"Why have you done this to me Washu? Are you so obsessed with experimentation that you would go this far?" "It's only a few tests, my little Ryoko." "It's MY life. Even though you gave it to me, it is still mine." "At least you ceased to deny your feelings." "None of that was yours to tamper with...mother. And now, Tenchi sees the horror of my past that I wanted to hide him from." "You mean you wanted to hide IT from HIM." "That may be, but still, I can no longer remain innocent in his eyes. Not that I ever was innocent, but you have ruined my life with him." "Have I? And just what kind of life were you developing with him? Were you going to live forever fighting with Ayeka and driving Tenchi away?" "Shut up! It's YOU who will drive him away from me now!" "And just what have I done other than show him the truth?" "I never wanted him to know. I was happy with that! Everything was perfect the way it was, but now I can never look into his eyes again without knowing that he..." "Well, what did you see in his eyes before this? Did you see love, or did you see annoyance? At the very most you saw friendship." "Yes! And I was happy with that! "Were you?" "You've gone too far this time Washu." "Perhaps you are afraid of seeing something in his eyes that reflect your own." "What are you talking about?" "Love..." "No. He can never love me now! He's seen the blood and the faces!" "But, he also saw the pain...in your eyes..." "No, he saw the rage and the savagery!" "Will you continue to push him away now?" "Shut up." "What if his feelings turn to you?" "Shut up!" "I leave you to do as you wish. I will not interfere any more. Yes my little Ryoko, I know that I have hurt you. However, you must see that you were hurting yourself." "SHUT UP!" "Know this: I put no suggestions into Tenchi's mind. Everything that he has done has been of his own accord. I merely gave him a slight hormone stimulation, and yes I showed him a part of your past. Everything else has been his own doing." "..." "I removed all hormonal influence from him over an hour ago. Has he left you? Has he let you go?" "..." "Think about that before you throw this time away." "..." "..." "DAMN YOU WASHU!" That final cry echoed through the mind, and then was replaced with silence. For a moment, a sense of despair swept through the soul. The sincerity of those words was almost too much for the heart to handle, and that was the first time that phrase had ever hurt. Washu sighed and shut her eyes. She knew that Ryoko would be angry, and her misguided daughter had a right to be. Not much kindness had been showed to her throughout her tortured life. Washu had been fully prepared to deal with anything that Ryoko threw at her, whether it would be heated words or energy blasts. But the way that she had spoken to her... Had she gone too far this time? There was no doubt that human emotions were very frail, and that humans tend to overreact in certain situations. But there was something else here. Washu felt the pain as well. She actually FELT it. She knew that she'd hurt her daughter, perhaps more than Kagato ever had. Was that possible? A tear rolled down her cheek. She caught it on the end of her finger and stared in awe at it. Dryness crept into her throat, and her cheeks grew hot. Soon tears were flowing furiously and freely over her face and under her chin, and Washu could not control them. They streamed down her cheeks creating small rivers that never seemed to end. However, her facial expression remained the same. It was a combination between contemplation and disbelief. Hot tears now fell onto her hands that were calmly folded in her lap. Readings began to pop up on her computer screen. It was data on her emotions. She had become part of her own experiment. Washu sat there in silence as the machinery continued it's endless work around her. * Unnoticed time passed. It seemed to fly by like the wind that silently rustled the tops of the trees. Leaves parted and embraced again as a breeze gripped them in a moment. A few were pulled from their homes on a high branch and blown off to a new place far away. The sky began to adopt a soft shade of orange and red. No sign of the sun could be seen other than the cascade of constantly changing colors in the heavens. It changed from pink to orange, to red, and back to orange again. Wisps of clouds made it all seem like a dream, or the painting of a master of the arts. They were highlighted by the setting sun, and seemed to be alive with passionate colors. More time passed, and once again the colors shifted. A small flock of birds streaked across the sky and off into the distance. Although they were out of sight, their joyful song could still be heard from miles around. No poet could voice the evening. No symphony could capture the peace. It was beauty beyond words, beyond explanation. Even though time ticked on, the day never seemed to want to age any more than it already had. It wanted to freeze this moment in its perfect splendor. There seemed to be a desperate need to immortalize the colors, the sounds, and the prefect feeling of peace. Nothing should ever change. Nothing... "Ryoko?" Tenchi whispered her name as though the slightest noise was a crime. To