**Standard disclaimer** ** This is a work of fiction, any resemblance to real people or **places is either coincidental or used in the pursuit of literary **reality. Many of the characters and concepts embodied in this **work are the property of AIC, Pioneer, and probably other **Japanese people, all of whom are richer than I. Please do not **sue me. **//Standard disclaimer** **Author note thingum** ** This is the third work in a series begun with 'Birthday **Wishes', my first fanfiction. 'On Pale Wings I Fly' is a **story set in that universe and takes place some time after the **events of 'The Wayside' which is, itself, the sequel to **'Birthday Wishes.' ** Continuity wise, Pale Wings is set in the OAV universe, **plus 'Birthday Wishes' and 'The Wayside.' Like my two year **temporal shift at the beginning of the series I have taken a **couple of liberties here. Kiyone never appeared in the OAV **series (I do not consider MnE or the Mihoshi Special parts of **it so much as side stories, rather like my own) and so we **cannot say how she would have behaved in that universe. The **Kiyone I portray looks the same as the other Kiyone and **occupies a similar position in the universal order of things, **but please do not expect her personality to match that of the **TV Kiyone or the Shin Kiyone. Kiyone is her own woman and **that is especially true here. I also make mention **of an incident which occurred in the TV continuity here. It is **not, I feel, a scene which was out of character for the **participants in their OAV incarnations, and I see no reason it **could not have occurred as easily in that universe. ** Before you ask, yes there will be another story following this **one. **-- Krin (krin@hotmail.com) **/Author note thingum** On Pale Wings I Fly for Ivy and Dan, you know who you are and what you do -- one -- holiday cheer Aeka stood on the dock, a chill winter wind tugging her long purple hair around her shoulders and across her face. The scent of woodsmoke was sharp in the crisp air, a smell Aeka once found repulsive but was now somehow welcoming. As the final glowing traces of her teleportation from the Jurain transport ship that she knew would now be leaving orbit faded Aeka wondered at how good it felt to be back here. She had gone to Jurai to search for herself, but every hour Aeka spent wandering the wide, peaceful corridors of the royal palace and the quietly busy streets of the surrounding city she found herself dreaming more and more of returning here, to Earth. To Okayama. To her home. Aeka delicately brushed her hair back from her eyes with a finger and looked around, wondering where everyone could be. She had called ahead to Washuu's lab to let them know she was coming, so had expected they would be out here waiting for her, or at least have come out to greet her once she arrived. As the last vestiges of the disorientation Aeka always experienced after teleportation dissolved she scolded herself for the selfishness of her thoughts. *It's the middle of winter, they're probably all inside waiting for me to come in like a sensible person. What was I thinking? That they would have waited out here all the weeks I was away so they could be standing in the same places I left them?* Aeka shook her head and started across the weathered timbers of the dock, lifting the hem of her dress to keep it from being snagged by any errant splinters. Aeka looked up at the distant sound of a closing door when it reached her ears, carried on the winter wind. She had been carefully navigating the maze of wet patches left by a recently melted snowfall and so not noticed the figure opening and stepping through the front door. When she looked up Aeka was momentarily disappointed. It was not her family as she hoped, and every moment that they were not there Aeka's resolve shrank. She had prepared the explanation she planned to give them for weeks, but it would be a hard thing to do and she wanted it done before she lost her nerve. Aeka's momentary disappointment was dashed away by curiosity as she watched the distant figure turn from the door and start forward. *Who?* Aeka squinted, her journey toward the house halted as she focused her attention on the advancing figure rather than the somewhat precarious, for slippered feet anyway, ground around her. *Has Tenchi attracted More women since I left?* Aeka wondered incredulously. The approaching figure was obviously female, clad in a soft pink shirt and blue jeans that hugged the slender curve of her legs. There was something odd about the way she walked, but Aeka was too distracted by the unexpected surprise of being greeted by a stranger to notice. *I can't believe that Tenchi would have invited another woman to live here after he and Ryouko-* Aeka's train of thought was neatly derailed as the distance between herself and the young woman diminished. *No,* Aeka thought amidst a confused welter of sudden emotions, *Oh no, it can't be...* Aeka's denials grew stronger but less effective with each step the young woman took. Her hair, a greenish shade of blue, was so hauntingly familiar. The light dusting of freckles across her nose. Her eyes. Her big, round, pink eyes that were firmly fixed on the ground as she slowly approached the stunned princess. "Sa.. Sasami?" Aeka stuttered. The apparition did not respond, only halted her approach a few meters from where Aeka stood frozen in confusion. The young woman folded her hands in front of her, still staring at the ground, and seemingly unconsciously hunched slightly forward as though trying to make herself shorter. *It can't be,* Aeka thought frantically, *She's not old enough! By the trees, she's still only twelve! She should have months to go before it even begins!* Aeka stared at the woman standing silently before her. Reality seemed obstinately unwilling to alter itself to meet the demands of denial her scattered thoughts attempted to impose and gradually facts won out over shock. Only twelve she might be, but Sasami had very obviously not only begun her first Change, but by the look of things already finished it as well. *And I missed it,* Aeka thought with mounting despair, *One of the most important moments in my sister's life and I've missed it. She's had her Change early and I wasn't here. Oh Tsunami, is she crying?* The young woman with Sasami's features hadn't moved an inch since coming to a halt, only her long blue-green hair stirred as it was whipped in gentle waves by the same breeze that tugged at Aeka's tresses. Now a few stray strands stuck to her face, caught in the shining trails of silent tears. Aeka searched for something to say, some way to respond to this strange and terrible situation. There was only one thing that came to mind, a phrase etched deep in her psyche by a lifetime of hearing it said around her. "Jan wa he Sasami monosuat," Aeka said gently. The words were ancient, a litany passed down through the females of Jurai for longer than all recorded history. No one knew what they meant anymore, no one had known in a long, long time. They were simply the words to be spoken upon meeting a female loved one who had entered her first Change, words that had been spoken in that situation since before the first stone of the Great City was laid. Some said they went back even before the trees, to days when Jurains still stared up at the stars in the night sky and wondered what they could be. It was said that words from those times had power, that speaking that particular phrase started the young woman on her journey and eased the way of passage. Aeka's heart ached that she had not been there to speak the words at the proper time, when Sasami had first entered her Change. That she could speak them only now, when her sister had already completed her first transformation, tore at her emotions and threatened to bring tears to her eyes. *She must have known,* Aeka realized, *It must have begun even before I left for Jurai. Why didn't she say anything then?* *Because I would have stayed,* Aeka answered herself almost immediately, *If she had told me I would have stayed to be with her, and Sasami wanted me to go back to Jurai and do what I felt I needed to do. The poor girl, she must have been so afraid and confused without her family around her.* *But her family was here,* Aeka's grief lessened by a tiny fraction at the realization, *Tenchi and Ryouko were there, Washuu and Mihoshi, Father and Grandfather, little Ryou-ohki... But I missed it.* Sasami had finally looked up and was now staring at her silent sister. "Hi Aeka," she said in a tiny voice. Aeka was startled anew by the strangeness of her sister's voice, familiar despite being shifted with maturity, coming from the mouth of a woman who was, for all appearances, at least six years older than the girl she had left behind. "Sasami?" Aeka stepped forward and took the young woman's hands, "Why are you crying Sasami? Aren't you glad I'm back?" Sasami shook her head and held tightly to Aeka's hands, looking back down at the ground as she replied, "It's not that. I missed you Aeka, a whole lot. But I was scared you'd be mad 'cause I..." Sasami's voice failed as her tears began to flow more quickly. She stuttered syllables between the sobs that overtook her, but couldn't get out so much as another word. Aeka stepped closer, putting her arms around her sister and hugging her tightly. It was strange holding Sasami the way she had so often before, but resting her sister's head against her shoulder rather than her chest. Sasami was actually taller than her older sister now, but threw her arms around Aeka in exactly the manner she had all her life. She abandoned her attempts at speech and cried into her sister's shoulder as Aeka patted her back and whispered in her ear, "I'm not mad Sasami, I'm not mad. How could I be? Look at you, you've grown so big and you're so beautiful. How could I be mad?" Sasami pulled her head away from Aeka's shoulder and sniffed loudly, wiping tears from her eyes only to have fresh ones take their place. "Y..ya..you really think I'm p..puh..pretty, Aeka?" Aeka nodded enthusiastically through the tears now blurring her own eyes, "Very pretty. Why, if you looked like this a few years ago Ryouko and I wouldn't have had a chance with Tenchi." Sasami giggled through her tears and any doubts Aeka may have held were banished. Whatever had happened, this was her sister. This beautiful young woman was Sasami. Aeka wiped her own eyes and, curiosity overcoming her emotions, asked, "But how did it happen, Sasami? Did we get the math wrong when I converted your birthday to Earth months?" Sasami sniffed one final time and shook her head. "Huh uh, you were right. But we'd better go inside. I made everybody wait in there while I came out here by myself and they'll get upset if we make them wait too long." * * * "But I still don't understand, Miss Washuu. What do pheromones and neuro-whatevers have to do with Sasami?" Washuu had tried explaining how her sister's transformation could have come over a half a year early twice now, but both times Aeka only stared blankly as the scientist rambled on about circadian rhythms and meta-cognitive psycho-distortion patterns. This time Washuu sighed dramatically and threw her hands up in surrender. "Okay, I give up! Sasami had her Change early because she's on Earth. Humans begin having growth spurts anywhere between twelve and fourteen years old and Sasami's body reacted to the people around her. If she weren't from Jurai she would only have grown a few centimeters since you left, but her altered biochemistry initiated the first cycle of her Change instead. Her glands started producing hormones that-" Washuu stopped when Aeka's eyes began to cloud over once more. The genius took a deep breath before starting in again. "When Sasami started puberty she had it all at once, like any Jurain would during their first Change. She just had it early because she's on Earth." "Oh," Aeka said thoughtfully, "I suppose that makes sense." Washuu buried her face in her hands and muttered something about people who like to assume chickens are spheres to make the math easier. Aeka had hoped the scientist would be easier to deal with now that she had apparently assumed her older body permanently, but whether in the body of a twelve year old or that of a woman in her third decade, Washuu was Washuu. "Oh my," Aeka gasped as a sudden realization struck her, "But Sasami hasn't had any of her lessons yet. We wouldn't have even started preparing them for months. How can she be dealing with all of this without having had them?" "Well," Washuu said, looking back up at the princess, "I don't know exactly what goes into those 'etiquette