as it was spoken the memory of the voice seemed to skitter away, avoiding study. "You are unknown to us..." The cadence of the speech was strange and Ai realized it was not speaking Japanese. Nor was it Chinese or English, the other two languages she knew well. What language was being spoken or how she understood it, however, were beyond her. Trying to think about the words themselves was strangely difficult, like trying to remember something from long ago that you had not realized was worth remembering at the time. "Who are you? Unknown, so strange..." "I..." Ai spoke aloud, unsure how else to respond, "I am Fujihara Ai. Who are you? Where are you?" Ai looked around herself, only now really taking in where she was standing. The voice, coming almost immediately after she stepped through the portal, had so startled her that she had not really even realized that she was in a different place. The walls were distant. Or, possibly, Ai reflected, the strange whiteness surrounding her was some sort of fog and the walls were invisible within it. Whatever the case, she stood on a wide white walkway, featurelessly smooth but not slick. Above and below her she could see other walkways running at all angles back and forth. She tried to trace one all the way to a wall, but they always seemed to turn and double back, or curve down and intersect one another. None seemed to run very far into the distance and none seemed ever to end, though she could almost swear she had traced four of them with her eyes to have them all intersect in the same spot, though it was obvious that spot was a continuous, single span. Here and there, dotting the walkways, were little islands. They were about three times the width of the rest of the path and centered in each was a pond. And from the ponds rose trees. She did not recognize the type of tree, but that was unsurprising. She thought she could probably tell an oak from a maple, and a deciduous from a conifer, but beyond that Ai was not one for the wondrous world of tree identification. The strange way that things seemed simultaneously near and far kept her from really telling how big the trees were. There was one up the path from her a little ways, but she could not tell if that little ways was a few feet, or a hundred yards. "Fujihara..." The voice came again, startling Ai once more. It had been silent for nearly a minute while she looked around, and now it spoke with a strangeness that was not present before. Ai tried to pin it down, but the voice was so foreign she could not define the emotion. "You are not of the House. Yet you are.. Other. But you speak with the voices of past times. Explain to us..." "I... I don't know what you're talking about. Who are you? Where are my friends? What is this place?" "So many questions..." The voice seemed to chuckle, though it was really nothing at all like laughter, "So many questions for one so small in time... We are Jurai, Other... You are within us as we are within you... Your friends, Other? There are more... More Others here..." Images rushed through Ai's mind, a flood of them coming one atop the other, but each somehow distinct and separate, a moment frozen out of time's flow and preserved in crystalline perfection. Ai saw people, men, women, children, people of all ages walking the paths. Hundreds upon hundreds, thousands even, thousands of people wearing clothing from kimonos to bizarre things of flowing veils and shining metal. Within the vast flow she saw her friends, and her attention seemed to bring them to the forefront. "Those..." the voice intoned, "Those Others are within us... They are here in the time called Now..." "Where?" Ai asked desperately, she was so confused. First everything in the clearing, things she would have sworn a day ago were impossible, now she was here, wherever here was, talking to a voice in a language she did not know surrounded by strangely distant but always close trees. Ai felt tears forming, her mind was aswarm with confused emotions. "I just want Mat. I just want to go to Mat and go home..." "Home?" the voice asked, "You are home, Other... You are within Jurai..." "Ai!" Ai turned at Ryouko's voice and saw her friend staggering toward her, carrying Tenchi in her arms though she looked on the verge of collapse. "Ai! Help me!" Ai ran to her, unsure if she covered the distance quickly or if it took minutes, and put her arms under Tenchi's shoulders to take some of the weight off of Ryouko. Tenchi's upper body was covered in blood and the wound in his chest, somewhat off-center to the right, sparkled with something like black electricity. "Is he..." Ai couldn't finish the question. "No," Ryouko said quickly, "No, he's alive. I can feel him in there, but he's slipping away. We have to get out of here and find my mother." "He will not live..." "What?" Ai asked, looking around, "How can you know that? Who Are you?!" "We are Jurai..." The voice said with infinite patience, "He will not live in his state... The darkness draws his life away..." "Then help me! Help him! Where are we?!" "He will not live through enough of the time called Now to reach the end of us... You will have to be our hands, Other..." "Who are you talking to Ai? Is someone here? Did that thing follow us?" Ryouko asked worriedly, looking around. "You don't hear it?" Ai asked, "The voice? It says Tenchi won't live unless I do something..." "What?" Ryouko looked doubtful, "Are you okay Ai? No, nevermind, I need to get him out of here. He's slipping..." "What do I need to do?" Ai asked the air, "Show me, I don't understand..." "You do not do, Other... You are Other, we are Jurai... We do, you are..." "Put him down," Ai said, her voice distant and her eyes looking somewhere past Ryouko's shoulder, "Lay him down on the path." "What?" Ryouko looked behind her but saw nothing but more of the pathway and the trees, "We have to get him out..." "No," Ai said gently but still very far away, "He cannot live that long. Lay him down." "No," Ryouko shook her head, "I'm not giving up... I'll find a way, he has to live, he has to..." Ryouko started to turn away but Ai grabbed her shoulder, turning her back to face her. "You must trust us, Masaki Ryouko," Ai said, staring through her into the white distance, "If this Other will live you must trust us and the Other who is our hands." "I..." Ryouko trailed off, not sure what she was about to say. She did not understand why Ai was acting the way she was, but she could not seem to care either. Ryouko looked down at Tenchi and felt for him through their bond. His life was going quickly, being drained away by the dark energy suffused in the edges of the wound, and it was becoming harder and harder to find the spark of being deep down within his unconscious mind. He would have been dead long ago, Ryouko knew, if it were not for the dark energy slowing his body down as it drained away his life. She could feel his heart beating very slowly, only three or four times a minute, and he had taken only one long, ragged, gurgling breath in the time since she had stepped through the portal. But the darkness sucking away at his essence was killing him as surely as the wounds would have. Ryouko was letting some of her own life energy flow out of the gems and into his body, supplanting the flow through the darkness into subspace with her own life to preserve what little was left of his. It was a careful balance though, if she let too much of her power into him it would push the darkness away and his body would return to normal, killing him when his brain ran out of oxygen, and if she used too little the darkness would smother him entirely. She could not hold that razor's edge much longer. Ai was right, she realized, there was no way she could get Tenchi out of this place in time to save him. Even if Washuu appeared right then and they went straight to the lab Ryouko was not sure there would be a way to repair the damage that had already been done. If Ai could help him, though Ryouko did not see how it was possible, she had to let her try. "Okay, Ai," Ryouko said slowly, lowering Tenchi to the floor gently, "But if you don't save him..." "We will try," Ai said, kneeling over Tenchi. "We?" Ryouko asked, but Ai was no longer paying attention. Her eyes were closed and she had placed her hands on Tenchi's neck and chest. A strange, pale green light was growing around them and Ryouko felt Jurain energy flowing out of her friend. Ryouko watched Ai doing what she would have said was impossible, but could not find the will to be shocked. From the moment Tokimi's servant shot Tenchi she had been unable to feel anything. She realized, distantly, that they were on Jurai, in the sacred hall where the ship trees were grown, and that her friend Ai was somehow using Jurain power to heal Tenchi, but feeling his life through their bond, so distant and so dim when it had always been close and bright, she could not make herself care. The only thing she cared about was Tenchi. The green light intensified and Ai shuddered. Tenchi gasped and his eyes fluttered open momentarily, the marks of his birthright glowing briefly on his forehead. Then they disappeared and his eyes shut once more, but he was breathing again, if slowly and raggedly, and the arcs of dark energy were gone from his wound. "It is done," Ai said, standing, "This Other is not deeply enough within us for the power needed to revive him, but he is no longer dying. There is another, lying along the path. He will need healing