Hi, welcome back! Thanks for reading Chapters 1-3! (An extra big thank-you to those who sent comments and criticism! Keep it coming!) Listen up, Ryoko+Tenchi fans: the chapter after this one will have plenty of stuff devoted to them! I can tell you're happy now! ^_^ Legal disclaimer: Tenchi Muyo! and its characters are the property of Pioneer and AIC. This story, however, is mine. Please don't sue me, because I'm just writing this for fun. Besides, I don't have any money. The last time I went into #FanFics, my wallet was assimilated by the Cabbit Collective. [Wallet-Oh-Ki: We are the Cabbit Collective. Resistance is futile.] Er... anyway, if you want to post this story on your site, please ask me first. Special thanks go to my prereaders: AleeN, author of "Tenchi Muyo: in Return to Jurai", the writing duo of Max Gilliland and Rhys Doyle, authors of "Best Friends", and Lost Magi, author of "For the Love of Heaven and Earth: A Journey Beyond"! Last chapter: One year after the events of Manatsu no Eve, Tsunami asked Ayeka to begin an important journey, one of self-discovery ... and great sacrifice. How will the others react to the loss of their friend ... and family member? Confess to You: Chapter Four - Remembering and Learning By Literary Eagle (literaryeagle@hotmail.com) Tenchi stared at the spot on the ground where Ayeka's body had been discovered ... a spot that was now bare, empty. In other words, a spot that seemed to perfectly mirror some part inside of him. Ayeka was gone. No warning, no goodbye, nothing. Just a lifeless, pale body, and even that had disappeared... Turning his head, Tenchi gazed at the tree Funaho. He remembered a time, several years ago, when he had stood there with Ayeka. She had offered him Yosho's sword, Tenchiken, saying that it was rightfully his. She had actually asked him - Him! - to use it to protect her and Sasami, despite his insistence that he was no good at handling that sword. She had believed in him. She never stopped believing in him, either. Tenchi understood that. Why else would she choose to stay on Earth, even when her family had come to take her home? Why would she give up the royal life? Why would she, a princess, want to stay here and do laundry and weed the flower beds, smiling at him all the while, unless... Tenchi had known for a considerable time that she was in love with him. And although Tenchi had admired her gentle strength, for lack of a better description, and saw many other wonderful qualities in the princess, he had never loved her as more than a friend, or an important part of his family. But he had never told her that. And ... and ... when Ryoko had begun to win his heart (he wasn't quite sure exactly when that started but the important thing was that it HAD), he still had not told Ayeka exactly how he felt about her. He had been afraid of hurting her ... and in all his foolishness he had not seen that living a lie would only make matters worse for Ayeka when she found out. And find out she did. So what had he done? Left the house the next day for a fishing trip with his father, completely forgetting about her. He had returned, but by then it was too late. Tenchi was uncertain of what had transpired during his absence, but it boiled down to Ayeka, alone and distraught ... and some kind of horrible accident borne out of utter misery and dejection ... so that now his beloved Ryoko was blind, and one of his closest friends was gone. She had believed in him. He had let her down. Tenchi couldn't understand just what had happened to Ayeka yesterday, but he knew that he should have been here to prevent it. Despite what Sasami, only semi-conscious, had murmured to him just this morning ("Tsunami takes care of her own"), he couldn't simply accept whatever fate had befallen Ayeka. He wanted to know, NEEDED to know, if he could have done something. Something, anything! Perhaps Sasami would be able to provide a clearer explanation eventually. But for now, she was still asleep in her room. She had slept most of the time since the disappearance of Ayeka's body yesterday afternoon. A slight rustling sound informed Tenchi that he was no longer alone in Funaho's clearing. Tenchi whirled around, and saw Ryoko carefully making her way towards him. Her arms were full of reddish-purple flowers, and Ryo-Oh-Ki was nowhere in sight. "Ryoko..." Tenchi said softly, "You shouldn't be wandering around by yourself like that..." Ryoko did not reply. Instead, she stopped before the spot where Ayeka's body had been, knelt, and placed the flowers there. Tenchi recognized them as the wildflowers that grew around the stairs leading to the shrine. It was only now that he noticed how they were the same color as Ayeka's eyes. Ryoko turned her bandaged head in his general direction. "Let's go home, okay, Tenchi?" Ryoko said softly. Tenchi almost nodded, but quickly remembered that Ryoko would not be able to see it. "Sure," he said instead, helping her to stand. Taking Ryoko by the hand, he led her out of the clearing. Ryoko suddenly began to walk faster, so that she was leading Tenchi through the forest instead. Tenchi blinked in amazement when he saw that she managed to avoid bumping into any of the trees. "How..." he began. "It's like some kind of new intuition," she replied softly, "Mom says my body is adapting to the blindness by creating new senses. It's how I got to the clearing by myself. As for the flowers, I gathered them by scent. So don't worry about me, okay?" From the way Ryoko had said that last sentence, she sounded almost angry. Tenchi knew why. Frustration. Ryoko was frustrated, that she had not been with Ayeka when... Tenchi bit his lower lip so hard that it almost bled. "Tenchi," Ryoko