lessons' everyone gets on Jurai at their first Change, and Sasami wasn't very clear on it either..." "Of course not," Aeka said reproachfully, "It would be improper to tell a child about them." Washuu harrumphed and continued, "So I did my best anyway. I know you Jurains have a whole ceremony for it, but all I could do was give Sasami some pain blockers when the accelerated growth really kicked in, and afterward I explained about menstrual cycles and gave her the injection." Washuu shook her head, a look of mild scorn in her eyes, "I couldn't believe a child from a civilized society wouldn't know about that, but Sasami had no idea." Aeka looked puzzled and said, "Children don't need to know until their first Change. It's all covered in the lessons. I do hope you didn't give her any strange ideas Miss Washuu." "I just gave her the facts," Washuu grinned, "What she does with those is up to her." "You said something about an injection? What do you mean?" "Oh, you know," Washuu looked relieved to be back on technical ground, "The usual. After her menarche I gave her the prophylactic injection. If she ever wants to have children she just needs to go get the injection to have her cycle re- initiated..." Washuu trailed off at the look on Aeka's face. "Whaaat? Don't tell me they don't do that on Jurai? I thought a Jurain invented the thing." Aeka shook her head, "Of course we have it on Jurai. But you said you explained it to her, you don't mean to say that you talked to Sasami about... About..." Washuu cackled wildly, grasping her sides and nearly falling backwards off of her floating cushion onto the floor of the section of her lab where they both sat. Aeka fumed until Washuu brought herself back under control and, wiping her eyes, gasped, "I'm sorry Aeka, but the look on your face... No, I didn't have That talk with Sasami. I only explained the aspects dealing with her period, even I know not to cross certain lines." Aeka smiled weakly and gave an inward sigh of relief. Washuu was her friend, a part of her extended family here on Earth, but she did not even want to imagine the sorts of strange notions Sasami may have wound up with had Washuu explained sex to her. Aeka repressed a shudder and thanked the trees that she hadn't been too late for Everything. She decided to order the lessons prepared and sent from Jurai as soon as possible. With Washuu and Ryouko around it was only a matter of time... Aeka dispelled the thoughts and smiled at Washuu. Whatever faults the scientist might have, she was Aeka's friend and it had been a long while since she was in any condition to talk to her. "So what has happened since I left? I was in such a hurry to find out what had happened to Sasami that I barely said a word to the others." "Well, lets see..." Washuu pulled her legs up to sit cross- legged on her floating pillow and looked thoughtful. "Mihoshi finally came back from that patrol of hers that kept getting extended and I should have Yukinojo back in flying condition in another few days. She missed the lake this time." Washuu rolled her eyes before continuing, "Nobuyuki's firm got a contract to design a new office building in Osaka, so he's been out more than in all month. Ryou-ohki is up to one-hundred- fifteen characters that she can read now, she only knew eighty when you left." The pride in Washuu's tone was obvious. Aeka tried to decide if it was pride in the flexibility of her creation, or simply the pride of a mother for her.. well, not daughter exactly... Aeka gave up, whatever their relationship was, it was the emotion that counted. "Tenchi and Ryouko found an apartment in Tokyo, they went and stayed there all last week to get to know the neighborhood so it won't all be new when their classes start in January." Washuu paused and gave the princess a calculating look that Aeka assumed was an attempt to gauge her reaction to the news. "I'm glad," Aeka finally said quietly into the growing silence, "Ryouko was very excited about that. Is it a nice apartment?" Washuu continued to give her a probing stare for a few seconds longer, then grinned and nodded. "Lord Katsuhito says they're really lucky to have found such a big place in Tokyo at such an affordable price. And it's only a few miles from the campus." Aeka smiled and made a mental note to remember to tell Tenchi about the money. During her stay on Jurai Aeka discovered that the crown had been setting aside an allowance for Yousho every year for the seven centuries he had been gone. Knowing that Tenchi's grandfather would not be willing to claim it she inquired with the royal clerks and discovered that Tenchi qualified to have the money awarded him as Yousho's sole heir. Aeka planned to present it to him on Christmas, but if he was going to be paying rent and such now it was especially important. "Did anything else exciting happen while I was away?" Washuu scratched her chin and peered up at the ceiling. "No, I think that's pretty much it. With you away and Tenchi and Ryouko out of the house it's been pretty quiet. How was your trip?" "It went well, but if you don't mind Miss Washuu, I'd like to tell everyone about it at once." * * * "Hand me the new box of lights, Tenchi!" "Another year," Tenchi thought as he bent over to fish the brightly-decorated box from within the larger box of decorations, "Another box of lights." Every year his father bought one box of outdoor lights and added it to the growing mound of tangled wires that was relegated to a corner of the attic for all but this one season. Tenchi's eyes roved over the massed jumble of glass and plastic as he stripped away the packaging and passed one end of the string up to his father where Nobuyuki perched atop a ladder over the front door. *I wonder which of these is from the last year we had Christmas with Mom,* Tenchi wondered as he picked through the pile, trying to separate one strand from another, *Would dad even know? Other than that some of them are the old kind, with the big bulbs, they all look the same...* Something about that saddened Tenchi, besides thoughts of his mother's death, but he couldn't quite put his finger on what. So instead he tried to push it out of his mind and concentrate on untangling the horribly complex knot into which the lights had somehow tied themselves during the summer months, listening to the steady whunk-whunk of his father's staplegun tacking the lights into place. When Tenchi felt the tiny ripple in the field of energy surrounding his body he remained carefully still, continuing to pry at the knot of Christmas lights with fingers too numb from the cold to be doing much good in the task. He waited until her fingers were close enough to brush the hairs on the back of his neck before saying quietly, "Hi, Ryouko." "How do you Do that?!" Ryouko sounded frustrated but amused as she knelt beside him, carefully balancing three steaming mugs in one hand. "I used to be able to sneak up on you, but now you always know I'm there. It's not fair." Tenchi smiled at her, taking one of the mugs and sipping carefully before shrugging and saying, "My heart cries when you're away and sings when you're near, I just listen for the song." Ryouko blushed but continued staring into his eyes. "Listen to you," she remarked teasingly, "Getting all poetic on me. Keep that up and you'll end up like your grandfather." Now Tenchi took his turn at blushing before managing to reply, "Guess it comes naturally when you've got the right inspiration." He leaned forward and kissed her briefly before rising to his feet, cocoa and a freshly excavated string of lights in hand. "Come on down, Dad. Ryouko brought us hot cocoa, let me take a turn at it while you're drinking." Nobuyuki traded his staple gun for one of the steaming mugs. "Thanks Ryouko, I always knew you'd make a good, thoughtful wife for my Tenchi. And cute too!" Ryouko chuckled. Noboyuki had changed in the months since Tenchi's birthday, they all had, but he still had his moments. Somehow by watching his son's evolving relationship with Ryouko Noboyuki had found whatever it was he had spent years reaching out for. He was still hentai as anything at times, but Noboyuki was a calmer man now and Tenchi seemed more willing to spend time with his father. Last weekend they had even played golf together. Tenchi told Ryouko later that it would be both the first and last time at that particular activity, but she suspected it was more because they were both appallingly bad at it than any conflict between them. *If I had known that giving Tenchi my gems could change so many things...* But Ryouko knew that even had she the power to go back in time, she would not have given Tenchi the necklace a moment sooner. She had no idea how things might have turned out had Tenchi fallen in love with her a year earlier, two years earlier, or a day earlier but it would have been different, and Ryouko was sufficiently happy with how her life was going now that she had not the least desire to change it. Last week, living alone with Tenchi in the apartment in Tokyo, had been like heaven. They went out every day, shopping for furniture and household items, and spent each evening over quiet dinners together. Most of Ryouko's fantasies about life with Tenchi had centered around how he would finally tell her he loved her, occasionally expanding to her taking him off on a whirlwind tour of the universe and a few cherished dreams of her hoped for wedding day. She had never considered what ordinary, day-to-day life with Tenchi at her side would be like, but the reality of it was wonderful. Being with him made things that she would have considered mind-numbingly boring seem like fun. They spent hours one day picking out flatware, an activity Ryouko would have cringed at a few months ago but now thought back on warmly. Ryouko turned to watch Tenchi climbing the ladder, mug and stapler in one hand, strand of lights held in his teeth, and knew that no matter where life took them, no matter what turns fate had in store, she could be happy so long as he was with her. Ryouko phased out from the ground where she stood, momentarily startling Nobuyuki, and reappeared floating beside the ladder as Tenchi climbed. She had half expected him to jump when she did it, but he only turned his head and smiled around the Christmas lights. It was almost eerie the way he seemed to know she was coming. But she didn't think he would have been startled even without whatever method of foretelling her approach he had. Even Washuu had been unable to fluster Tenchi in weeks, and after his comment about being immune to her surprises she had certainly tried. Her Tenchi had gained more confidence than just in matters of the heart over the time since his birthday. It had happened so slowly and naturally that Ryouko didn't even notice the change until her own birthday. Nobody had been much in the mood to party, what with Aeka stumbling around the house, barely alive even after finally finding the will to eat and drink away from Washuu's machines again. Tenchi went into town and bought her a cake and a bottle of her favorite sake and they went up the mountain to the little clearing where they had had that first picnic. This time there was the bite of coming winter in the air rather than the lush warmth of summer, but it had been a beautiful day none the less. They ate the cake and drank some of the sake, Tenchi was more willing these days but still not much of a drinker and Ryouko found herself growing less attracted to the drink as she grew closer to Tenchi. Afterward they went for a walk in the woods and when Tenchi kissed her Ryouko teleported up into a tree to tease him. She wasn't sure now why she did it, but assumed she must have had a bit more sake than she intended since it had seemed a good idea at the time. It had been raining the previous night and there was a large patch of moss still damp on the branch Ryouko chose as her perch. When her foot twisted and slipped she fell, too disoriented by the combined effects of alcohol and teleportation to simply stop herself in midair. Tenchi caught her, cradling her in his arms and asking if she was okay. In that moment, looking up at the concern and love in his face, feeling herself supported in his strong, caring arms, Ryouko realized just how much Tenchi had changed. Once upon a time she felt like she needed to defend him from the world, like she could hold back danger and pain at the point of her energy sword and keep them away from her Tenchi. But that day she realized it wasn't true anymore. She didn't feel the need to protect him anymore, and in that moment she realized that more than anything she wanted him to protect her. She had spent thousands of