as well, but he will show you the way to ones who can help." Ai blinked and looked around, down at Tenchi on the path and at Ryouko gaping at her. "Wh.. what happened? What did I just do?" Ryouko did not respond, only knelt beside Tenchi's still form and stroked his blood-smeared face. "I.." Ai's hand went to her forehead and she shook her head slowly, her eyes closed, "I don't understand. They.. they showed me how, but I don't know what I did." Ryouko looked up at her, her eyes full of joyous gratitude, and said, "You saved him Ai... His life was going, but you stopped it. I don't know how you did it, but you pushed the darkness out of the wound and healed his body enough that he isn't bleeding to death.." Ai furrowed her brow in confusion, "Darkness? What? I.. it's so hard to think..." Ryouko stood and wrapped her arms around Ai, crushing her in an embrace while thanking her again and again for saving her Tenchi's life. * * * Mataeo looked around at the vast white expanse and yelled, "Hello?! Hellooo?!" for possibly the tenth time. There were no echoes here, but the walls seemed far enough away that there should be. Mataeo sighed and started walking again. He did not know how long it had been since he stepped through the tunnel of reds and yellows that Washuu had called a portal, but it seemed like hours. Mataeo had no idea where he was going or even if he was going anywhere. For all he knew he was walking in circles, there were no landmarks besides the trees and they all seemed identical. He had briefly considered marking one of them, but somehow the idea repulsed him. Somehow he felt as though carving a marker into one of the trees or breaking off a branch to serve as an arrow would be deeply wrong. "Hello?!" Mataeo called again, but again there was no answer. * * * "I'm scared Kiyone," Mihoshi whimpered, "Where are we?" "I don't know Mihoshi," Kiyone responded, feeling around in the darkness, "Washuu said the portal went to Jurai, but it's too dark in here to see anything. I think we're sitting on some kind of carpet..." "Maybe there's a way to turn the lights on?" Mihoshi asked and Kiyone blinked in the sudden brightness. Apparently the lights in this room were voice activated and did not particularly care about the context of the command. "Good job, Mihoshi," Kiyone said, standing and reaching down to help her partner to her feet. They were in what looked like a bedroom, definitely Jurain. The bed was made of what appeared to be wood-textured fibramic, as was most of the rest of the furniture. There were a few holo-still stands scattered across the desk against one wall and a painting of someone dressed in traditional Jurain clothing under a tree hung above it. "What do you mean Kiyone?" Mihoshi asked, sounding confused, "What did I do?" "The lights," Kiyone explained, "You triggered them." "What lights Kiyone?" Mihoshi asked, peering intently around, "Where are you? It's so dark..." "Mihoshi?" Kiyone asked, waving her hand in front of her partner's face but getting no response, "Can you see me?" "No Kiyone," Mihoshi said, fear creeping into her voice, "I can feel your hand, but I don't see anything..." * * * Katsuhito opened his eyes slowly, his whole body felt like it was on fire and the signature of someone channeling quite a bit of Jurai energy nearby rang in his head. As the world came back into focus Katsuhito saw Ai leaning over him, her eyes unfocused and distant, and Ryouko standing behind her with Tenchi in her arms. Katsuhito pushed himself carefully up on his elbows and looked around, his mind slowing to a halt as he realized where he was. "The Inner Chamber," Katsuhito gasped, "I never thought..." "Welcome," Ai said, the cadence of her voice very slow and somehow slightly off, "Many moments have been gathered since last you were within us, Yousho." "Mi.. Miss Fujihara?" Katsuhito stuttered. The way she spoke seemed very familiar, but he could not seem to remember... "She's not Ai, Katsuhito," Ryouko began to explain, "I don't understand it but-" "We are Jurai," Ai said in that strange, slow voice, interrupting Ryouko as though she did not hear her, "We use this Other as our hands." Katsuhito's eyes widened, he knew that rhythm of speech, "But she.. she is not of the House! She is not even Jurain!" "But the Other is within us. We leave her to you now, she has been our hands too much of the time called Now for one so small in time and so far from our center. Guide these Others to the outside of us, Yousho." "Are you okay Katsuhito?" Ryouko asked. "We have to get Tenchi out of here and mind help, he's hurt. Ai helped him, or the trees helped him, or Someone helped him anyway, but he's still unconscious and I think he's still bleeding internally. She said the trees told her you could lead us out..." "Yes," Katsuhito stood slowly, brushing himself off, "It has been a long time since I was in the Inner Chamber last. I had never thought to hear the voice of Jurai again..." Katsuhito sighed, "I did not wish to come back here, but Washuu has sent me back to my past and now I can not avoid it. Come, the way is not long if you know how to walk it." Ai stood slowly and followed them, shaking her head to clear it. "Where are we Mister Masaki?" Ai asked slowly, her head felt ready to split in half. "This is the Inner Chamber," Katsuhito explained, "It is the most sacred of all places in the Jurain Empire. The trees around us are the mind of Jurai, the children of the goddess Tsunami. They used you as their hands, as a conduit for their power. I do not understand how that could be possible, you are not Jurain." "I.." Ai shook her head again, "I don't know... They talked to me, they called me 'Other' and told me I had to be their hands to save Tenchi... What's a Jurain? Who's Tsunami? How can trees talk? What was that thing back in the camp? Was it really Tenchi's cousin?" Katsuhito sighed, "There is much to be explained. Ryouko, tell your friend your story. It has been a very long time since I walked the paths of the Inner Chamber and it takes more concentration that I remembered." Ryouko began haltingly, starting with how Tenchi freed her from the cave and going on to explain how she had fallen in love with him by watching him grow up, how she had seen the passion and courage in his tears the day he found out his mother was dying and lost her heart to him. As she talked about Tenchi some of the depression and distance she had felt slipped away. He was going to live, she knew, they would find her mother or a doctor or something and he'd wake up and she would be with him again. She explained how Washuu created her and how Kagato stole control of her, locking her mother away in a crystal aboard her own ship. Finally she explained how the rest of the girls gathered at Tenchi's house and how she had finally won his love, and about the events that had taken place since. When she was done Ai's eyes were wide and she was shaking her head slowly, apparently unaware of the movement. "My god Ryouko," Ai said softly, "When Mat and I decided we wanted to find out who you and Tenchi were... My god, I had no idea. Is it all true? All of it? You're some kind of.. I don't even know what to call it.. and you're thousands of years old? And Tenchi's grandfather is an alien prince and Aeka and Sasami are his sisters? It all sounds like some kind of fairy tale..." "It's true, Ai," Ryouko sighed, "Every word of it. You saw that thing in the camp, can you think of any other way to explain that? To explain this place? The voice you heard?" "I.. I guess not. But it all seems so.. so unbelievable." "I'm sorry Ai. We didn't want to lie to you, but you never could have believed the truth." Ryouko bumped her gently with her hip since both hands were occupied with carrying Tenchi, "Still my friend?" "I.. I.. Yes," Ai said, her resolve firming, "I'm not sure I can believe all that, but you're my friend Ryouko. And Tenchi's my friend and your family, whoever they are, are my friends." "We're here," Katsuhito said, the exhaustive concentration he had been expending obvious in his voice, "The doors." Ai and Ryouko looked up, realizing that sometime while they were talking they had reached one of the walls. The path lead up to a pair of huge wooden doors set into the featureless white wall. There were no doorknobs, no latches, no obvious way of opening them at all. Just a pair of large metal plates, one on either door, at about head height. Katsuhito walked forward and touched one, closing his eyes and leaning against the door for support. He mumbled something under his breath and the door swung slowly outward to reveal a long hall beyond floored in wide black tiles and lined with plants. "I.. I have to stay," Ai said, unsure of the words even as she spoke them, "Mat and Washuu are in here, I have to stay until they get here to let them out." "What?" Ryouko asked, turning back to her from the doors, "How can you know that?" "I.. I don't know," Ai shook her head, "I just know." Katsuhito nodded, saying, "Somehow she became a part of the tree network for a time. They told her more than how to heal Tenchi and myself, apparently." "You two go," Ai said, trying to sound confident, "I'll be okay." "Indeed you will," Katsuhito walked over and patted her shoulder comfortingly, "If there is any place safe in the universe from the being that attacked us, the Inner Chamber is it. We will take Tenchi to the palace hospital. When you have found Mataeo and Washuu, bring them to us. Tell anyone you see, 'lattani.' It means hospital in the language spoken here, they will understand." Ryouko looked at Katsuhito as he walked past her and out of the doors. "You called her Washuu," Ryouko said questioningly as the doors swung shut behind them, "Not Miss Washuu." "Yes," Katsuhito said distantly, "I suppose I did." "Did you-" "I do not wish to talk about it Ryouko. Your mother and I must have words before I will be able to speak about what happened today." "I-" Ryouko was interrupted again, this time by a pair of Jurain royal guardians charging across the hall toward them, staves swinging at their sides. "Malao!" the one on Ryouko's right shouted, "Gonaoi, shikae he nom!" Ryouko tried to remember her Jurain, it had been centuries since she had any use for it and almost everything from her time under Kagato's control was hard to remember anyway. Slowly it came back to her though, the guards were asking who they were and what they were doing so close to the Inner Chamber. *Well,* Ryouko thought, *Asking is the wrong word really, more like demanding to know before they kill us...