whispered suddenly, "Don't blame yourself, okay? Sasami said that, whatever's happening now, it was Ayeka's choice. We just have to trust Tsunami..." Tenchi shook his head, even though Ryoko could not see it. He couldn't bring himself to say anything, though, and the two of them walked the rest of the way home in silence. Ryoko screamed as she swung her energy sword through the projectile that came her way. Hearing another one being launched, she whirled in its direction and swung. She grunted in satisfaction when she heard her sword destroy the object. Another of her mother's combat robots fired three projectiles at once. Ryoko let out a scream of frustration and rage. Her intuition faltered, so she settled for swinging her sword wildly. She missed one of her targets, and it hit her in the stomach. Ryoko fell over in surprise, but not before another projectile struck her shoulder. There was a clicking noise as someone shut off the combat robots. Ryoko recognized her mother's scent. "What are you doing here?" Washu asked. Ryoko turned her head in Washu's general direction. "Please leave me alone," she said quietly. "Ryoko, do you like being in pain?" said Washu, "Come on, don't do this. Talk to me, okay?" Ryoko sighed. "I don't know what to do anymore, Mom! I ... I tried so hard to learn how to fight without eyesight, and I still can't keep things from hurting Tenchi! I'm afraid that I'll lose him ... I am losing him, I just know it..." Washu put her arms around Ryoko. "Sweetie, Tenchi didn't fall in love with a bodyguard." She helped her daughter to stand. "It's so hard to know what to do..." Ryoko whispered. "I know," said Washu, "I know that Tenchi is hurting right now, but just give him time. When he's ready for you to comfort him, then just be there for him..." "'Just give him time'?" Ryoko muttered, "That's what you told Tenchi to do with Ayeka..." "I-I'm sorry, Ryoko..." Washu said sadly, "I guess I just don't have much experience dealing with people, either." She laughed humorlessly. "I guess what we have here is a classic example of..." she stopped abruptly when she realized what she was going to say. "A classic example of the blind leading the blind?" Ryoko finished for her. Ryoko's bandage flexed slightly as she raised an eyebrow. Washu felt a sudden urge to hit herself over the head with something. _Damn,_ she thought, _Some genius I am._ From her floating crib, Mayuka began to cry. Washu and Ryoko both moved towards the baby at the same time. "She's hungry," said Ryoko, "I can tell by the pitch of her cry..." "Impressive..." Washu replied, "Well, let's take her to the kitchen, then. I gotta make lunch, anyway." Ryoko took Mayuka in her arms, and the two women began to make their way out of the lab. "I remember when Ayeka and I are were trying to feed Taro," said Ryoko, smiling at the memory, "We got into an argument and started squirting milk at each other ... we ended up getting more milk than the baby!" Washu gave her daughter's arm a gentle squeeze. "She's all right, you know," Ryoko said as she tried to calm Mayuka, "Ayeka's all right." "How do you know?" Washu asked. "I trust Tsunami," Ryoko said firmly, "When Kagato ... when he killed Tenchi ... Tsunami brought him back to me. I trust her." Mayuka abruptly stopped crying. "I trust her," Ryoko said again. Kiyone carefully watered the bright red and purple flowers in the garden. Although the garden was one of her favorite places at the Masaki home, she was not getting the enjoyment that she usually did from tending the flowers. The detective sighed. Lunch, which was normally a happy time at this household, had been too quiet for her tastes. Sasami still slept most of the time, and Mihoshi and Ryo-Oh-Ki had stayed with the young princess in her room. They had been staying with her since yesterday. Meanwhile, Tenchi had refused to leave his room, and Katsuhito had stayed at the shrine. And of course, there was Ayeka... That left Ryoko, Washu, Nobuyuki, Mayuka, and herself to spend about twenty awkward minutes playing with their food. Washu's cooking had been delicious, but no one really seemed comfortable eating with so much of the family missing. Even Mayuka had wanted less milk than usual. _It's also too quiet here,_ Kiyone thought to herself. Usually, she was never alone in the garden. She often tended the garden with Ayeka, who liked to talk to her about flowers and the weather and the latest news on television ... and just about anything else, really. Ayeka had been very welcoming when Kiyone had first joined the Masaki household. Perhaps she had been glad to have a friend who didn't make any passes at Tenchi, and who could hold a more sophisticated conversation than Mihoshi. Whatever the reason, Ayeka had been a good friend to Kiyone, and the garden wasn't the same without her. Kiyone smiled at a memory of last year, when Ayeka told the sixteen-year-old Mayuka that she could join the family, too, and celebrate Christmas with them. Ayeka had done that despite the fact that Mayuka seemed to be a rival for Tenchi's attention. It was that kind of graciousness, and not some title, which made Ayeka a true princess. Someone put a straw hat onto Kiyone's head, startling her out of her contemplation. "You shouldn't go under the summer sun without a hat," Nobuyuki's voice sounded from right behind her. Kiyone turned to him and smiled weakly. If it wasn't Ayeka accompanying Kiyone in the garden, the next likely person to be with her was Nobuyuki. He had told her how much he and his wife had hoped to have both a son and a daughter ... and it was pretty obvious that he saw her as a big sister to Tenchi. Certainly she did feel a certain protectiveness towards Tenchi, and to