years amidst danger and strife, all of it against her wishes and nearly every memory from that time a bad one. Staring up into her lover's eyes Ryouko knew that she didn't want to hold a sword anymore. She would still fight to defend him if the situation called for it, but now she wanted to be the one being protected. And in Tenchi's caring eyes she saw the strength to do it, strength she herself had never even suspected he had. Tenchi set his mug down on the top step of the ladder and leaned over to begin stapling his string of lights in place. "I'll hold that for you, Tenchi," Ryouko said, taking the mug when he had to adjust his position to avoid knocking it over. "Do you remember what I said that one time, about drinking from the same container?" Ryouko asked it in an innocent tone and Tenchi looked at her over his extended arms, one eyebrow cocked in askance. "You don't remember?" She asked coyly, flashing him a look of mock reproach, "I said it's almost like kissing..." Ryouko took a tiny sip from Tenchi's mug and then, staring into his eyes, ran the tip of her tongue in a circle around the cup's rim. "Wouldn't you rather just kiss me?" Tenchi asked in amusement, continuing to work with the string of lights which seemed particularly reluctant to stay attached to the house. "Mmm," Ryouko agreed, "But you're busy. So I just have this mug to keep me company." She set her own mug down on a windowsill and dipped her finger in the cooling chocolate. Gazing intently at Tenchi Ryouko brought her finger to her lips and sucked it in before drawing it slowly back out, giving the nail a flick with the tip of her tongue after it had exited her mouth. Tenchi shifted on the ladder, finding it increasingly difficult to simultaneously hold his balance, avoid sending a staple into his hand, and keep his eyes on Ryouko where she had so efficiently riveted them. Ryouko tipped the mug back, draining the contents in one swallow. She smiled seductively and licked her lips before closing her eyes and rubbing her stomach. "Mmmm," Ryouko said in a voice that was almost a moan, "I love cocoa on cold days. It makes me so.." She opened her eyes and drifted closer to whisper in Tenchi's ear, "..Warm." Tenchi gave up on the lights, setting the stapler down on the ladder and letting the string hang. "Ryouko, my dad's right down there..." Ryouko glanced to the side before grinning and saying, "He's busy with the lights." "Oh," Tenchi grinned back and put one arm around her waist, leaning against the wall for support. "Then don't you mean hot?" Ryouko looked momentarily puzzled, then remembered what she had been saying before being interrupted by Tenchi's short-lived protest. "Huh uh, it's just chocolate. Now you on the other hand," Ryouko tugged lightly at Tenchi's shirt and bit his earlobe gently before whispering, "You make me hot." "Ryouko! Tenchi!" The two lovers looked down just in time to see Mihoshi opening the front door. "Mihoshi!" Ryouko and Tenchi shouted together, "No!" But it was too late, the policewoman continued outward, pushing the ladder away from the house and sending it falling, off balance, in the other direction. Ryouko had her arms around Tenchi and was preparing to teleport them to safety when she found herself on the ground, still holding him. She looked around in confusion as the ladder completed its descent and clattered noisily on the frozen ground, the staple gun skittering wildly across the lawn as the impact jarred its trigger. "Thanks Ryouko," Tenchi said while smiling gratefully at her, "That would have hurt." Ryouko furrowed her brow and shook her head saying, "But I didn't..." "Oops!" Mihoshi came running across the grass, followed by Noboyuki as he rose from the box of lights. "I'm so sorry, I didn't know it was there! Are you okay?" Tenchi nodded and stood, helping Ryouko to her feet. "I'm alright, Ryouko teleported us out before we hit the ground." Ryouko bit her lip but remained silent. She wasn't sure what had happened, but knew that now was probably not a good time to figure it out. They had moved from mid- air to resting on the ground, and she knew she had not been the one to do it. It obviously had not been Mihoshi, and there was no way for Nobuyuki to have accomplished such a thing... Ryouko smiled and nodded in agreement with Tenchi's statement. "We're okay Mihoshi." "I'm so sorry, can you ever forgive me?" "Of course Mihoshi," Tenchi smiled gently at the young woman. "It was an accident." Mihoshi sighed. "I wish I weren't so clumsy all the time." "It's not your fault Mihoshi, you didn't know the ladder was there." Ryouko wondered at Mihoshi's reaction, the police woman didn't seem her usual, bouncy self today. "So what's up? You sounded like you were looking for us." "Oh!" Mihoshi smiled, banishing some of Ryouko's concern, "Miss Washuu and Grandfather are out back with the tree and they said to come get you so you could help get it inside." Tenchi nodded and took Ryouko's hand as they stood. "Come on Dad, lets go help with the tree." Nobuyuki patted his son on the shoulder but shook his head, "You three go on. I'm going to keep working on this." He looked down at a string of lights in his hand, the old style kind with the big, fat bulbs that got hot if you left it on long. Tenchi noticed that the string seemed predominantly blue as his father turned away, heading for the fallen ladder. *Mom's favorite color... Maybe he does remember.* * * * Aeka watched the winking lights of the Christmas tree for long moments in silence. She had gathered all her family around her to tell the story of her visit to Jurai, but now that the moment had arrived she realized she did not even know where to begin. Finally she took a tiny sip from the warm cup of sake in her hand, they all had one, except Sasami. It had been a long but satisfying day, decorating the house for the coming holiday, and when Aeka called everyone into the darkened livingroom around the glowing tree it seemed a good excuse to relax. "When I left here for Jurai," Aeka began slowly, "I was very confused. On the one hand, I love you all dearly and you have become my family over the years we have spent together. On the other hand, I am of the royal house of Jurai, separated by tradition from most of the universe. I am Aeka, a woman as in need of friends and companionship as any. But at the same time I am the crown princess of an empire that spans the galaxy and can have no favorites among my subjects. "When you told me that you were in love with Ryouko, Tenchi, I was shattered. For most of my life I searched for my lost love. It was the quest of a woman, not a princess. In that time I fear that I forgot that other part of my life almost entirely and losing my love once more broke the woman I had become in two. I... I tried to kill myself that night, out beneath Funaho's branches." Aeka waited for the startled gasps to subside before continuing, "I do not know by what agency my life was spared. Perhaps my kimono broke under the strain, perhaps I cut myself down at the last moment but have buried the memory. In a dream Yousho came to me..." Aeka looked at Katsuhito who only shook his head, saying, "I'm an old man, Aeka. I do not go running about people's dreams at night." Aeka chuckled and continued on once more, "The Yousho in my dream was young, the prince who left me all those centuries ago. He told me that Tenchi loved me still, if not in the way I had hoped. I didn't believe it then, I thought that if you didn't love me as your future wife, Tenchi, then you must not love me at all. I was so desperate for contact, so in need of companionship, that when I saw.. saw Shiko in the kitchen that day I clung to him like a life raft on a stormy sea. Even when he.. when he hit me, I was so desperate to not be alone again that I convinced myself I deserved it. When he was gone I lost my only connection, however twisted and flawed, to reality. I fell into a dark hole and saw no way to crawl back out, could not even find a reason to try. "When I finally began to claw my way back out it was not for love, but for duty. I realized that no matter my own trials, the people of Jurai needed me. I felt like you had betrayed me, Tenchi, and you too Ryouko. Like everyone I cared for had turned against me. Even Yousho, my dear brother, had in some way prevented me from taking the escape I so desired. So when I found my way back to life, it was as a princess and not a woman. Only by pushing away my own feelings, viewing them from atop the throne of Jurai, was I able to slowly separate them and deal with them. I returned to Jurai in confusion, knowing that I had to live for the empire, but with little will to do so as a woman. I came to realize that you had not turned against me, that you were my family and had acted only out of compassion for me, but I still felt so lost and alone... "So I went to Jurai, hoping that there I could see the people for whom I was now living. I hoped that I could find reason to go on in their faces when I could not seem to find it in my own desires. When I arrived, though, I did not find what I had hoped to. Jurai was not the idyllic wonderland I had built in my memories. It was a harsh world, every bit as cruel and uncaring as Earth, in its way. I saw my parents, growing old before their times with the pressure of rulership. The holy council exists as little more than a figurehead by its own wishes, all the decisions are left up to my father and mothers. I saw bigotry in the way that the royal families looked down on citizens of the empire, and the way that even citizens looked down on one another based on how close they could come to tracing their blood back to the trees. I realized that the Jurai of my dreams, the one of happy citizens who I could keep happy by taking my place on the throne when my time comes, doesn't exist. Jurai is a wonderful world and I will love it all my life, the trees sing in my blood and I cannot look upon the Great City without feeling a pang in my heart, but there are no wonderlands. I realized that my life could not be a simple shell, a placeholder until I am old enough to pass on the throne to another. This is a hard world we live in and if we are to exist in it we have to find our own happiness, not exist solely for that of another, or a trillion others. So I prayed with the trees and, slowly, I came to realize that my happiness was here. Where I had before thought that you all, my family, were merely a part of my life as princess, I discovered that it was the other way entirely. My family Is my life, you are my existence and it is my role as princess which is secondary. Heir apparent to the throne of Jurai is my title and my job, but my family is who I am. "And now," Aeka's voice softened as she drew to the end of her story, "I've come back to my family and my home, and once more discover the things I failed to realize before. It seems I must be constantly in flux, moving from one side of my life to the other and only upon reaching my destination realize what I was leaving behind. I have my reasons for living now, I can go on and I can find happiness and know that always I will have people whom I love and who love me back to return to and share it with, but I think that my goals must lie on Jurai. The things I saw, the prejudice and the injustice, pain me like knives driven into my heart. I do not know how I can begin to mend the wounds of a world, but I think I need to try. These feelings are all very new and I'm afraid I have not explained them well, but I hope that you understand." "I think I do," Tenchi said slowly when no one else seemed ready to respond, "But what will you do? Are you going to go back to Jurai permanently?" Aeka smiled and shook her head, saying, "No, this is my home. I have work to do on Jurai and I'm afraid I will need to spend a lot of time at it, but this will always be where I come when the work day is done. Miss Washuu tells me that she can, in time, create a portal between my two worlds so that I may live in both. I think that after the holidays are done I will return to Jurai for a time and try to find a starting place in my work. You and Ryouko will be in school for the spring and I was hoping that perhaps we could gather here once more come summer. By then Miss Washuu assures me that her device will be ready, and it will give me time to find my way once more in the politics of Jurai." "You're going away again Aeka?" Sasami's voice trembled as she asked, "But you just got back, and if you leave now and don't come back 'till summertime that'll be months and months and I'll miss you..." "It is a long time, Sasami," Aeka replied gently, "But I was thinking that perhaps