him, his voice seemed to pierce the peaceful silence even though it was barely audible. He quickly squeezed his eyes shut and expected some sort of punishment; however, none came. Only silence answered him. And yet, he detected the slight movement of Ryoko's head on his chest. She'd clearly heard his voice, but she did not want to move past this moment. It seemed that she was in agreement with the world to preserve this peace. As though to thank her for her silence, a slight breeze stirred her hair as she leaned her forehead back into Tenchi's shoulder. The cyan locks brushed against his neck...and his soul. He recognized the fact that she did not want to speak just yet, so he continued to stroke her hair. A shaky sigh escaped her lips as she felt his arm pressed against her back still holding her close to his chest. This was something that she'd never felt before in Tenchi's presence. It was a feeling of total comfort. Perhaps her heart wasn't at peace yet, but this was more than she ever hoped for in her life. She was lying in the arms of the man that she loved. At the moment though, she wondered what he was thinking about. Was it possible that his heart was stirring as his arms wrapped around her body? No, that could never happen. Pity was the only thing that was likely to be in his heart now. She must have looked so pathetic, and Tenchi was naturally kind. He wouldn't turn anyone away in this condition. ("What if his feelings turn to you?") No, that could never happen. Washu was wrong. She was a demon. Love and tenderness were not in her vocabulary. However, she was happy now. This was a peace that she had never experienced in her entire life. Everything was so perfect to her here in his arms. Would Tenchi ever hold another woman in his arms like this? Her own arms were loosely tucked in front of her to be kept hidden against Tenchi's body. She could feel his heart beating along with her own. A few moments ago, she'd been so cold; but now she felt as though she could drift off into sleep again. That though jarred her back to her senses, and for a moment her breath quickened. Tenchi noticed this, and he gently rubbed her back to try and soothe her. He could feel her hands clutching his chest and a few of her tears were soaking through his shirt again. The thought entered his mind that perhaps she'd fallen asleep once again. He certainly hoped not. Ryoko suddenly slipped her arms underneath his and grasped the cloth on his back. Every single move that she made sent a shiver of electricity down his spine. If her fingers clenched his shirt tighter, then his heart would skip a beat or two. Tenchi knew that he was slowly, but surely, beginning to lose control of his emotions. Once or twice he almost lowered his head to kiss her, but he held back. His heart was betraying everything that he wanted to do. In his mind, he tried to repeat over and over that he should put a stop to this, and yet he did nothing. He couldn't let her go...not even for a second. It just wasn't physically or emotionally possible for him to do so. Desire burned in his mind and heart to the point that it was driving him mad. And yet, all that he could do was hold her. His arms seemed to be permanently bonded to her, and there was nothing that could ever pry them off. He was torn between the need to do the right thing, and the desire for this feeling to last... * "Ayeka, dinner's ready!" Sasami peered up the stairs to her and her sister's bedroom. Ayeka had been in there for several hours now, and there was still no sign of Tenchi or Ryoko. At first, Sasami's mind had refused to make any girlish assumptions, but now it was wandering freely. She had calmly accepted the fact that Ryoko had left to get some sake, but Tenchi was still gone...and no one else was worried. Mihoshi had taken a nap all afternoon, and Washu had closed herself back into her lab. These were all regular events, but something strange was happening. There was no real way of putting her finger on it, but Sasami knew that Tenchi and Ryoko were together somewhere. She also knew that both Ayeka and Washu knew where they were. Part of her thought it was better not to pry, but she was still a child, and curiosity was itching in the back of her mind. She had to know what was going on before she went crazy. Ryo-Ohki hopped up onto Sasami's head as she finished placing all of the food on the table. It's sweet aroma floated through the house and quickly brought a hungry Mihoshi to the table. They both sat down and waited for Ayeka. Sasami had knocked on the door to Washu's lab, but the scientist said that she was very busy and couldn't be disturbed. That was typical, but today it seemed to make her curiosity itch even more. Perhaps it was perfectly normal paranoia. Perhaps Tenchi was just working a little later at the shrine. Yes, that had to be it. Sasami stood up and ran up the stairs to get Ayeka. She knocked softly on the door and slid it open. Her sister was curled up on her futon with her back to the doorway. The purple-haired princess didn't move at all when Sasami came in. "Ayeka, didn't you hear me? Dinner is ready, we're all waiting for you." Ayeka lifted her head slightly at the mention of "we." However, she did not turn to look at her younger sister. "Is Tenchi back yet, or Ryoko?" Sasami shut the door and stepped further into the room. Perhaps she could ask Ayeka if something was going on. "No, neither of them are back. I'm a little worried, because it's getting dark." Ayeka rested her head on her pillow again and seemed to forget about Sasami for a moment, then the child in the little princess came through. "Do you have any idea where they are?" Ayeka sighed and slowly sat up. There was definitely something weighing on her mind. Her skin was slightly pale, and she looked as though she hadn't slept in weeks. "Yes. I think I know where they are." At least she knew where they were when she left the two of them alone together early this afternoon. A lot of time had passed since then. At first, Ayeka had been rather engrossed in the memory of Tenchi's lips against her hand. That had seemed to be one of the best moments of her life. However, since that time, she'd replayed that scene in her mind many times. Her thoughts began to concentrate on Tenchi's actions, not just involving her, but Ryoko as well. She remembered the look on his face as he had come bursting into the clearing. Concern was etched into his features. It was pure concern for Ryoko. He came to that clearing to find Ryoko. His sole purpose for coming there was to be with Ryoko. And now, every fiber of her being told her to go back and stay with Tenchi. She didn't want to leave the two of them alone together, for fear of... She didn't even want to think about it. And yet, that wasn't what was bothering her the most. It was something else that was stirring in her heart. It was the one thing that was preventing her from running to Tenchi's side. Ayeka longed for HIS happiness. But what did that mean? It certainly kept her here in her room with tears brimming in her eyes. Ayeka had loved two men in her lifetime. Once she came to earth, she began to wonder if she had just fallen in love with Yosho because it was convenient. Tenchi had touched a different part of her soul, but it was a feeling that she hadn't had before, so she did not know how to clarify it. How deep was her love for Tenchi? How deep was his love for her? What if he didn't love her in that way at all? Sasami said something about dinner and left the room. Ayeka didn't really pay attention, nor did she move. Her eyes turned towards the window and the evening sky. Finally, a tear rolled down her cheek. "Tenchi, no matter what, I will always love you..." She knew that was true, even if she had to love him...as a friend... * Tenchi was now rocking back and forth gently with Ryoko pressed protectively against his chest. One of his hands stoked her hair and he rubbed his cheek against the top of her head. He was content to simply sit here and hold her forever. The air was growing colder and the sky was getting darker, but he did not move. Likewise, Ryoko did not stir in his arms. He thanked the stars for that. It seemed to him that if he let go of her, she'd disappear forever. He now recalled the words that she'd spoken this morning...that seemed ages ago. Ryoko said that she would leave. After the events of this day, Tenchi could never imagine his life without her. He couldn't fathom waking up and not having her hovering over him. There could never be a day that she and Ayeka did not fight. Yes, all of that was a bit of a pain, but it must never change...at least in the respect that Ryoko should always be there. And now Tenchi knew that he had to be there for her every moment of every day. He wanted her next to him just as she was now. All of the days of her arrogance flooded back to him. Was that all that he'd ever really seen in her? Things would be different now. Everything had to change... But did he want it to change? Ryoko's friendship was one that he valued above many others. True, whenever Ayeka was around they would fight, but there were times when they'd been alone together. Now Tenchi realized that this wasn't the first time that he'd seen a softer side of Ryoko. Nor was it the first time that she'd seemed so gentle and frail. Visions of her sweet smiles and gentle laughter filled his head. There had been a few occasions that she'd seemed to be an angel. However, most of the time, she behaved like a child. She was never candid about her emotions, and as a result, she was quite aggressive. What was going to happen when this was all over? Would that softer side take up permanent residence, or would she hide her true feelings from him again? As Tenchi thought of his life since he met Ryoko, he wondered what he would do now. Evening was giving way to night, and they had to get back to the house. Perhaps he should try to speak again. If he couldn't push her away, then maybe he could just talk for a while. Then Ryoko would probably get bored with his pointless conversation and just leave. Yes, that had to be the answer he'd been looking for all this time. Tenchi opened his mouth, but then shut it immediately. What could he say? How could he properly formulate what he wanted to say into words? His face quickly adopted that dumb stare that everyone gets when they're puzzling over something that they know