* "Remember the vow!" Katsuhito growled suddenly in flawless Jurain, stepping forward to put himself between Ryouko and the guardians' staves, "This man is of the House Jurai and in need of medical attention. You will take us to the palace hospital, now!" "How do we know you speak truly?" This time it was the guardian on Ryouko's left who spoke, "You could be thieves or worse!" "By Tsunami," Katsuhito swore in Jurain, "By the first tree and by the House, I swear on my blood and my heritage. This man is of the House and will die without aid, I call the debt of the tri-fold leaf and demand your service. Gimana Tsunami we nakattana!" Ryouko did not recognize the language Katsuhito spoke those last words in, it sounded like Jurain but was not. The guards made an intricate symbol in the air before them, bowing their heads automatically at Tsunami's name. "By the debt of the tri-fold leaf, called in the tongue of the House," they spoke together, "We obey your demand." The younger of the two stepped forward and tried to take Tenchi from Ryouko's arms but she stepped away, shaking her head. "Please madam," the guardian said, stepping toward her again, "You must allow us to carry the prince." He did not actually say 'prince,' but Ryouko was not entirely sure what the word he used meant, something like 'the person of noble lineage who's designation is not currently known and whom we wish to avoid offending.' Jurains had thousands of words for one another and Ryouko had never met anyone but a Jurain who could keep them all straight. "No," Ryouko said, stepping away again, "I'll carry him." "Please," the guardian said, somewhat desperately, "You are not Jurain and should not be carrying a person of the House..." "I am his wife," Ryouko growled, suddenly realizing the truth of it. They had not had a ceremony, but he had asked and she accepted. As far as Ryouko concerned that was all that was important. "I'll damn well carry him if I want to!" The guardian bowed and made another complicated symbol in the air while saying, "Forgive me, oh wife of the man of unknown lineage. I did not mean offense and beg that you do not seek to punish my insolence." "I.. er.." Ryouko looked to Katsuhito for help but he only quirked an eyebrow at her. "You.. you're forgiven?" The guardian patted his chest twice and turned away, still in a bow, before saying, "Thank you wife of the man of unknown lineage. Now please, come with us." Katsuhito fell into step beside Ryouko as they walked between the rows of plants. "His wife?" Katsuhito asked quietly. "Yes," Ryouko replied defensively, "He asked me to marry him last night and I said yes." "Ahh." Katsuhito smoothed some of the bloody hair away from his grandson's eyes and said, "Congratulations Tenchi. There are not many women who would face a Jurain royal guardian for the honor of having their husband's blood smeared all over them." * * * "Awaken Washuu. Rise and wake, your family awaits you." Washuu rubbed her eyes and looked around. It was dark, wherever she was, and the sound of gently flowing water was in the air. She clambered to her feet and looked to see what she had been leaning against. It was a tree. A tall, thin tree with only a thin scattering of leaves on its branches. As Washuu watched silvery flames ran along the ridges of its bark and up to the leaves, diffracting through their crystalline green structure into the air with a sound like distant bells. "Tsunami." Washuu whispered, feeling it would be somehow wrong to speak above a whisper in this place. "Yes," The voice came as though from far away, "What little of me remains within this tree is here." "You.. you're not here?" Washuu asked slowly. She was not sure how she had gotten here, to the very heart of the Inner Chamber where Tsunami's tree stood, nor was she sure where the rest of them had gotten to or what Tsunami was talking about. She remembered being in the campground, and the portal, but it all seemed so far away. Something about the goddess' presence made it hard to think clearly. "I am a goddess Washuu," Tsunami's voice said gently and with a touch of amusement, "I am everywhere. But the center of my being, what was locked within the wood of this tree for many millennia, is not here any longer, no." "Sasami..." "Yes, Sasami," Tsunami confirmed Washuu's guess, "With her Change I can escape my prison for a while. I must still return here, to my wooden jail, from time to time. Sasami is not ready for me yet, but she will be soon." "Soon?" Washuu asked, trying to put everything together. The portal, the mouth at the Jurai end must not have stabilized all the way, she realized, it must have been drawn toward the strongest power source, distributing them along its curve. Most of them would probably have wound up in the Inner Chamber, then. But why had Tsunami spared the attention to awaken her? And why was she being so friendly now? Washuu knew that the goddess looked on them fondly as Sasami's extended family, but she had not expected to deal with a being older than creation on such an intimate basis. Washuu was tens of millennia old herself, but it was barely a drop in the bucket to Tsunami's age and she was overawed by the goddess' presence, even lessened as it was. "Yes," Tsunami's voice was soft, but full of something like hope, "Soon it will be my time and I will walk the worlds again." "That thing," Washuu asked, thinking to take advantage of a rare opportunity, "In the camp, is it truly Tokimi's servant? Is she trying to kill Tenchi? Kill us?" "The laws," Tsunami said reverently, "I must abide by the laws. I can not answer your questions, Washuu. To intervene in the affairs of my sisters, to know my sisters' thoughts, to undo what my sisters have wrought... I am eternal, but these things I may not do." "Sisters?" Washuu asked, "There are more than two of you?" "Once," Tsunami sighed, her voice growing more distant, "Once there were three..." "Wait!" Washuu called, "I have more questions! And how do I get out of here?!" But Tsunami was gone. The tree remained and the silvery fires traced up and down its bark in the pulse of the ages, but Tsunami's attention was elsewhere. * * * Aeka sat down heavily on her bed. She had found herself in one of the palace's many corridors after stepping through the portal and made her way, almost unthinkingly, to her bedroom. *I'm back on Jurai,* Aeka thought sadly, *I had not intended to come back here ever again, but because of Shiko I am back. And now I know what my father did, what he is. How can I talk to him, remembering that he hit me? I will never be able to think of him again without remembering.. remembering what that thing did to me...* Aeka lay back on her bed and stared at the ceiling, trying to see a way through her problems. She did not know where the others had gone when they entered the portal, but since she had been near the end of the parade through the red disk she assumed they all arrived safely somewhere in the palace. She would issue an order with the guardians to find them soon, but for the moment she only lay there. When she gave the order her parents would know she was back and she would have to face them, face Azusa. Aeka sighed and wondered why all this had happened to her, what she had done to deserve all this pain. * * * "I'm telling you we're officers of Galaxy Police! Just call HQ on Dalris and ask for our ID!" Kiyone struggled again but still could not break the iron grip of the guardian holding her arms behind her back. They had been caught almost immediately after leaving the bedroom, hoping to find the others and figure out why Mihoshi had suddenly gone blind. The two guardians, they always seemed to travel in pairs, would only say that they were going to be held under supervision until their identities could be confirmed. "I don't think it's gonna work Kiyone," Mihoshi said sadly, "They don't wanna listen." "Yeah," Kiyone agreed, giving up on her struggles and letting the silent guardian guide her through the winding corridors of the royal palace, "But these guys are going to be sorry when Aeka finds out-" Kiyone's chaperone cuffed her on the back of the head to silence her and said, "You have been warned not to speak the crown princess' name. Hold your tongue or it will be removed." * * * "Ai!" Mataeo yelled when he saw her in the distance, "Hey Ai!" Ai did not respond until he was nearly