you would come with me. Father and our mothers are very upset at having missed your Change, when I called to have your lessons prepared they told me that it tested the limits of their restraint not to simply drop everything and come here to be with you. Unfortunately the situation on Jurai is delicate right now, something very complicated between a few of the sectors that I didn't have time to understand during my visit, and they simply can't leave it behind. That is exactly the sort of thing I want to put to rights, it is horribly unfair that parents can't be with their child at a time like this and if Jurain government had a proper infrastructure there would be no such problem." While her sister talked Sasami grew increasingly agitated. Finally she looked desperately at Tenchi and Ryouko, who looked at one another and nodded back at the young princess in unison. "Aeka," Tenchi began, "There's something Sasami has wanted me to ask you, but I thought it could wait since you were back now..." "What is it, Tenchi?" Aeka looked between her sister and Tenchi, both of whom looked very uncomfortable. "You should know you can ask me anything, what is it?" "Well," Tenchi scratched his neck, searching for a way to ask the question he knew Sasami was counting on him to ask in her place, "Sasami told us a few weeks ago that she wanted to come to Tokyo with us in January and enroll in highschool. She looks old enough now, and she wants to make some new friends. We didn't know you were going to be returning to Jurai so soon or I would have said no, but now she has her hopes up and..." Aeka looked at her sister in confusion, "But you can make friends on Jurai too, Sasami. Don't you want to go back to the palace and see everyone?" Sasami looked back and forth between Tenchi and her sister while everyone else in the room looked around uncomfortably for something to focus their attention on during what was quickly becoming what seemed to be a private conversation. "I miss Mommy Misaki and Mommy Funaho and Daddy lots," Sasami finally answered, her voice quavering with emotion and her eyes lowered, unable to meet those of her sister, "But if I go back I'll miss Tenchi and Ryouko and Washuu and everybody too. And all the girls on Jurai that I tried to make friends with just wanted me to get Daddy to do favors for their families, nobody really wanted to be my friend. That's why I always spent all my time with animals, they never wanted me to do stuff for them except maybe get them something to eat. I thought you'd be back here by the time school started and maybe I could just go from here to Tokyo by portal every day and then I could be with everybody and make friends and everything, but if you're going away I don't know what to do..." Aeka's heart lurched as her sister slipped further and further into confused misery. Here she was trying to force the poor girl to choose between one part of her family and another right after she had finished saying how important her home here on Earth was. And despite her new appearance, Sasami was still just Sasami, a little girl who had only her sister for a friend for much of her life. Aeka knew what Sasami meant about playmates at the palace only wanting to garner favors for their families, she could remember dealing with exactly that during her own youth and spending much of her time with Yousho as a result. Finally she sighed and got up, going to the couch where Sasami sat and hugging her sister tightly. "You can stay here, Sasami. I know you'll miss me, and I'll miss you too, but you'll make lots of new friends at school in Tokyo and I'm sure the time will just fly by for you. Then we'll be together again all summer and we can decide what to do after that when we get there, okay?" Aeka wiped the tears from Sasami's face and smiled, trying to hide her own pain at the thought of being away from her sister once more. Sasami looked doubtful but nodded. "If you're sure it's okay, Aeka..." "I'm sure, Sasami. I'm sorry I put all this on you, you're right to want to make friends and if I could avoid it I wouldn't want to leave here either. But if I don't go back to Jurai I won't be able to be happy, thinking about all the things that I could be trying to set right if I were there. There are still lots of things we'll need to talk about before I leave, but I don't see why you can't stay here and go to school." Sasami found a smile somewhere and squeezed Aeka in a crushing, Misaki-inherited, hug. Finally Aeka stood and wiped her own eyes, saying brightly, "Well then. Does anyone else have anything important to talk about? It seems tonight is a night for confessions and sad decisions, so we may as well get any more out of the way now and have a nice holiday together." "I... I have something I wanna say." Everyone looked startled as Mihoshi stood awkwardly, uncomfortable being the focus of attention. "I guess it's not as important as everything Aeka said, but I've been worrying about it and Aeka's right, you're the closest to a family I've had... For a long time." Aeka sat back down, wondering like everyone else at this new side of Mihoshi. The blonde woman usually seemed happy and carefree, but something in her voice now hinted at ancient pain left long buried. "When I was gone so long on my last patrol it wasn't really because it kept getting extended like I said," Mihoshi explained, "I got a new partner and I had to show her what we're supposed to do, but I knew if I said anything you'd want me to bring her here so you could meet her, and I didn't want to 'cause she was really mean. But after I'd been with her a while I found out she's not really mean, she's just lonely. She doesn't have anybody either, she spends all her time at work and doesn't have any friends. She was always yelling at me for being so clumsy all the time and I got really mad at her, then one day I accidentally deleted our report and she started really screaming at me and I started crying. She got all sad too and she said she wasn't really mad at me for being clumsy, she just thought I could do better and yelling at people is just how she tells them that. "Anyway, when we were finally done with the patrol and I was coming back here I felt kinda bad leaving her alone out at the station with hardly anybody around. There's never anybody there really, but right now everybody's out by Jurai 'cause of the thing Aeka was talking about and so there's only a few people on the station at all. But I didn't want to say anything 'cause I was afraid if I brought her here she'd be mean to everybody and you'd all hate her, and I didn't want that to happen 'cause now that I know she's not really mean I kind of like being her partner and I don't want her to not get along with everybody... But after Aeka said all that stuff I feel really bad for not seeing if she could come with me when I came back from my patrol and spend the holiday here with us, she doesn't have any friends or anything and she looked really sad when I was leaving." Mihoshi sat back down, blushing and looking down at the carpet as everyone tried to avoid gaping at her. Anything longer than a couple of sentences was a major speech for Mihoshi under most circumstances, and the amount of observance and compassion in her story was nearly staggering for the young policewoman. This time it was Katsuhito who first found his voice and said, "I don't think anyone would mind if your partner came here for Christmas, Mihoshi. The more the merrier, eh?" He lifted his cup of sake in a toast to Mihoshi's compassion and quaffed the remaining contents. "Oh, gee," Mihoshi exclaimed gleefully, looking around the room, "Really? Nobody minds?" "Of course we don't, Mihoshi," Ryouko said kindly, "I'm sure we'll all get along with any friend of yours, right Tenchi?" "Oh. Oh, sure," Tenchi agreed when Ryouko nudged him, "Do you think you could get ahold of her now? She'll have to leave soon if she's going to get here in time for Christmas." Mihoshi bounced to her feet, a happy grin on her face. "Oh sure, she said she wasn't going anywhere. Can I use your communicator please Miss Washuu?" Washuu stood slowly and nodded, "Of course, Mihoshi. Come on, I'll show you where it is in my lab." The scientist eyed the blonde with a look of deep consideration as they headed for the broom closet where the lab was once more located. "Wow," Mihoshi said with something closer to her usual level of happiness, "Kiyone's gonna be so happy!" * * * "Tenchi? Mind if we talk for a little bit?" Tenchi was sitting at his desk, staring out the bedroom window at the moonlit treetops and sipping at a cup of cocoa spiked ever so slightly. He really didn't like drinking alcohol much, but after Aeka's confession and everything with Sasami he needed something to relax before going to sleep. When Ryouko asked her question from where she lay on the bed, chin propped up on a pillow on the footboard to stare at him, her feet kicking idly in the air, he set the cup down and turned his chair to face her. "Of course not, what's up?" "Well..." Ryouko twisted a strand of her cyan hair around a finger nervously, she obviously wanted to talk about something but was having difficulty deciding how to ask it. "It's about this afternoon, when you were helping Nobuyuki put up the lights and Mihoshi knocked the ladder over." Tenchi raised a eyebrow and asked teasingly, "Upset we didn't get to finish what we started?" Ryouko flashed a grin at him before going back to the serious expression she had been wearing, "Well, there's that too, but it's about what happened when the ladder fell over." "You know I don't mind you teleporting me around, Ryouko," Tenchi said, slightly confused. "Especially when you're saving me from getting hurt like today." Ryouko frowned, saying, "That's just it. I didn't do it. I was going to, I was all set to teleport us down to the ground when all of a sudden, there we were. I thought maybe you had done something..." Tenchi shook his head, confusion shifting in focus, "You know I can't do anything like that. But if you didn't do it, what happened?" "Maybe mom did something and forgot to tell us," Ryouko suggested, "You know how she can get sometimes." Tenchi frowned but said, "Yeah, that's probably it. Why don't we go ask her tomorrow? I'm grateful if it was her, I probably would have broken my other arm if I'd hit the ground, but I don't like the idea of getting teleported around without knowing who's doing it." "So what do you think about Mihoshi bringing her new partner here?" Ryouko changed the subject in the hopes of dispelling the vague doubts still lurking in her mind over the teleportation issue. Tenchi shrugged and replied, "Well, anyone who puts up with Mihoshi and is still nice enough to make friends with her can't be all bad." Ryouko chuckled and said, "Oh come on Tenchi, she's not that bad." Tenchi nodded agreeably, "I know. She's a wonderfully thoughtful person once you get to know her, but most people probably wouldn't bother. And Mihoshi seems to really like this Kiyone person, which is usually a good sign." Ryouko started to nod but was interrupted by a sudden and wide yawn. "Mmm," she sighed afterward, "It's been a long day." She got up and went to Tenchi, leaning over to kiss him before saying, "I'm going to go to sleep, don't stay up too late." Tenchi smiled and agreed, "Okay, just let me finish off my cocoa and I'll come to bed." Ryouko turned and headed back toward the bed, yawning again as she slipped out of the long shirt she had been wearing and under the covers. "Don't think I'll be awake when you get here..." Ryouko's words were distorted by another yawn mid- sentence. Tenchi swallowed the last of his drink and stood, stretching and yawning himself as he headed toward the bed. When he climbed under the covers and slid his arms around Ryouko she stirred gently but only murmured something unintelligible. True to her words, she was already asleep. "Goodnight, Ryouko," Tenchi whispered, kissing her neck and settling himself for sleep. * * * Washuu was not sure that inviting Mihoshi's partner had been such a good idea afterall. The green-haired woman on the communicator screen seemed grumpy and not really very excited about flying all the way out to Earth to spend a holiday she had never heard of with people she didn't know, but Mihoshi assured her that that was just how Kiyone was and that she really was happy. "Thanks for letting me use your comm screen Washuu, mine's kind of broken right now." "Yeah, well that's what happens when you send your ship into the ground in a nosedive from orbit." Mihoshi blushed and mumbled, "I'm sorry, Washuu. You're always so nice, fixing Yukinojo every time I crash