they're never going to figure out. "Ryoko?" Somehow, his jaw had moved, and now he had his hands on her shoulders. They were almost shaking because they wanted to hold her again. Tenchi had no idea how he was able to do this, even though it was a very simple act. However, Ryoko did not let go of the back of his shirt. She would not let him see her tear stained face again. There was too much pride in her heart to reveal her true emotions. She couldn't be weak. Vulnerability encompassed her entire being, and all that she could do was weep. ("Will you continue to push him away now?") She wept for herself, for Tenchi, for what she said to Washu, for the lives that she herself snuffed out, for wasted time, and she wept for the unknown future. Tears that had been held back for so long now washed her filthy face as they also cleansed her soul. Although there was pain, she also felt joy now, and perhaps freedom. Part of her felt liberated from the past. Tenchi knew, and yet he remained with her. For so long she had kept it all from him, and then Washu went behind her back and told him the truth. ("And just what have I done other than show him the truth?") Yes, she showed him the truth. How long was Ryoko planning to hide it all from him? ("But, he also saw the pain...in your eyes...") Had Tenchi studied her expression? Had he seen her protests? Had he heard her scream? If so, what did he see her as now? There had been innocent blood spilt. She'd killed so many people. ("Has he left you? Has he let you go?") Tenchi was still here... ("Think about that before you throw this time away.") "Tenchi?" ("Has he left you?") "Ryoko..." (Has he let you go?") He didn't despise her for the crimes of her past life. He stayed with her. He'd never held her this tight before... ("Perhaps you are afraid of seeing something in his eyes that reflect your own.") Ryoko's hands flew up to Tenchi's face, and she stared frantically into Tenchi's eyes. She wanted so desperately to see the truth there. Her eyes darted over every inch of his beautiful face that she had ached to stare into for so long. Finally, she concentrated on his eyes. They stretched into unimaginable depths of emotion. Unreadable... She didn't know what to look for in those eyes. Love had never been set before her, and now she didn't know what she saw there. His face clouded over; tears blurred her vision of his gentle features. Tenchi's heart felt as though it would erupt from his chest if he didn't do something. She looked so hopelessly lost, and tears were brimming in her beautiful cat-like eyes. He wanted to lose himself forever in her gaze. This space pirate had captured him now, and he was helpless under her gaze. One of his hands moved slowly up her arm. Their eyes never moved. It reached her neck and moved up to caress her cheek. Ryoko's breath quickened for a moment. His fingertips stretched up over her face and into her hair. Ryoko's eyelids fluttered. Tenchi's mind surrendered. The battle could no longer go on this way, and madness was tearing at his being. His hand pushed further through her hair and gripped the back of her head. She pulled herself closer as their hearts thundered against each other. He leaned close enough to feel her breath on his lips. They both paused and gazed into each other's eyes, and Ryoko saw it there. She recognized it completely, because she could see her own reflection in his glistening eyes. His eyes reflected her own... ("Perhaps you are afraid of seeing something in his eyes that reflect your own.") They both moved in the same moment, and their lips pressed passionately together. Ryoko and Tenchi both released their tears as their hearts beat together. Their arms and souls were entwined now. In this moment, they forgot all of the laws, all of the boundaries, all of the consequences, all of the pain, and they forgot the past. It didn't matter. In this moment, everything was perfect. In this moment, they were together. In this moment, nothing mattered...except what they had read in each other's eyes. In this moment, nothing mattered, except love... * All traces of the sun finally vanished from the sky. It was finished. The world finally let the heavens rest. The day was done. All was right with the world... Now the stars spread across the sky to fill the hearts of those who saw. However, for now the world rested. A day of beauty had passed, and yet another one lay just over the horizon... * THE END * (Sigh) And so ends my Tenchi tale. Um, well, a lot of thought went into this chapter, and I hope that it was as fulfilling as I wanted it to be. I had thought of continuing the story, and perhaps in the future I will do so. However, I am quite content with how it stands. I really hoped that you liked it! And now for the usual stuff: PLEASE write to me, because I love it so much! Even if you hate my story, please write to me so I can do better in the future. (horse_w_no_name@cheerful.com) Also, be sure to visit my web page. http://www.fortunecity.com/rivendell/elfin/311/ And thank you to the countless people who have written to me about my story. It has been you guys who actually inspired me to write something! Till next time! Yours in writing, Horse_w_no_name