there, she was leaning against the doors with her eyes closed and Mataeo thought she must have gone to sleep. When she did raise her head and look at him her eyes were far away, as though she did not even see him standing there. "They're so old," Ai whispered, sounding as though she were talking mainly to herself. "Who?" Mataeo asked, looking around, "Who's old, Ai? And where is everybody? And what the heck Is this place? I've been wandering around in here for hours..." Ai shook her head and looked at him, her eyes gradually coming back into focus. "Oh, hi Mat. Come sit down, we have to wait for Washuu." Mataeo sat slowly, looking at his girlfriend with an expression of concern. "Are you okay Ai? You sound kind of odd..." "I'm fine Mat," Ai sighed, "I've just been talking to.. to someone. This place is so strange..." "What are you talking about Ai? First there's all that stuff back at the campground, then I end up here and now you're going all weird on me too." "I'm sorry," Ai smiled and took his hand, "I was confused too, but Ryouko explained about the campground and they've been telling me so much about Jurai that I didn't realize how confused you would still be." "Ryouko?" Mataeo asked, looking around and wondering if he had somehow overlooked her, "Where is she? Where'd everybody go?" "Ryouko, Tenchi, and Yousho.. I mean Tenchi's grandfather, went to find the palace hospital. Washuu's still here in the Inner Chamber somewhere, and I guess the others are somewhere in the palace, they can't see that far." "Who can't see that far? What palace?" Ai sighed, "I'm sorry Mat. Let me start at the beginning." Mat nodded and Ai took a deep breath, searching for a place to start in the strange, amazing story she had heard both from Ryouko and from the trees. Finally she said, "It all started a few thousand years ago when Washuu created Ryouko in her lab..." When Ai was done Mataeo was left even more doubtful than she had been. Space ships made out of trees? Washuu twenty thousand years old or more? But it did explain a lot of things about his friends, and considering the place he had just spent hours wandering aimlessly through and the things he had seen in the campground today Mataeo supposed he could accept it all, at least until he heard a better explanation. "So what else did these trees tell you?" Mataeo asked. Ai sighed and closed her eyes, leaning back against the door. "They told me so many things... It's hard to sort them all out in my head, but I think I can speak Jurain now. They told me about how the empire has been around for hundreds of thousands of years, maybe even millions. This isn't even their real homeworld, the seat of the empire has moved at least three times. Their culture has collapsed into pre-industrial levels at least four times, but not since Tsunami gave them the trees. They have four languages, but most people only know one. Members of the royal families know the House tongue, some scholars know a little of the old tongue but everyone knows the traditional chants in it, and they can only speak the language they call 'the voices of past times' when they talk to the trees. There are so many rituals and ceremonies and traditions it's staggering. Most of them nobody even remembers the reason for, they're just things that get taught in their 'etiquette lessons' and everybody knows. They have this whole army of guardians who swear by a vow that they don't even know, it was taken by the first guardians and now they swear to follow the spirits of their ancestors without knowing why they did what they did..." Ai shook her head, trying to see through the vast amount of knowledge the trees had imparted to her, knowing she would forget almost all of it. "There's no parallel for their society anywhere in Earth's history. Even the roman empire at its height had nowhere near the cultural complexity of Jurai, and didn't last as long as the current Jurain emperor has been alive..." "Wow," Mataeo sighed and leaned back to rest his head next to Ai's, "When I told Tenchi I wanted to know his story I didn't think it would go back thousands of years. At worst I thought he would turn out to be yakuza or something, but an alien prince? God, it's like I woke up today in an anime." Ai chuckled and squeezed his hand, "Yeah, but if this were an anime the trees would have tentacles or something and I'd be wearing a sailor fuku." "I dunno," Mataeo said thoughtfully, "You'd be kind of cute in one... Ow! Okay, okay, I was kidding!" * * * "Miss Washuu?" Washuu did not look up from the gently gurgling stream by which she sat. She, and the stream, were in one of the palace's many courtyards, this one large enough to have been called a park on Earth. After finding Mataeo and Ai she had gone with them to the royal hospital and seen Ryouko and Tenchi, though Tenchi was still unconscious and Ryouko refused to leave his bedside until he woke up. Now Mataeo and Ai were off somewhere with Nobuyuki, Ai wanted to see the Gathering Stone at the palace's western gate and that was far enough away that it would be hours before they were back. "So we're back to that then?" Washuu asked, still not looking up as Katsuhito walked nearer. "You know how desperately I wished never to return here, Miss Washuu." "Yes." There was nothing else to say, she knew he would rather have died than come back to Jurai again. Washuu did not understand why Katsuhito was so adamant to stay away from the world which was once his home, but she knew the depth of his dedication to his new life. "But you sent me back anyway." "Yes." Katsuhito came and sat down at the other end of the long stone bench on which Washuu sat, watching the stream flowing around rocks and tree roots. It was an art form on Jurai, the stream. Jurain gardeners were renowned throughout the galaxy for their work with stone, wood, and water. They arranged the rocks and guided the growth of the roots to cause the water flowing around and over them to make specific melodies, and the quality of the work was judged by the clarity and suppleness of the music. "Why," Katsuhito asked quietly from his end of the bench, "Why did you send me back? Why did you not let me remain on Earth? Earth is my home, has been my home for seven hundred years." "I couldn't let you die Katsuhito," Washuu sighed, "Even if you're an old fool and even if saving you meant you would hate me, I couldn't let you die for no reason." "You know that Tenchi asked Ryouko to marry him?" Katsuhito asked, catching Washuu off guard with the sudden shift in conversation. No one else could do that, she reflected, Katsuhito was the only person she had met in ten thousand years who could surprise her. "Yes, she told me when we went to the hospital to see them." "By Jurain custom that makes you my sister." Washuu chuckled but her heart was not in it, "I'm sorry Katsuhito. It must pain you to have another sister who's heart you must break." "Must I?" Washuu looked up then, for the voice speaking those last words was not Katsuhito's. The man at the other end of the bench was young, a Jurain noble from his features. But there, buried in the lines of his face, was the familiar look of the old man she had fallen in love with. "Katsuhito?" Washuu asked, staring at the apparition. "You've made me return to my past Washuu, a past I had never intended to visit again. I do not know what that will mean for me, but I do not wish to break another sister's heart. When I began my new life on Earth I left Jurai behind, tried to forget the pain that haunted me across the stars. But to be with you.. that would be a life as different from my life on Earth as Earth was different from Jurai. Perhaps it is right that I am here once more, perhaps it is the demons of my past which would not allow me to grow close to you and only vanquishing them will give me that freedom." Katsuhito.. no, Washuu realized, Yousho, shook his head sadly. "I do not know if I am ready to love you Washuu. I wish I could give you that, but it has been a long time since I loved another and like Tenchi I fear I have locked away my heart to save myself pain. But I will try, if you will allow me. It is not many women who would nearly kill the man they love to save his life." When Washuu took his hand he was an old man once more and they sat together, as old people do, in the park, remembering the past and wondering at what the future may hold. And around them the water sang. * * * Aeka stopped when she heard Funaho's voice around the corner. She had been on the way to speak with her about her father but had chosen not to let the guardians announce her. She was very uncomfortable about the subject she meant to discuss and, in fact, that was why she was going to Funaho. Misaki was her birth mother, at least as much as anyone had a birth mother on Jurai. The Earth method of childbearing had probably been practiced on Jurai at some point, Aeka thought, they had all the.. equipment.. for it anyway. But for as long as anyone currently alive could remember parents had had the fetus removed after the first trimester of pregnancy and allowed to develop in an artificial womb. It was much better for the developing baby and much, much more convenient for the mother. In any case, Misaki was the woman with whom Aeka shared her genetic structure, but somehow she could not imagine talking about her father's actions with her mother. Funaho had always been much more sedate than Misaki and somehow Aeka found the idea of going to her more