and I never even thank you for it..." "Ahh, don't worry about it," Washuu grinned and patted the younger woman on the back, "Gives me something to do. There's not much to occupy a genius around here you know." "What about Grandfather?" Washuu looked sharply at Mihoshi and asked in a voice couched in suspicion, "What exactly do you mean?" "I dunno," Mihoshi said nervously as they began walking back toward the lab's exit, "You two are just always talking and I thought since Ryouko had Tenchi..." Mihoshi trailed off, seemingly unsure what exactly she thought. "Mihoshi," Washuu stopped her path across the lab and pointed back the way they had come, "Come sit down for a minute? I wanna talk to you." "Oh..okay," Mihoshi stuttered, confused by the sudden change in Washuu's mood. "I didn't do something wrong again, did I?" "I don't know, Mihoshi," Washuu said thoughtfully, "I think you'll have to tell me that." * * * "I'm gonna miss you Dad." Natsuri Onomasi looked uncomfortable. He was a consummate businessman but had difficulty with personal situations. Even today, seeing his son off at the airport, he had worn a three- piece suit and had his business card holder, a beautiful golden box engraved with his name which his son had given him on his birthday years ago, stowed carefully in his breast pocket in case he happened upon a potential deal. "I... I will miss you as well, Mataeo. You will do well in Tokyo, I am sure. You make your mother and I very proud." Mataeo Onomasi shifted uncomfortably. He had grown up his father's son and, while he did not have Natsuri's inherent difficulty with expressing emotions, he was not sure how to deal with them around his father. Was he supposed to hug him? He couldn't remember ever having hugged his father, but a handshake did not really seem right when you were going away to college in another country and wouldn't see your father again for four years or more. "Also," Natsuri's apparent discomfort increased, but he had made a promise and he was not one to break his word, "Fujihara-san asked that I remind you to take care of Ai. She has never been away from home before and he fears she will be confused in Tokyo. Please make sure that she finds a place to stay and that the landlords do not gouge her for rent." Mataeo nodded and struggled again with the idea of hugging his father. Finally he decided that it would only make Natsuri uncomfortable and that there was something he could do that would leave a better, more lasting impression with him. Mataeo reached into his jacket pocket, a simple windbreaker that clashed horribly with his father's formality, and withdrew his wallet. He flipped it open with the casual flick of his wrist that his father had taught him to use when opening a business card case and withdrew a card bearing his name and his new address in Tokyo. Mataeo bowed formally, offering the card to his father. Natsuri acted automatically, returning the bow while taking the card carefully by the edges. As they straightened he studied it carefully, giving it all the attention he would have given the card of a business partner, and slipped it carefully into his breast pocket before retrieving one of his own and offering it in similar fashion to his son. "Goodbye, Mataeo," Natsuri said stiffly as the familiar ritual ended and he was once more on his own in a difficult moment, "Good luck in Tokyo and your mother wishes that I remind you not to forget to write." That said he turned on his heel, not waiting for a response, and strode quickly across the airport lobby. Mataeo watched the retreating back of his father and waved belatedly, saying softly, "Bye dad. Love you too." "Thank you for visiting Hong Kong International Airport, flight one-two-eight to Tokyo now boarding at gate nineteen." Mataeo hefted his carry-on bag and turned toward the gate as the message repeated itself in Chinese, Korean, and English. As the attendant checked his boarding pass Mataeo turned and looked out across the sea of travelers, but his father's figure was already lost amidst the crowds. * * * "Ah doan see how y'all eat with them thangs." Ai Fujihara looked up from her dinner at the speaker. The comment was made in English by a person with an accent sufficiently thick that she almost did not understand. Her reply to the large man with the handle-bar moustache wearing the slightly ridiculous cowboy hat was in the clipped speech of a person who, despite being fluent in the language, only rarely spoke it outside of a school. "It is not difficult, would you like me to teach you?" Ai held up her chopsticks and snapped the tips together demonstratively, but the large white man shook his head. "Nah, fork'll do well 'nuff fer me. Always has. So what's a purty lil' thang like you doin' flyin' all by yer lonesome?" Ai tried to decide if the man was merely being friendly or was trying to seduce her, it was so hard to tell with Americans sometimes. "I am on my way to Tokyo to attend university there. My parents live in Hong Kong, so I am flying alone because they remain there." "Aw shucks, darlin'," the large man laughed, "I didn't mean ta offend ya, I'm jes tryin' to be friendly. Name's Jones, Steve Jones." Mr. Jones held out his hand and Ai shook it firmly. Her mother had taught her that women could only succeed in the world by breaking the stereotypes given them, so when dealing with foreigners she made sure to act boldly rather than with the quiet reticence usually expected of a woman of her nationality. "Ai Fujihara," she inverted her name for the introduction to avoid the inevitable confusion that would result otherwise. "It is a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Jones. You are going to Tokyo for business, I assume?" He looked of the sort of American businessman who flew to Tokyo. The kind of gaijin who acted like Japanese businessmen usually made the rest of the world come to them, rather than going to it. "Ayup," Jones agreed, "My company jes bought up some of them dot-coms and now we're lookin' at expanding inta computer sales. I always knew them computers was the way of the future, shoulda told somebody years back and I'd own half the damn planet like all them silicon-valley types. Anyhoo, I'm goin' over ta Japan 'cause my advisors say you Japanese like doin' business in person. Even learned me a little of yer nip-pon-go to wow 'em with. How's this sound?" Mr. Jones carefully recited, "It is a pleasure to meet you, Musashi-san. I look forward to doing business with you." Ai winced inwardly and his pronunciation and said, "Perhaps you should stick to English, Mr. Jones. You may find Japanese businessmen will be more impressed if you are yourself than if you try to 'wow' them." "Mebbe yer right, lil' lady. Never did like puttin' on airs anyway. Lemme let you get back to yer food, this oriental cuisine's right nasty when it gets cold. No offense o' course." The large American turned back to his own little tray of airline food and pulled on a pair of headphones. Ai prodded at her dinner but was not really hungry enough to eat it. She was nervous about going so far away to school, no matter what her parents said about it being a good experience for her. If Mataeo were not going to the University of Tokyo as well she thought she probably would have begged her parents to allow her to stay in Hong Kong and go to school there. She was Japanese by birth, and had lived there for the first years of her life, but she could not help thinking of Hong Kong as her home and Tokyo seemed very far away. Ai sighed and put her chopsticks down across her tray. She thought of Mataeo and smiled weakly, thinking, *It is far away, but at least there will be one friendly face.* * * * Sasami walked quietly beside her sister down the steps from the shrine. They had not gone up there for any particular reason, it was somewhere to walk that took a while to get to, and Aeka had wanted to talk to her. "So you understand now Sasami?" Aeka asked, breaking the silence which had stretched between them for the past five minutes. "I... I think so. It sounds very," Sasami thought about it, searching for a good word to describe it all, "Sticky." Aeka blushed and chuckled softly behind her hand. "Yes, I suppose it does. Really this should have waited until your lessons arrive from Jurai, but I didn't want you getting any odd ideas from Ryouko or Washuu. The important part to remember is that it's just for people who love one another." Sasami nodded slowly. "Like Ryouko and Tenchi?" "Yes," Aeka responded quietly, "Like Ryouko and Tenchi." "So you've never..." Sasami stopped on a step and looked at her sister. "No, I've never." Aeka continued walking. "But," Sasami gasped after hurrying to catch up with the older princess, "If you haven't... How do you know?" "It's all in your lessons, Sasami. There are.. pictures." "Okay, but," Sasami argued, "How do you know? What if it's not the same for people on Earth? What if I meet somebody and I want to... But it doesn't work right?" Aeka was the one to stop walking this time. She turned on Sasami and attempted to remain calm while saying, "You are most certainly not going to find out! I just finished telling you that it is only for people who are in love." Sasami nodded, "I know, I understand, but what if I fall in love with somebody? You fell in love with Tenchi right away, what if I meet somebody nice in Tokyo?" "Perhaps that wasn't such a good idea afterall," Aeka frowned at her sister seriously, "I'll not have my sister going about being... Being promiscuous!" Sasami was rushing down the slope toward tears when she turned away from Aeka and cried, "It wouldn't be being prom..proim...that thing if I was in love! And this is all so confusing and I don't..." Sasami turned back around, her face flushed and the tears that had threatened before beginning to form, "And I'm a big girl now! Back on Jurai you said that when I had my Change I could do what I wanted to, and I want to go to Tokyo and go to school! I don't wanna go back to Jurai and have to be nice to all those horrible duchesses and baronesses and things, they were all mean and I hate them! I'm not going and you can't make me!" "Sasami..." But her sister didn't hear Aeka's plea, she was running down the steps, only the sound of her wailing sobs left drifting on the air behind her. * * * Washuu tapped at her transparent keyboard, watching in frustration as the same data she had been looking at since last night scrolled by. *Who Are you Mihoshi?* Washuu wondered intensely, *Where did you come from? Who were your family? Why don't you remember anything before a few years ago? And why don't you want to?* Washuu had taken the young police-woman back to a quiet part of her lab to talk and had, with as much tact as she could manage, asked Mihoshi those very questions. In all the time she had known Mihoshi Washuu had never heard her say anything about herself beyond that she was in the Galaxy Police, that she had relatives fairly high in the chain of command, and that she, somehow, had a very good career record. The strange turn Mihoshi's behavior had taken since her return from her extended patrol had set Washuu to wondering why exactly that was. The girl seemed like an extraordinarily lucky idiot most of the time. She was a fine young lady, but she acted most of the time as though she had the mentality of a ten year old, and one rather less mature than Sasami had been. But then sometimes, ever so rarely, she would have some startlingly accurate revelation. *Like today,* Washuu thought, *Nobody knows that I'm interested in Katsuhito, I'm not even sure he takes me seriously about it. But she somehow saw it, and she's off on patrol half the time.