comfortable, though still horribly embarrassing and very painful. But it appeared someone was already there. Aeka stood near the corner and listened, wonder what in the world she could be thinking, eavesdropping on her mother, but doing it irregardless. "I am sorry I have not come to you before this Mother," said a male voice. Aeka stifled a gasp when she recognized it as her brother's, but without the deepening and slowing it had undergone in the centuries he spent on earth. This voice sounded exactly like the one she remembered Yousho speaking with before he left Jurai all those years ago. "I should have come immediately after Tenchi was safely in the hospital," the voice from Aeka's past continued, "But the thought of facing you here, on Jurai, was more than I could bear. I had never intended to see these halls again." "It is understandable, Yousho," Funaho said, confirming Aeka's suspicions, "I saw how desperately you wished to avoid your old life during my visits to Earth. You never once came out to greet your father or Misaki. But I still do not understand Why you so wish to avoid Jurai." Yousho sighed and Aeka restrained herself, she wanted to rush around the corner, to see if her brother had somehow come back from the forgotten past as he had in her dream, but she also wanted to hear his answer to Funaho's question. She had wondered often why her brother seemed so disinterested in returning to his home, especially since it would be a trivial matter to have all the years that his time on Earth seemed to have put on him removed once more. "I chased Ryouko for ten years, Mother," Yousho said slowly, putting together the story he had never expected to have to tell, "And in my time away from Jurai I learned much about myself that I had not known. When I finally caught up to her in orbit around the Earth I was no longer sure why I was chasing her. I had ascertained that she was not truly the criminal she appeared, that her actions were mostly, if not entirely, at the orders of some other being. But I had chased so long I did not know what else to do. I could not just turn her loose, she was still under someone's control and would only do more damage. But I could not destroy her, she was an innocent being, used as someone's tool of destruction. "My first night in orbit around Earth I slept beneath the branches of my tree and Tsunami came to me in my dreams. She explained to me how to take Ryouko's powers without destroying her, how to seal her away in the hopes that the creature controlling her would eventually lose interest or die, and how to use Funaho's power to keep Ryouko alive without her gems in that time. "But the knowledge came at a cost. Tsunami demanded that I stay there, on Earth, and act as Ryouko's guardian until such time as she could be released once more. I was to give up my life on Jurai and assume the life of a simple Earthling for as long as was required. It was not an order though, she offered me the choice of doing as she asked or returning to Jurai and leaving Ryouko for another to deal with. "I examined my feelings and found that acting as Ryouko's caretaker appealed to me. So I accepted and chased Ryouko to the surface, crashing into the place Tsunami indicated and using the cave there as a holding cell for Ryouko once I had taken her gems. "And there I remained for seven centuries until Tsunami came to me again. She gave me a vision of a glowing samurai, the warrior I created in the legends I wrote about my arrival on the Earth. But in the vision the samurai was not fighting the demon goddess, he was standing by her side and the darkness fled before them. Tsunami did not reveal herself, she only sent me the vision and gave me a vision of my daughter, Achika, giving birth. "So I took little Tenchi, named after the title I had given the master key in my legends, to the cave when he was a baby. I played with him there and in time he gained an affinity for the place. As he grew older I spun stories about the demon who lived within and warned him of the terrible danger of ever entering, knowing it would only enflame his curiosity. "And the rest you know," Yousho finished with a sigh. *He knew,* Aeka thought in wonder, *All along he knew who Tenchi would choose, he was pushing him toward it all his life...* "Yes," Funaho said after a few moments of silence, "But you have still not told me why you avoided returning to Jurai. Why did you choose to remain on Earth? Why, after Ryouko was released from the cave, did you never try to contact us? And when we arrived in search of Aeka, why did you continue to wear that disguise and refuse to see your father?" *Disguise?* Yousho sighed again and said, "That is an even more difficult story for me to tell, and starts before the other." "Do you want me to not ask then?" Funaho asked gently, "If it is too painful for you now I will wait, I have waited these seven hundred years to know why my son left me, I can wait a few more." "No," Yousho said with quiet resignation, "No, it must be told eventually and since Washuu has forced me to return to my past I suppose I may as well tell it now." Yousho paused and Aeka thought he may have changed his mind, but then he went on quietly, "It began, though I did not know it was beginning, over nine hundred years ago. When Tsunami offered me the choice of the knowledge to save Ryouko and stay in exile on Earth or to return to Jurai it was the events of two centuries before which made my decision clear. For during the decade in which I chased the demon my own demons caught me. "Even before Tsunami made me her offer I was considering never returning home. I loved Aeka dearly and before leaving to seek revenge I had every intention of marrying her, but in my absence I began to wonder if even love was worth returning to Jurai for. "It was Azusa, you see," Yousho said, slipping apparently without realizing into the House tongue, "You know about the beatings, mother. I know you know because I could hear you crying in the next room sometimes when he gave them to me. You know, too, the reason for them. You know that they are demanded by the lessons of the second Change. I knew that too, but for me it was not enough. All my life I wondered how we could demand such things of ourselves, how a society based so strongly on love and companionship as that of Jurai could encourage that parents beat their children into submission." Yousho sighed heavily before continuing, "It was not until my hundredth year that I learned we did not. I had never discussed the matter with anyone, my shame was too great. That I would have acted so inappropriately as to deserve my father's cane shamed me to the core and I wished only to avoid his wrath in the future. But one day I stumbled upon an ancient index of the lessons of the second Change, and I discovered the truth. That lesson, the lesson of pain, is not given to Jurains. Not to Jurain citizens, not even to Jurains of the noble Houses. It is reserved only for the most high, for the House Jurai itself. "But you know that as well, don't you mother? You know that Azusa is the only man in the Jurain empire who has the freedom to whip his children for insubordinance, the only person in the entirety of the thousand suns who may freely strike another without fear of repercussion. And he used that power. I do not mean to say that he enjoyed it, even after all the things that happened I do not think he ever enjoyed it. But I think that he observed the ritual too often. I think that he allowed it to twist his mind until he believed that the lesson of pain was the Only lesson of value, that the cane was the best method for teaching his children and the darkened room the only instructor of worth. "But even that would not have been enough to keep me away. I loved Jurai, I loved the world and the empire and the trees and I loved my family. And it was that love that finally pushed me away." Yousho paused again and Aeka wondered if that was the whole of the story. That the beatings her father had given her were enforced by the lessons of the second Change, lessons she would not learn for years still, was almost too much to consider. Instead she pushed it to the side, saving it to look at later when she could be alone and carefully examine her feelings about that. Now she wanted to know why her brother had left her, why he had never returned and how love could have kept him away. She was tempted to go into the room and ask, and was considering doing it when Yousho spoke again. "He killed him, didn't he?" Yousho asked, again in the House tongue and his voice very small and distant, nothing at all like the proud tones of the Katsuhito she had grown to love nearly as much as she had her brother. "He beat Namaeto to death for his lies, didn't he mother? There was no accident, was there-" Aeka gasped at the sound of Funaho striking Yousho. She knew it had happened that way around when Yousho's words stopped suddenly, and from her mother's quiet sob of grief. "I.. I.. I am sorry, Yousho," Funaho said slowly, "I did not.. I did not mean to do that. It has been eight hundred years since anyone said that name in my presence." When Yousho spoke again it was once more in Jurain and with the strength of his years, "I am sorry, mother. But it is true, isn't it? Father beat my brother to death, didn't he?" *Brother?* Aeka wondered in a swirl of sudden confusion, *Namaeto? But I never had another brother...* "Yes," Funaho said in quiet grief, her voice wracked with pain long buried, "Yes, he did. Na... Your brother lied once too often. Azusa had tried to teach him with the lesson of pain before, but Na.. he would not learn. His boastful lies continued and your father's anger grew each time he heard another rumor started by his son. Finally when he.. when he heard a rumor that your brother had.. had.. been with Misaki, Azusa flew into an uncontrollable rage. He.. he beat him to death, and he left the corpse in that room for two days before he allowed it to be removed. We.. we told the lie that there had been an accident in his training and a quiet pronouncement was made that his name be stricken from the records of the House." "Then you understand why I left?" Yousho asked gently. "No," Funaho replied eventually, "No, I do not. It is horrible, what happened, but you were not your brother. Na... He.. he deserved what came to him, it is the way of Jurai that the emperor enforce the strictest discipline on his own children. That your brother could not learn that lesson sealed his fate. But you were a good son to Azusa, you took the lesson of pain so inoften, and never for the same reasons. I can understand your grief, but why did you leave us?" Yousho sighed, "If I must explain it you will not understand. That it is the way of Jurai does not make it Right. My father beat his son to death for a lie that was spawned out of rage by a son for his father for the regular and vicious beatings he was given. Were it not for that tradition, if father taught his children with words like other men of the empire, it would never have happened. When I was here I thought as you do, that it was inevitable and that as the way of Jurai it was just. But in the decade I spent alone, wandering the stars in search of Ryouko, I realized that it was Not right. Just because a thing is done for years, even thousands of years, does not make it correct. Jurai is a civilization of men and women who live by rules they do not even understand. And my brother, Namaeto, who's name you can not even speak, died for those rules. Namaeto was a liar, on Earth they call them compulsive liars, he lied without thinking. But I loved him. He was my older brother and I looked up to him. I knew he lied, but he was strong and he was handsome and he knew more than I did. When I realized that my father had killed him I knew I could not return, because I was afraid of what I would do to Azusa if I did." * * * When Tenchi's eyes opened Ryouko was there. After carrying him to the hospital she had left his side only long enough to change her clothes while the doctors examined him and repaired the damage to his body. Since then she had sat by his bedside, holding his hand and waiting for him to wake up. "Ry..." Tenchi's lips moved to form her name, but he did not have the strength to say the whole word. "Good morning Tenchi," Ryouko said with a smile, kissing him gently on the forehead. "Ho..." "Two days," Ryouko responded to his only partially voiced question. //Is it dead?// "No," Ryouko said sadly, "I.. Somehow I summoned the wings after it hurt you, but even that wasn't enough. It was rebuilding itself when we came through mother's portal." //You summoned the wings? How?// "I.. I don't know, Tenchi. Mom doesn't know either, and Sasami says Tsunami hasn't talked to her since the I did it. I can't even remember doing it. I just remember how much you hurt when that thing hit you and I remember wanting it dead, destroyed, gone... Then the next thing I remember was carrying you through the portal." Tenchi shook his head weakly and sent, //I don't know how, but it makes sense now...// "What?" Ryouko's brow furrowed and she wondered if he were still sick, he had woken up a few times before and mumbled incoherently both aloud and over their link, "Are you okay Tenchi? Do you need some water? Or should I get a doctor?" //No, no, I'm fine. I.. I had a dream. It was about a man, and a tree. And I understand now.// "What?" Ryouko asked again, beginning to worry he really was still out of it, "A man and a tree?" //Yes, and they flew... I understand now, Ryouko. I know what I was doing wrong. The power.. it's not meant to be used, not by humans...// "Then what good is it? If you can't use the wings to defend yourself and your family, why did Tsunami give them to you?" //I can, though, Ryouko. But I've been doing it all wrong... The power isn't meant to be used by humans, we are their hands. We are, they do. It is meant to be given.// "I.. I'm going to go get one of the doctors, Tenchi. You just lie still, okay?" "No," Tenchi said, some strength coming into his voice, "Just.. give me some water, okay honey?" Ryouko nodded and handed him a glass, watching worriedly as he drained it. "The dream," Tenchi began afterward, "It was about a man who loved a tree. And they flew together, singing. It was.. beautiful. And now I understand." Ryouko shook her head, this was sounding worse and worse but she could see that telling him he was delirious was not going to help. "What do you understand Tenchi?" "I understand how to call them now," he said with a wide smile, "How to call them and not feel the pain. But I need someone's help. I thought I would have to find a tree, but if you can call them too it all makes sense..." Tenchi pulled his hand out from beneath the blankets of his bed in the little, faux-wood paneled room of the royal hospital and reached out to Ryouko. She could feel him touching the Jurai power and her concern turned to fear. "No, Tenchi. Don't. You're too weak." "Hold my hand, Ryouko. Take my hand and be with me." "I.." Ryouko did not know what to do. Talking was not stopping him and if she went to get a doctor he might kill himself with the power in the meantime. So she took his hand, hoping she could at least exert some control over his draw of the power, not that she ever had been able to before. "Open yourself, Ryouko. Let yourself see the beauty of the stars..." "Tenchi?" Ryouko asked as he closed his eyes, his grip tightening on her hand and the power flowing through him increasing swiftly, "What are you doing Tenchi? What stars?" "Close your eyes," Tenchi whispered, "Close your eyes my love and fly with me." And then the pain came. It came in torrents, in waves, in the fury of a tornado sweeping down on them from a clear sky. Ryouko's back arched and she worried briefly that the spasms in her hand would break Tenchi's fingers, but then the pain was too much and she couldn't worry about anything anymore. It was a universe of pain. It was pain unending, without beginning or ending or any fluctuation to give it texture. Ryouko's entire body hurt, her mind hurt, her soul hurt. And, she realized ever so distantly, with the tiny part of her mind that still functioned through the pain, it was not even hers. She was feeling Tenchi's pain, feeling only a fraction of what he felt when he summoned the full power of the wings. //Open yourself,// Tenchi's thoughts came to her through the pain, a voice tiny against the raging chorus of agony, //Spread your wings, Ryouko...// Ryouko gasped, trying to find air to fill her lungs within the inferno of pain. In desperation she reached out to the gems, opening the stops on their power as she dimly remembered having done in the campground. But the pain only intensified. Ryouko would not have believed it possible, if she could believe anything. What was before an unending world of agony became absolute. There was no Ryouko, there was no Tenchi, there was no Jurai, no world, no universe, just the pain. With her last conscious effort Ryouko reached out through the pain that was more than blinding, was so horribly intense that she had forgotten she ever even had eyes with which to see, reached out to Tenchi and wrapped her mind around his. She clung to him mentally and entwined her essence with his, hoping that if she was to be in eternal torment to at least be with her love through it. And then it was gone. Ryouko tried to open her eyes, but found that she had no eyelids to open or eyes to expose beneath them. She had no body, no existence, she was a mind floating in a vast sea of silvery light. //Tenchi?// //I'm here.// And he was. She could feel her arms around him, feel his arms around her, feel her body pressed against his, but could not see him. She realized she could not even feel her own body except where it touched his, that her entire existence was defined only by the points of intersection with the existence of Tenchi. //Where.. where are we?// //Everywhere? Nowhere? That place we go when you teleport us? The place we go when we die? I don't know, Ryouko.// //I..// Ryouko started to tell him she was scared, but realized it was not true. She was confused, but she felt no fear. Only a blessed peace, so utterly in contrast to the pain that she could barely believe that that agony had existed. //I love you Tenchi.// It was the only true thing Ryouko could think of to say. All the rest of the universe, all the things she had seen in her thousands of years of life, all the things she had said and done and the people she had known, they all seemed like distant dreams lost within the silver light. Pale before the fires of the pain. //I love you Ryouko.// And she felt the truth of it. She had known he loved her before, had heard him say it and believed it, but she felt it now. She felt his love for her as clearly as she felt his arms around her, and that was as real as anything in her universe now. //What do we do now?