* Mihoshi had proved singularly unhelpful in revealing her own past. She remembered waking up one day a half dozen years back, and next to nothing before that. She thought of the Commissioner as her grandfather, but seemed to have no idea whether they were truly related. She was stationed so far out from everything that she hardly ever talked to anyone besides her immediate supervisor. >From what Washuu could gather Mihoshi simply appeared at the GP academy on Dalris one day ten years ago and enrolled. The scientist could find no record Anywhere of where Mihoshi had been before that, and besides a long list of commendations awarded over the four years following her enrollment there was no record of her existence beyond that until six years ago. At that point, the point Mihoshi could now remember back to and no further, she lost whatever edge she had had as a police woman. She became, overnight, the bumbling bubble-head that they all knew and loved. The Mihoshi spoken of in her commendation reports was a valiant officer who risked life and limb in dangerous situations, outwitting criminal masterminds and hunting down the most elusive hoodlums. Then, six years ago, something had changed. Mihoshi got into one screw up after another and eventually landed out here patrolling Sol system, what had been until a few years ago the single least important assignment in the patrolled galaxy. And she didn't want to know why. That was what so thoroughly confounded Washuu. The nature of the block on Mihoshi's memory was such that she did not actively realize she had forgotten much of her life, thoughts about times before that day six years ago simply drifted away. But when Washuu had confronted her with it directly she violently opposed having her memories examined. Washuu had explained that it wouldn't hurt and that, even if they found nothing, her current memories would be in no way effected. But Mihoshi was entirely opposed to the whole idea. She had broken down into tears after screaming at Washuu that she didn't want her poking around in her head, begging Washuu to forgive her for her outburst. The scientist had, of course, forgiven her and tried to comfort her. With the speed only Mihoshi could manage the blonde's mood slid back to happiness and she had trotted out of the lab in search of Sasami so the princess could help her wrap Christmas gifts. So now Washuu sat, combing through the same data again and again but getting no closer to discovering the strange and elusive story of Mihoshi's life. Washuu sighed and sat back from the floating terminal, letting her eyes rove over her lab. *Ahha!* Washuu thought triumphantly when her gaze settled on her communication screen, *Kiyone! She's a GP officer, and Mihoshi said she had been with the force a while. She'll have heard about Mihoshi's exploits before and after whatever happened six years ago.* Washuu rubbed her hands together, excited by the impending answer to her dilemma. "Washuu?" Washuu looked up at the sound of her name. "Hey Ryouko! What's up? Time for lunch?" Ryouko shook her head as she walked across the lab toward her mother, saying, "Not lunchtime yet. I wanted to ask you about something though." "Sure thing, shoot." Washuu was in a good mood now that she saw an answer within reach to the whole Mihoshi question. Not being able to find Any data about someone had been rather disturbing. "Did you... Did you do something yesterday? And maybe forget to tell me? Washuu arched an eyebrow and asked, "Do something? Like what? I did lots of things yesterday." "It was yesterday afternoon, just before we brought the tree inside. Tenchi was up on a ladder out in front of the house and Mihoshi knocked it over. I was going to teleport him to the ground so he wouldn't get hurt, but someone else did it first." Washuu frowned and shook her head, "No... I didn't do any teleporting of anything yesterday. And you didn't feel any strange power sources at the time?" "No, just one second we were up on the ladder, the next we were down on the ground. Tenchi didn't notice anything either, he thought I did it." "Hmmm," Washuu hmmed, "That is strange. Tenchi's energy detection resolution at close range is much finer than yours. It shouldn't be possible for someone to spend the energy for teleportation and he not feel it." "Ahha!" Ryouko cheered, "So That's how he does it!" "Does what?" Washuu asked in confusion. "He always knows when I try to sneak up on him, but he wouldn't tell me how." Washuu laughed, "You never guessed? He told you himself that he can sense things through the Jurai energy field around him." Ryouko flushed slightly. "I guess I just never thought about it that way..." "He probably doesn't know himself," Washuu commented as she summoned up her terminal again, "I picked up his capacity for it when I was scanning him after the incident with Shiko, but I didn't bother to say anything. Hmm," Washuu tapped at her keyboard and frowned at the results, "No, I don't see anything anomalous in my sensor data for yesterday. There are a few tiny power spikes around the right time, but they're the same as all of your trans-spatial-" Washuu saw her daughter's expression and amended herself, "Teleportations. No, wait... This one's different. It's only by a phase shift of a hundredth of a degree, but it's different. You're right, whomever popped you two onto the ground wasn't you. But I've never monitored this signature before." Washuu sighed and shook her head, "I'll work on it Ryouko, but without some more data I don't see how I can find out who did this." * * * "Was that Sasami?" Azaka rotated toward Kamadake where they hovered on the lawn near the front of the house, tracking the young woman as she ran past them and through the front door. "Yes," Kamadake replied, "I believe it was. And she seemed to be crying. I wonder what's wrong." Azaka rotated back toward the distant staircase when he sensed another life form approaching. "Ah, time for episode two. Here comes Aeka." "That's an odd way to put it Azaka." "Is it? She seems to be crying as well..." "Yes, she does that, but-Oh, Hello Ryou-ohki." The cabbit hopped up to the floating guardian and meowed plaintively. "In the house, Ryou-ohki. I believe you can catch her if you hurry." "You understood that?" Azaka asked of his long time companion when Ryou-ohki had hopped away after Sasami. "No, but what else could she have been asking?" "Yes, I suppose-Oops, here comes Jurai." Azaka rotated to follow the running figure of Aeka as she fled into the house after the cabbit and her sister. "Really, Azaka. We must have Miss Washuu examine your neural grid, your turns of phrase are just getting stranger and stranger. 'Here comes Jurai'? What is that supposed to mean?" "Well," Azaka replied slowly, "Aeka's family name is Jurai, and she was coming..." "Going, really." "Yes, yes, but I already said 'here comes Aeka,' I was being literary." "Can you be literary without writing it down?" "I don't see why not." "Technically you don't see at all, you have a sensor array wired into the neural grid holding your consciousness." "Come now, Kamadake. Must you always be so literal?" "You were the one who was being literary, I followed suit." * * * "It's a toaster." Ai looked at the wrapped package and then back up at Mataeo as he held it out to her. "If you were just going to tell me what it was anyway," Ai asked, "Why did you wrap it?" Mataeo grinned and apologized, "Sorry, I've never given a housewarming gift before." Ai stepped back from the doorway, taking the box from Mataeo and beckoning him inside. "Come in and help me move some of my boxes around so I can plug this in the kitchen. I'm afraid everything is still a mess." Mataeo entered the little apartment, taking off his jacket and hanging it from a hook by the door. "Alright, but I can't stay too long." Ai stopped in her path toward the kitchen and looked back at him, arching an eyebrow, "Got a hot date tonight?" Mataeo laughed and followed the young woman with long, straight, raven-black hair through the little arch separating the kitchen from the livingroom. "You know I don't Ai, you're the only girl I have hot dates with." "Well, where are you going then?" Ai pushed at a stack of boxes and Mataeo snatched the top one out of the air when it fell, stopping it just before it impacted her head. Ai blushed and smiled thankfully at him, moving to a shorter stack. "I saw an advertisement that the gym up the street from my apartment is looking for someone to teach children's Aikido on weekends, I thought I would go apply." "Is that a good idea? You don't want to compromise your school work with a job, especially since your father is paying your bills." Mataeo shrugged and said, "If it gets to be too much I'll quit, but I like teaching. And I don't like using Dad's money when I take you out. It would be nice having some money I earned myself for things like that." Ai smiled and stood up on her toes to kiss him before saying, "Then I hope you get the job, you're certainly qualified." "You should come down there with me some time, it's a really nice facility and your mother wouldn't want your self defense skills getting rusty just because you're away from home. Especially because you're away from home." Ai laughed and started unwrapping the toaster, having found a place to plug it in. "You're right, mom will probably attack me the next time I see her just to make sure I haven't been 'exposing myself to dangerous street thugs.'" Ai took the two slices of toast from the toaster as it ejected them, handing one to Mataeo and taking a bite of the other herself. "Mmm, my first home-cooked meal." Mataeo laughed, "And may many follow." Ai looked at him slyly and said, "It's not the first important one though. That'll be when you finally come to your senses and invite me to move in with you." Mataeo coughed nervously and looked away before joking weakly, "Such talk, what would your mother say?" "She'd say, 'Ai, you hit that Onosami boy over the head until he comes to his senses, he should know he won't find anyone better than my daughter!'" Mataeo looked at his watch nervously and said, "I'd better go, Ai. I'll miss the auditions for the job." "Okay, Mat," Ai sighed, hugging him before he went to retrieve his jacket, "Good luck." Ai leaned against the door frame and sighed, watching Mataeo hurry down the street toward a bus stop. *I wish I knew why he's so afraid of commitment. We've been dating for years, I know he doesn't want anyone else, but every time I bring up anything more serious he gets all flustered and runs away...* * * * Aeka knocked gently on the door asking, "May I come in Sasami?" Her sister's muffled approval filtered through the door and Aeka slid it open, stepping through and shutting it behind her. "I'm sorry, Sasami," Aeka said as she moved to sit down near her sister, "I should not have said what I did, and of course you may go to Tokyo. I know how important that is to you. Talking about that particular subject is just difficult for me, mother was very formal about that and I suppose I have inherited her ways of thinking." Sasami sniffed, she had stopped crying by then but the evidence of her tears was still fresh on her face. "I don't wanna be promiscuous, Aeka.. I looked it up in the dictionary and I don't wanna be that, but I've got all these new feelings that I didn't used to have and I keep thinking that maybe I'll meet a nice boy in Tokyo and fall in love and we can get married someday. And then when you said I couldn't I got all upset and I don't even know why, now I'm not upset and I feel silly instead." Sasami sighed and shook her head wearily. "Everything's so different now. I thought when I had my Change I'd just get taller and look more like Tsunami, and that happened, but now I have all these weird feelings when I do stuff and I don't understand them. I got all upset 'cause you said I couldn't.. couldn't have sex, and I'm only twelve. Tenchi would say that's really hentai, but I don't Feel twelve anymore. Back on Jurai everybody always said that when you had your Change you started acting like a grownup, and now that I've had it I really do feel different, but I don't feel like a grownup. Did you feel like this when you had yours Aeka?" Aeka nodded sympathetically and took her sister's hand, "At first I did. When I had my lessons it helped, and then pretty soon I was used to all the new feelings and I didn't mind anymore. You're having so much trouble with it because your Change came so early. We weren't expecting it for months still and you didn't have time to get ready for it. When your lessons arrive from Jurai and you've had them you'll feel less confused about everything, trust me." Sasami nodded but asked, "What's in them anyway? Everybody called them 'etiquette lessons,' but you said they have all sex stuff in them too. And I already had etiquette lessons before and I don't see how knowing when to bow and what to call your aunt on your daddy's side four times removed when she asks you to pass a biscuit could help me any." Aeka giggled, she remembered those etiquette lessons as well. The procedures for behavior at court on Jurai were complex beyond all reason, with special titles given to everyone based on their relationship and the nature of the conversation. She could think of seventeen different ways, off the top of her head, to respond to the situation which Sasami had outlined jokingly. "Well, they have all of the 'sex stuff' as you put it Sasami," Aeka explained reluctantly. It really was not proper to tell someone what was in the lessons before they received them, but she supposed that since Sasami had already had her Change it could be allowed, "And they have some of the bowing and name- calling as well, though not as much. Mostly they're about how to deal with all of your new feelings and how to react in certain situations." Aeka paused, considering what else to tell Sasami. *Well, the tree does not bloom halfway...