// //We've spread our wings, Ryouko. Now.. now, we fly.// * * * "Sasami?" Aeka tapped gently at her sister's bedroom door and hoped she would be alone. "Come in Aeka," Sasami called to her through the door, "It's open!" Aeka opened the door and stepped through slowly, her mind thick with the things she had heard. "Hi Aeka," Sasami said happily, "I looked all over for you but nobody knew where you were." "I'm sorry," Aeka apologized, "I.. I needed some time alone to think." Sasami nodded sadly, patting the bed in indication for Aeka to come sit next to her. "It's about what he did," Sasami asked after her sister had taken a seat and settled herself, "Isn't it?" Aeka looked sharply at Sasami and asked, "What who did?" Sasami shrugged, "Daddy, Shiko, Tokimi's servant.. it's all the same thing to worry about, isn't it?" "How.. how do you know about that Sasami?" "Tsunami showed me. She had to, 'cause we had to show you so you could remember in time. I didn't want to, but there wasn't any other way." Aeka's mind reeled. That she had experienced those things was awful enough, but that Sasami, poor, sweet, innocent Sasami had to know them as well... "I want to talk to her," Aeka said firmly, "I want to talk to Tsunami, Sasami. Can I talk to her?" "You already are," Tsunami said, and Aeka realized it was true. She had been speaking to her sister, but Tsunami had been there as well, somewhere. Now she was speaking to Tsunami and her sister was there in some strange manner. "I do not like the things you are doing to my sister," Aeka said determinedly, pushing away her awe and the thousands of traditions and ceremonies beating at her mind to be performed in the presence of a goddess. "She is a young girl and does not deserve to see.. those things." "And you deserved to live it, Aeka?" Tsunami asked, tilting an eyebrow. "I.." Aeka found she had no answer. She did not believe she deserved the things that Tokimi's servant had done to her, but she was less clear about her father. She had been improper and he had done what was demanded by tradition.. it was the way of Jurai, she simply had not understood... "No," Aeka said finally, "No, I did not. The way is wrong, I did not deserve what he did to me." "Good," Tsunami said, patting Aeka's hand comfortingly, "You begin to nderstand." "But," Aeka protested, "You Are Jurai. How can you disagree with the lessons of the Changes?" "I am not Jurai, Aeka," Tsunami said gently, "I am no more Jurai than you are Jurai, or than Sasami is Jurai, or little Ryou- ohki. I am Tsunami, I am eternal and all things, but Jurai is Jurai." "But the trees..." "The trees were here Aeka, the trees have always been here. When I was locked away in my prison all those millennia ago it was in the body of a tree. My presence gave them courage and a voice, no more." "Prison?" Aeka asked, feeling herself slipping further and further into confusion. She had meant to come here and talk to Sasami about taking the throne in her place, then shifted to an intent to talk to Tsunami about the things she was doing to Sasami, but now she was lost in a mire of confused thoughts and more confused emotions. "Yes, Aeka," Tsunami sighed, "That tree was no more by body than Sasami is. It was the locus of my attention, and for a very long time constrained my actions. Sasami's sacrifice gave me my freedom and I am a goddess once more." "But how.. how could you be locked in a prison if you're a goddess? Couldn't you just.." Aeka wiggled her hands, unsure what goddess did. "No, I couldn't just," Tsunami smiled and repeated the wiggling hand gesture, "But I cannot explain how I came to be locked away Aeka, it is an affair of my sisters and I and cannot be discussed with another. Even you." Aeka sighed, "Oh Tsunami, what am I to do? I came here to talk to Sasami, to convince her to take my place as first princess so that I, like my brother, could put myself in exile on Earth. But it's all so confusing, I love my mothers and, despite everything, I love father. And I love this world and my people and I love the trees... What am I to do?" "You must find that answer inside yourself Aeka," Tsunami said, taking one of Aeka's hands in hers, "Even a goddess can not give you all of the answers you seek. If I told you what your next actions will be you would seek to take others in the hopes of a better outcome. If I lie and tell you what will make you take the actions you would have taken anyway, you will wonder what would have happened had you done what I said you would do." "So instead you tell me nothing and I do what I would have done anyway, but while wondering if it is what you intended?" Tsunami smiled. "Do you know my thoughts, Tsunami?" "If I wish," Tsunami said quietly, "I may know them. That is within my power, now." "Is it true? Is that awful thing true?" Tsunami was silent for long moments before answering, "A thing need not have happened to be true, Aeka." "Then.. then you know where I need to go." "I know where you wish to go, and I know where you will go." "Then will you take me there?" "We are already there, Aeka." And it was true. * * * Tenchi took the final step across the bridge onto the wide, round platform and did not look back as the bridge faded out of existence. Ryouko was waiting outside, but he could feel her there, as far away as the other side of his mind. "Slave!" Tenchi shouted into the vast emptiness surrounding him, "I've come!" Tenchi was not sure where the light came from, but like so many things in this place the light simply had to be accepted as existing. It lighted his path as he walked and it lighted the wide, round platform atop which he stood. It spread slightly out from the platform as well, illuminating the still waters surrounding it without giving any hint as to their depth or what might lay beneath their surface. It was out of the shadows cast by that light that he came. The darkness flowed and melted and became night given form. "Slave?" It growled in that awful, inhuman voice, "You call Me slave Masaki?" "You have a new face," Tenchi commented coolly. "Yes," the man now standing before Tenchi, on the opposite side of the dais, replied, "Do you like it Masaki? Do you remember its lines?" Tenchi looked at Tokimi's servant and tried to imagine what it could be talking about. The body it now wore was male with long brown hair flowing down over its shoulders and tied at the back. Its face was, he supposed, handsome, with a strong chin and firm eyes. But he had never seen it before. "I don't know what you're talking about. I won't let your lies confuse me anymore, your goal was no more to destroy my humanity than it was to spy on Washuu." "Oh, but you're the one lying now Masaki. Or do you truly not remember me?" Tenchi shook his head, "I did not come here to talk. You've hurt my family for the last time." "So you think you can beat me now Masaki? You're weak, Masaki. You've always been weak." Tenchi shook his head, trying to dispel the miasma of confusion that the thing's words seemed to summon. //Ready, Ryouko? Let's get this over with, once and for all.// //Ready when you are love.// Tenchi released his grip on the power of Jurai and let it flood into him, and at the same time opened his link with Ryouko, giving it all to her. He did not bother trying to tense for the pain, he knew from experience that there was no way to prepare himself for that. But this time it wasn't there at all, he felt the torrents of power flowing through him and into Ryouko, but there was no pain. Tenchi felt Ryouko's arms around him, felt her cheek resting on his shoulder and her breath against his neck though she remained far away. And with her presence came the power. It flooded back out of Ryouko and into him in a wave of nearly overwhelming warmth. Tenchi raised his hand and let the power flow through it, coalescing in the form of the wings. //Kill him Tenchi,// Ryouko sent amidst the stream of energy, //Rip the bastard's heart out and show it to him.// Just as the power reached its peak, the point where the wings seemed nearly solid without the subtle twist he had learned was required to cause them to manifest physically as the sword, Tenchi felt Ryouko opening her gems. The flood of power doubled, tripled, there were no words to describe the way it surged into his body or the way his mind seemed to float on a sea of it. The wings shimmered and separated, three becoming six, and the tiny pinpoints of green flame in Tenchi's eyes flared like suns. Tenchi reached out to the wings and drew them back into himself, twisting the flow of energy to mold them into katanas of light. "Time to die slave," Tenchi said calmly, the emotion gone from his voice as he slid into Moonlit Branches, letting the second blade curve naturally over his head. As Tenchi rushed the being that had once been Shiko he saw the expression in its eyes. It was the same emotion it always held, the same it had worn when it told him what it had done to Aeka, but Tenchi saw it for what it was now. It was not hatred or anger, not malevolence or insanity, it was fear. Absolute and total terror. But Tenchi was beyond caring now, his emotions swept away in the flood of power so that the only one left to him was his love. For Ryouko, for Aeka, for all his family, for the people whom this thing had wanted to hurt. And for that it would die. * * * Aeka knelt in the drying pool of blood and, hesitantly, touched the battered face of the man from whom it issued. Somehow she knew it was the being who had hurt her, the creature who had enslaved Shiko's body and nearly killed Tenchi. Aeka could not say how she knew that, for it looked nothing like Shiko or the horrible atrocity in the forest now, but she knew. Knew it as surely as she had known the way across the vast complex Tokimi inhabited and known how to trigger the bridge which brought her here. And, too, she knew that there was life left in the corpse. Tenchi would not have know, she knew, if he had he would have continued until that spark was gone. Aeka did not see Tenchi's fight with the creature, as brief as it was, and did not see him hacking its body nearly to pieces before leaving it, apparently dead, on the ground. But like the other things, Aeka knew it had happened. And now she knew how to bring that spark of life out of the depths and awake the being she had longed to destroy. Aeka assumed it was a gift from Tsunami, she could find no other explanation for the knowledge she held. The goddess must have known her purpose here and given her the knowledge to complete it. "Awaken servant," Aeka said softly, "Rise and wake, I wish to speak with you." The thing's eyes fluttered open and it gasped in pain. "What are you?" Aeka asked, her question a command. "I.." She could see the struggle in its features, though whether it fought to avoid answering her question, over how to answer it, or over whether it knew the answer at all, she could not tell. "You are not my brother," Aeka said quietly, "I came here thinking that you were, that you were, somehow, my brother Namaeto, twisted by what Azusa did to him, but you are not." "No," it said, its voice that same horrible stone-on-steel it had always been. "You are not Shiko," Aeka continued, "You are no more Tenchi's cousin than you are my brother." "No," it said again. "You are not my father, though you used his words when you beat me. You are not my lover, though you tried to take the role. You are not even Tenchi's enemy, are you?" "I.. I hate Masaki. Masaki was weak, he took father's beatings when I stood up to him... Masaki pushed you away when you tried to love him, Masaki doubted me though I had changed from my old ways..." "You don't even know what you are, do you?" Aeka asked, her voice touched by distant compassion, "You hate an image that isn't even Tenchi, it's some kind of blending of all the pain and anger of all the people you have pretended to be." "I.." its voice failed again, overcome by confusion. "You hate lies because your entire existence is a lie," Aeka said, the words coming atop the realization, "You do not even know what you are, you only know the fear of the darkness that is your home." "I.. I am.. I am Tokimi's servant." "Yes," Aeka said gently, closing its eyelids, "And your mistress needs you no longer." * * * The minds of gods are not the minds of men. The thoughts of a goddess span aeons and, at the same time, take less time than the orbit of an electron about its nucleus. When gods speak to one another it is in the wind of the stars and the breath of the atoms, their smiles are in the curve of a comet across a night sky and their laughter is in the babbling of brooks in the mountains. The words of the gods are not meant for the minds of mortal men and are spoken in tongues which no man could hope to learn in a million lifetimes, in languages old before the stars were born. But if gods were to speak in mortal terms, if they were to gather together as humans would and speak to one another in a human tongue, if they were to do such a thing then the conversation of Tsunami and Tokimi may have been this way. They stood together in a place beyond time, a void of unmeasured space that was at once beyond the universe and, at the same time, Was the universe. How long they stood together cannot be said, for there is no time in that place. Their words came in sequence for it was convenient that they did, not because it was important that this word came after that. They could each, when they wished, know all that had occurred since the beginning and all that would occur until the end. Almost. All things have limits, and even the minds of the gods are not all reaching. "You are my equal, sister." Tokimi's voice had the ring of tradition when she spoke. "I am your equal," Tsunami answered. They did not bow, though many might think it would have been appropriate. Gods do not bow, even to one another. "My time fast approaches," Tokimi observed. "There is no time here," Tsunami answered, though Tokimi's meaning was clear. "I fear what will occur." "You? You fear change my sister?" "Yes," Tokimi sighed, "It is cruel that I should fear that which I am, but I fear it none the less." "It will be her, then?" "You would know as well as I." "There are others who could fill the role." "That one has suffered," Tokimi said, her eyes looking inward at the stretch of time. "Then it will be her?" "And our sister," Tokimi asked, ignoring the question, "She remains Other?" "That you speak of her so is answer enough, is it not?" "Yes," Tokimi sighed, looking to the distant shadows cast by a figure who was not there, "Yes, it is." "Her time will arrive. All times do, it is their nature." "I miss her, sister," there was infinite sadness in Tokimi's voice. "I also," Tsunami answered with equal emotion, "But we will be together once more." "The time comes that we will walk the worlds again," Tokimi observed, "It as been so long, I do not know that I look forward to it." "Our wishes are immaterial, sister," Tsunami reminded Tokimi, "We are our own pawns in this game and our moves were made before the Beginning." Tokimi sighed in answer and looked out across the expanse that was, at once, all things and no things. "Do you remember," Tokimi asked, "Do you remember the Beginning?" "I remember all things, when I choose." "Do you remember the song," Tokimi continued, ignoring her sister's barb, "The song we sang when the stars were new? Do you remember it now?" "I do." "Sing with me, my sister? Sing with me and let me remember the time when the universe was young and we had all creation before us?" "We have it still, sister." "But we were together, then." "We will be again," Tsunami said gently, raising her voice in song. They sang then, together, and their voices were the breath of the stars and the wind that blows in the space between atoms. Their chorus was the life and the death of the universe and their backbeat the pulse of galaxies. There were no words in the song, though its meaning held all of creation. When they came to the third verse they stopped, and they listened to the silence of the universe while their sister would have sung her part, were she there. When the time of song was done Tsunami left that place, once more busy amongst the worlds. Tokimi had no such tasks, her duties never ceased for she embodied them entirely. She was change, and change was Tokimi. All things which change, from the tiniest leaf to the greatest galactic cluster, all things which move and shift and alter their form, all those things were Tokimi. It was cruel, she reflected, that she should fear her coming change, but the fear remained anyway. In as much as a god can feel fear. Tokimi sang again, then, repeating her own verse of the great song alone in that place beyond time. She had been alone for a very long time indeed and its sting was numbed by familiarity. Tokimi sang and the stars danced, the universe rolled on and the quarks spun. Tokimi's song was the force driving the clockwork of all creation and she sang sadly alone, there in the place without time. * * * There is a story, we are told, of the first man to see the stars from aboard a ship-tree. It was in the old times, when the old tongue was spoken by man and there were those who remembered the voices of times past. In those times Tsunami was young and her tree shone with newness. Her children spread slowly across the world and our bonds with them grew. One man fell in love with a tree, and the tree in love with him in return, and their children are our ancestors. That man was the first to see the stars from beyond the skies, the first to dance the dance of love with the trees and the first to be granted their boon. It is said that when his love took him beyond the world in her embrace he was frightened, that the depths of space were more than he could bear and that he wept for the loneliness of what he saw. But then his beloved spread her wings and he saw the beauty of it, he soared with her across the sea of suns and his heart was light with joy. It is said that they sang a song then, together in the void between worlds. It is that song we sing now, when we feel alone and as if there is nothing in the universe to bring joy to our hearts. We sing their song and it reminds us of our heritage, of the love that he shared with the tree and of the love we share with them now. Their words were in the voices of times past, but we remember their meaning still, and we sing. The depths are deeply black, and the stars give little warmth. All things are gone and darkened now, beyond my feeble grasp. I see the error of my thoughts, in thinking all was simple. The universe is great and vast, more than one heart can bear. But in her arms I soar the winds of the distant suns. In her heart I find myself and I fly with her now. The depths are deeply black, and the stars give little warmth. But in my love I find myself and on pale wings I fly. -- Jurain traditional, lessons of the Second Change.