* "Has anyone ever told you how you have the lessons?" When Sasami shook her head Aeka continued, "You see, there's this sort of device that you wear, it looks like my tiara," Aeka pointed to the wooden item in question, "But it's made mostly of fibramic. When you're ready it puts all the lessons right into your head, like how Washuu looks at people's memories sort of, but in reverse." "Does it hurt?" "Oh, no. It is a bit disorienting at first, having so many new things that you can remember without having actually experienced them, but that goes away quickly. And it's all over in a matter of minutes." Sasami wrinkled her nose, a habit she had retained through her transformation and, Aeka thought, managed to look just as cute on her new face. "Do I have to have them? I'm not sure I like the idea of having stuff put in my head... And Tenchi didn't have them, and he's okay." Aeka paused, she had never considered that someone might not Want to have the lessons. Everyone had them on Jurai and nobody ever seemed to question them. "Well," Aeka said slowly, trying to figure out how to respond, "Tenchi is mostly Earth human. He grew up slowly, so he had time to deal with all the new things that happened to him as he grew older. You had everything that Tenchi would have experienced over a period of years, were he female, in just a month and a half or so." "I guess you're right," Sasami agreed reluctantly, "I guess I'm just nervous 'cause everything has changed so much already and I'm not sure I want it to change even more." "Don't worry, Sasami," Aeka patted her sister's hand, "I'll be here with you and everything will be okay, you'll see." "I'm also kind of worried about Tsunami," Sasami said quietly, "She used to talk to me sometimes, in my head, but she hasn't in a while. Not since before my Change. She said before that when I had it she'd be able to talk to me more, and when I had my second Change she'd be there all the time, but I wouldn't really notice anymore 'cause she'd be part of me and I'd be part of her." Aeka was not sure how to respond to that, the idea of her little sister becoming one with a goddess whom she had been worshipping as long as she could remember was more than a little daunting. Sasami really did look more like Tsunami now, at least from what Aeka could remember from the few times she had seen her and the few murals and statues around the palace. It was not anything like a perfect match, though Aeka supposed it would be once Sasami had her second Change, but that wouldn't be for another twenty years. *Well, probably not anyway. She had this one early afterall...* But that was more than Aeka wanted to think about. She herself still had a good few years to go before that event, and Sasami already looked somewhat older than she did. *Mostly because she's taller, I suppose,* Aeka thought, looking at her sister where she sat on the futon next to her, *And perhaps a bit more.. developed.* Not that Aeka would ever say so out loud, of course. The fact that her sister had become an attractive young woman was something she could barely think about consciously and explaining sex to her had taken all the resolve Aeka could muster. Aeka's years here on earth had loosened her once iron grip on a moral code of propriety mother Funaho had instilled in her, but since Shiko she had found herself relying more and more on those old guidelines. He, or the thing controlling his body, she reminded herself, had forced her to say some truly awful things, and had even made her expose herself to him once. She was glad now, in retrospect, that the being controlling Tenchi's cousin had such a horribly twisted version of humanity. It had not been interested in her physically at all, it had only wanted to make her feel ashamed and, if possible, hurt Tenchi with that shame. Had it realized what raping her would have done to him it probably would have done that too, but luckily Tokimi had apparently not given her servant that knowledge. Aeka still had great difficulty remembering those days and the things that that being had done to her, but had it done that as well she was sure she never would have been able to come back to herself. Now thoughts of physical love seemed more likely to bring up memories of the things that creature had made her say than anything else, so she strove to avoid them. Talking to Sasami about it had been very difficult, but she knew it had to be done quickly before her sister got any ideas from the other women of the house or, worse, from Nobuyuki's rather extensive collection of hentai media. "I'm glad you're here, Aeka," Sasami said suddenly, startling her sister out of her own train of thought, "I was really confused, and I guess I still am, but I couldn't talk to Ryouko, Washuu, or Mihoshi about it. It would have been too embarrassing. I just wish you didn't have to go back to Jurai so soon. What if I need to talk to somebody and you're not here?" "You can always call me from Washuu's lab, Sasami," Aeka said warmly, "No matter how busy I get on Jurai I'll always have time to talk to you. And if you really need someone to talk to and, for some reason, I'm not around, I want you to talk to Ryouko. Okay?" Sasami nodded and hugged her sister while Aeka thought, *I'll simply have to have a talk with Ryouko about what sorts of things are appropriate to tell Sasami. But she does need someone she can go to if she gets upset, and I can't hug her over a comm screen.* * * * Ryouko watched Kiyone and Mihoshi stringing popcorn with Sasami and wondered how she could have ever thought Mihoshi's new partner to be mean spirited. The green-haired woman had arrived much more quickly than they expected, apparently there were rather more direct routes between the GP outpost and Earth than the one Mihoshi normally followed. At first Ryouko, and most of the members of the household, had thought Kiyone to be rather disagreeable and a bit cruel to Mihoshi. It only took a few days, however, for Kiyone to open up and show that she really wasn't the grumpy person she appeared. And Mihoshi not only didn't seem to mind Kiyone growling and, occasionally, even yelling at her but, in fact, Ryouko would swear that a few times she had even seen the blonde smiling when Kiyone angrily showed her how to do whatever it was Mihoshi had done wrong in the first place. It was a bizarre relationship, but Ryouko was glad Mihoshi had found a new friend. With her, Tenchi, and Sasami gone in Tokyo and Aeka returning to Jurai the house would be quiet for the spring, and Mihoshi would need someone. *There's something else there too,* Ryouko thought as she watched Kiyone nudge Mihoshi and whisper something in her ear, making the other woman laugh delightedly, *I don't quite know what it is, but there's something...* * * * "I'm sorry Miss Washuu, but I really just don't know." Washuu sighed and asked again, "You're sure? Nothing? Not even a little bit?" Kiyone shook her head, she wished she could help the obviously distressed woman but truly did not have the answers Washuu sought. "I've been on the force two years longer than Mihoshi, but I was stationed back at central HQ when she was off winning all those awards. I heard about her back then, everybody did, she was the most decorated junior officer in a hundred years, but I didn't meet her until I was assigned to Sol system." "What did you do to get stuck out here anyway?" Washuu asked, giving up on the Mihoshi problem for the moment. Kiyone blushed slightly when she answered, "I requested it actually. They wanted another officer for this duty station with all the increased activity recently, and I volunteered. I loved working at central, but it's always so hectic there... I lost my father a few years ago, he was a cop too and some stupid punk took him out with a lucky shot. I've wanted to go somewhere quiet for a while and think since, but I don't want to leave the force to do it. Sol seemed as good as anywhere, and I kind of wanted to meet the legendary Kuramitsu Mihoshi. I've been hearing about how she took out the unobtanium smuggling ring out in sector 9 most of my career, I wanted to see what had happened to the wonder girl of the GP. "But I don't know any more about her than the stories, and those commendation records you found tell those better than I could. Six years ago her record just turned south. She still made some amazing collars, but where she used to be able to go into the worst situation and come out on top, she started ending up emerging from a pile of rubble looking as confused as the criminals she dragged out with her. The Commish thought it would be best if she were out here where nothing much ever happened for a while." "Did you know the Commissioner?" Washuu asked, suddenly excited again. "Sort of, I worked in his department for a while pushing a desk." "Was he really Mihoshi's grandfather? I can't find any sort of birth records for her anywhere, I thought if he's really related I could trace back..." Washuu trailed off as Kiyone shook her head sadly. "Sorry, Washuu, but he's not. He loves her like a granddaughter, but there's no relation. I asked him about her once and he told me that when she came into the academy he was teaching the Ethics in Modern Policing course and took a liking to her. It's kind of weird though, Mihoshi talks about him sometimes and I'd swear she doesn't know he's not really her grandfather." "She doesn't," Washuu sighed, "Mihoshi doesn't remember anything before six years ago and I have no idea why. She won't let me look at her memories to find out, and she seems to have no interest at all in exploring the block herself." Kiyone nodded thoughtfully, "That would explain a lot. Whenever I ask her about some of her more famous collars she just shrugs and says they weren't that great, then changes the subject." "I'm going to get to the bottom of this," Washuu said with determination, "There's something important behind this, I can feel it. Mihoshi does things that shouldn't be possible and she has no idea how she does it or, most of the time, even that she did it. Will you help me, Kiyone? You're her friend, help me find her past?" Kiyone looked troubled but agreed reluctantly, "I'll help Washuu, but I don't want to do anything to hurt her. If she doesn't want to remember her past she must have a reason for it. If we find out what happened to her and it's too bad, I don't want her to know we know." Washuu looked at Kiyone calculatingly and asked, "You like her don't you?" "Sure, Mihoshi's my friend." Kiyone laughed, "You know she made a sign for our room at the station that says, 'Partners against the scum of the universe'? Everybody thinks it's a riot, but it's sort of cute." "No," Washuu clarified, "I mean, you Like her, don't you?" Kiyone looked at the strange scientist for a moment before shaking her head, "I don't know what you mean, Miss Washuu. If you don't mind I need to go report in with the station." Washuu nodded thoughtfully, "Go ahead Kiyone, you can use my comm screen." * * * Tenchi admired his new dress kimono once more as he hung it carefully in his closet. Aeka had given it to him and he couldn't wait to find somewhere to wear it. Tenchi had always admired the style of dress in ancient Japan and thought that a woman in a properly fitted kimono far more appealing than some of the modern styles. He told Ryouko that once and she now owned half a dozen yukata and three silk kimonos which she wore whenever she could think of an excuse. Tenchi, on the other hand, had worn one exactly ten times in his life, twice for shichi-go-san, once a year after he turned fifteen to preside over that same event at his grandfather's shrine, and twice when he accompanied Katsuhito to consecrate land. Each time he had enjoyed the feel of it, and thought he actually looked fairly good in a kimono. This one was a lustrous gray embroidered with a pattern of flowers down the sleeves in black and red. Tenchi ran his fingers across the silk and smiled before closing the closet door. "Did you have a nice Christmas, Ryouko?" Tenchi asked as he turned away from the closet toward where she sat at his desk, toying with the palmtop computer her mother had given her. According to Washuu it had more processing power than all the computers on Earth combined, but it was disguised well enough that she would be able to use it in class without anyone knowing. Ryouko looked up and smiled. "It was wonderful. Every holiday here has been, but this year was particularly nice." "Oh? Why's that?" Tenchi asked, moving to sit on the edge of the desk. "Because you'd already given me the gift I've wanted so long." Tenchi smiled and opened one of the desk drawers, drawing out a very familiar cloth-wrapped box. "I have one more gift for you Ryouko." Ryouko took the box with suddenly shaking hands and opened it slowly. The cloth was the same she had wrapped Tenchi's necklace box with, but the box within was different. This one was covered in red felt and, as she saw upon opening it, lined with white silk. The necklace, however, was the same. And on it hung two red gems. Ryouko touched the gem in her right wrist and looked up at Tenchi. "But... Where? Where did you get these? They were fused with the sword..." Tenchi smiled again and explained, "They aren't real. Well, I mean, they're real rubies, but they aren't gems like yours. I had the clasp repaired and those set in place of your gems." "I don't know what to say Tenchi..." "Don't say anything yet. You gave me that necklace on my birthday and I returned it once already. This time it comes with two other things. First," Tenchi reached into the drawer again and drew out Tenchi-ken, "I'm returning your gems to you Ryouko, the real ones. I should have done this long ago, but somehow it never even occurred to me. You never said anything..." "I..." Ryouko shook her head, she had not thought about the gems in a long while. Being with Tenchi fulfilled her more than their power ever had, but now that they were so close she could feel them calling her. Their power sang in her veins and the gem at her wrist seemed to pulse gently. Almost without thinking Ryouko reached out to touch the hilt of the sword, all three gems glowing gently as they grew closer. Tenchi closed his eyes and gripped the handle with both hands, willing the gems back to their owner. "I love you, Ryouko," Tenchi whispered as the gems vanished from the sword and faded back into existence at Ryouko's wrist and throat. Ryouko's eyes closed and her back arched. The gems glow increased in intensity and she gasped, "I... love... you... tooooo..." Ryouko's voice lowered toward a moan and finally failed entirely. Tenchi opened his eyes in time to see three circles of blazing green appear on his lover's forehead and then fade just as quickly. The glow of the gems faded with them and Ryouko collapsed, falling forward into Tenchi's waiting arms. She panted faintly and her skin was covered in a sheen of perspiration which Tenchi gently wiped from her forehead. *Gods, what did they do to her?* Tenchi wondered as he cradled Ryouko in his arms, *I didn't think anything like that would happen... Maybe I should go get Washuu, she looked like she was in pain...* //No, I'm fine.// Tenchi held Ryouko back away from him far enough to look at her face. She was smiling. The voice in his mind had been his own, the one all his thoughts normally occurred in, but here was something about it... A Ryouko-ness that separated the words from his own internal monologue. *Ryouko? Was that you?* Ryouko shook her head, the concentration was plain on Tenchi's face. //No, Tenchi, not like that. Like This.// Something.. twisted.. in Tenchi's mind. It was like flexing a muscle he had never known he had, somewhere near the back of his head. Tenchi felt around it mentally, sure that it hadn't been there before. //Ryouko?// Tenchi thought, twisting that strange..thing in his head. Ryouko nodded. "But.. how?" Tenchi's eyes were full of confusion as he stared at the woman in his arms. //The gems Tenchi,// Ryouko told him mentally, //It must be like what happened on your birthday. The gem I had was linked with the others when you claimed Tenchi-ken, Washuu told me that that was how I gained my empathy with you. It only received part of the partial imprinting that the gems took when the sword aligned itself with you. The other two were actually a part of the sword at the time and received nearly the whole thing. Mom told me once that this might happen when you gave me the gems back, but I was so happy just being with you that I hardly thought about them. I'm sorry Tenchi, I should have warned you.// Tenchi smiled and kissed her forehead, searching for that new part of his mind once more. //Don't be sorry, this is.. amazing. I was so afraid when you collapsed like that, I thought the gems had hurt you...// Tenchi found glimpses of his memories of that recent moment flashing across the link through which he spoke to her. Ryouko grinned and shook her head. //No, they didn't hurt. It was... Let me show you.// Ryouko touched her fingers to Tenchi's temples and looked at him for approval. When he nodded she reached out through their new bond again, //Brace yourself, Tenchi...// Tenchi stiffened as Ryouko let the memory pour through her mind and into his. Unlike Ryouko, Tenchi's eyes remained open. In fact, Ryouko noticed apprehensively, they seemed to be stretched wider than normal. When Tenchi began to shudder against her Ryouko stopped the flow of feeling, closing the link between them. But Tenchi didn't relax. Ryouko drew back as Tenchi's shivers became shakes, his muscles trembling as they all pulled against one another simultaneously. Tenchi's mouth opened but no sound came out. He rose slowly to his feet, his arms stretched out to his sides as he continued the horrible, silent scream. Ryouko backed away, her hand over her mouth in horror as she watched Tenchi tremble in place. *Oh god, what did I do? What happened? It felt so good when the gems transferred back to me, what's happening to him?* Tenchi's eyes grew even wider and she heard his joints popping as his muscles tried to pull them all in opposing directions at once. The marks of his birthright flared on his forehead and Ryouko could feel the power rolling off of him in waves. //Mom! Help!// Washuu was there, Ryouko thought she might have arrived even before she sent the panicked message along their link. "Wha.. what's happening to him, mom? What did I do? Oh god, what did I do?" Tenchi's feet lifted off the floor and he hung, arms spread and head tilted backward, suspended by nothing visible. The flood of Jurai energy was almost overwhelming, Ryouko was forced to step back away from him. Washuu, she saw, was also backing away. Ryouko caught her mother's eye and sent a wordless plea across their bond, but Washuu only shook her head. The fear in the scientist's eyes told Ryouko all she needed, her mother had no more idea what was happening than she did. "Tenchi! What's going on in there Tenchi?!" Aeka and Sasami burst through the doorway just as the Lighthawk wings shimmered into being in front of Tenchi's floating body. Aeka screamed and fell to her knees, clutching the tiara-form key on her forehead. It was glowing with an eerie silver light, but she tugged at it as though it were burning her skin. Sasami knelt next to her sister, futilely tugging at the tiara. Ryouko looked back from them to Tenchi. The wings had grown in opacity. Where they had always appeared as gossamer sheets of energy before, they now seemed almost solid. Tiny arcs of green- white flame leapt between them and thicker veins of it slowly grew between the hovering wings and Tenchi's body. Aeka's key skittered across the floor where she threw it, finally having wrenched it from her head. It glowed so brightly now that it was painful to look at, but seemed positively dim compared to the light flaring from the marks on Tenchi's forehead. "What's happening Aeka? What's wrong with him? Help him! Someone!" Ryouko was sobbing now, tears streaming down her face as she watched Tenchi slowly being enshrouded in those strange green flames. All at once the fires and the wings winked out. Tenchi fell to the floor, landing heavily on his feet. Ryouko started to rush forward but stopped in her tracks when Tenchi raised his head from where it had fallen, chin against his chest. His eyes were on fire. Where his familiar brown eyes had been were now two holes into a blazing green inferno. The marks on his forehead were still there, glowing with such intensity that they, like his eyes, appeared more like holes into some green abyss than marks on his body. There was absolutely no expression on Tenchi's face as he raised his hands, his muscles had become completely slack and were he not moving Ryouko would have sworn he was dead. When Tenchi's hands came together in front of his chest the Lighthawk sword exploded into them. The blade dripped tongues of blue fire over his hands to land, hissing, on the carpet and sputter out. Tenchi turned slowly, leveling those horrible green portals that had taken the place of his eyes on each of them in turn. Finally he turned back to Ryouko and stepped forward, raising the gleaming brand over his head. STOP. Tenchi stopped. FIND YOURSELF, MASAKI TENCHI. YOUR POWER WAS NOT GIVEN FOR THIS. Ryouko looked to the source of the voice, if it could be called that. It was more like the world was vibrating to a tune than any sort of speech. The meaning came across clearly, searing itself into her mind, and she could feel its source, but it could not truly be called a 'voice.' Sasami's mouth opened and the voice rang through the universe once more. FIND YOURSELF, MASAKI TENCHI, it repeated. Tenchi collapsed to the floor in a heap, the blazing fury of the Lighthawk sword winking out, the green fire vanishing with it from his eyes and forehead. Ryouko's eyes shifted back and forth between Tenchi lying unmoving on the floor and Sasami where she stood by the door, lit by some undefinable light. "What... Is he..." HE LIVES, RYOUKO, Sasami's mouth moved in time with the words once more. Ryouko stared at her, at the strangeness of her eyes. They were still Sasami's, still the pink orbs which had so often looked at her in concern or happiness, but there was something more there. Looking into them was like falling into a void. She could see age in their depths, age beyond anything she had ever imagined. They were eyes, she knew without knowing how, that had watched the birth and death of stars. Of universes. "Are you..." Ryouko still could not seem to form a full sentence. WE ARE TSUNAMI. The power of the statement blasted through Ryouko's mind like a tornado. Where the world seemed to ring like a struck bell with Tsunami's voice before, this was stated in a reverberation like a detonating sun. With it came a deep sadness, a heart-wrenchingly awful loneliness like nothing Ryouko had ever experienced. In all the centuries she spent in her cave Ryouko's loneliness never came close to touching on the depths of sadness embodied by the goddess' emotion. Ryouko fell to her knees. She had never knelt to anything in her thousands of years of existence, but the power in Tsunami... The age, the horrible, timeless age... STAND, RYOUKO. I APPEAR TO YOU AS A FRIEND, NOT AS A GOD. Ryouko stumbled back to her feet, keeping her head lowered both out of respect and of a desire not to look into those timeless orbs again. "But," Ryouko stuttered, thinking of how Tsunami had appeared before, "You... Before... What did you..." I APPEARED BEFORE IN MY ASTRAL FORM. THIS IS MY BODY, MY TRUE SELF. I AM SORRY FOR FRIGHTENING YOU, BUT TIME RUNS FAST HERE AND I HAVE LITTLE TO SPARE. Ryouko summoned all her resolve and managed a full question, "Will Tenchi be okay?" I RETURN HIM TO YOU. TAKE CARE OF HIM. Tsunami looked momentarily distracted, then continued, I MUST GO. THERE ARE OTHER WORLDS THAN THIS AND MY ATTENTION CANNOT BE DIVIDED NOW. FARE WELL, MASAKI RYOUKO. And she was gone. Sasami was still there, still standing in exactly the same position, but the presence of Tsunami was gone. *Masaki,* Ryouko thought as the light of the room faded back to normal, all trace of the many forms of supernatural illumination now gone. *She called me Masaki. But Tenchi hasn't proposed to me yet, I'm still Hakubi. Why?* Ryouko went to her fallen lover and checked him for injuries. Aeka and Washuu were slowly coming to, rising from the positions where they had fallen unconscious at Tsunami's first word. Grasped tightly in Tenchi's fist she found a short length of blue ribbon, slightly frayed along one edge. Ryouko had no idea what it was, but for Tenchi to have held on to it through all that it must be tremendously important to him. She carefully took it out of his now limp fingers and placed it in his desk drawer before returning to kneel beside him, cradling his head in her lap while she waited for him to regain consciousness. Tsunami promised he would live and Ryouko could find nowhere within herself the ability to doubt the goddess' words. * * *