be honest, Tenchi was very much like a younger brother to her. Nobuyuki returned Kiyone's small smile, but turned serious a moment later. "I was just on my way to talk to Tenchi..." he said softly. Kiyone knew that Nobuyuki was asking for advice. "Tell him," she said, "that this isn't his fault. It's nobody's fault. No one could have known..." Kiyone's hand instinctively went to her forehead, to her red headband. _Father..._ She shook her head. "Sometimes you just can't know, and it's no one's fault when that happens." "Thanks," said Nobuyuki. He gave Kiyone a quick hug, then turned and headed back towards the house. "I don't want you to blame yourself, either," Kiyone called out to him before he went inside, "You're a good father. Don't ever think otherwise." Kiyone went back to watering the flowers. Suddenly turning off the hose, she watched the drops of water left on the flowers and leaves. Some stayed in place, looking like little shining jewels, or stars captured in the centers of the flowers. Others began to run down the leaves in little rivulets. The resulting designs looked almost like writing. Had Ayeka's story ended? Countless other stories were affected by hers. What would happen to those stories now? "What will happen now?" Kiyone whispered. She heard no response, although it was not like she had expected any. It was too quiet in the garden now. Somehow, a dragonfly had gotten inside Tenchi's room. Tenchi lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling, watching the dragonfly in flight. He used to chase dragonflies when he was young. He would catch one, and then he and his mother would admire the pretty insect before setting it free. Mother. Shortly before her death ... he had told her that he hated her. Tenchi thought back to his school days, when he would usually refuse to say anything back to classmates who teased him. His friend Amagasaki would shake his head and say, "Geez, Tenchi, you're such a wuss!" whenever that happened. Tenchi could almost hear that small voice that had stayed in the back of his mind all those many years, that secret fear which had said, "Better to be a 'wuss' than to let that happen again. Yes, better that, than to say something harmful again..." What he had said to his mother, that nightmare which was not a nightmare, had been half-forgotten, but never completely gone... Better to be a "wuss" than to do harm again... Killing Kagato with the Light Hawk Sword, though ... he hadn't had any regrets about that. It had been to protect his friends, to protect the universe from a tyrant who had already brought about massive destruction, and who had made Ryoko and countless others suffer. His creation of the Light Hawk Wings during the threat from a black hole had not bothered him, either. Although he could not understand this power of his, he had used it to protect. Tsunami's reassurance ("Have faith in your own power") and the confidence that Ayeka and the others had in him, had helped to convince him that this ability should not be seen as something to shy away from. He remembered the applause and congratulations that the entire household had given him, on the day when he created the Light Hawk Sword at will for the first time. What the others had not known was that, earlier that day, Tenchi had visited his mother's tombstone, and made a promise to her. He had promised her that he would try to treat people with the same altruism that she always had, and that he would spend the rest of his life using the power for that purpose... Then came the day when Tenchi battled Yuzuha. Ayeka had appeared in the air, shining like an angel, clad in her lavender nightgown, and holding a branch that would allow him to use his power in the Dimension of Darkness. And so, Tenchi had confidently plunged his Light Hawk Sword into Yuzuha, knowing that he was using his powers for good. Yes, he was using them to protect his friends again, to fulfill his promise to his mother, and to destroy this evil monster who had killed Mayuka ... that was when he saw the secret in her heart. In his outrage, in what he had thought was righteous anger, it had not even occurred to him that Yuzuha had a heart. But she did. And it had been broken, because she had loved ... she had loved Yosho. Suddenly, Tenchi no longer saw a monster, but a child, a sad and lonely child. A dying child, for he had struck her with the Light Hawk Sword. "Imagine, the darkness in love with the light..." she had said, her dying, tear-filled eyes gazing sadly into his. _I abused the power,_ Tenchi said to himself, _It shouldn't have ended for Yuzuha like that. What I did wasn't justice. It wasn't right. It wasn't right at all._ Yuzuha. Mother. Ayeka. Tenchi's right hand twitched. The hand, he reminded himself, that had slapped Ryoko last summer. Tenchi turned over on the bed, burying his face in his arms. He longed to go to Ryoko. It was killing him to not be with Ryoko right now. But he just couldn't face her. How could someone like Ryoko love him? How could someone like Ayeka believe in him? There was a sudden knock at his door. Who could that be? Was it Ryoko? Part of Tenchi hoped that it was, but part of him thought that the sight of her bandaged head would be too much right now. Tenchi sat up. _No,_ he told himself, _What happened to Ryoko is your fault. You're going to face it, and you're going to do everything you can for her._ "Come in," he said softly. Hearing Tenchi's voice saying to come in, Nobuyuki slid the door open and stepped into his son's room. Tenchi was sitting on his bed. He seemed surprised at the sight of his father. "Hi, Dad..." Tenchi said uncertainly. Nobuyuki sat down beside Tenchi on the bed. Tenchi looked terrible. His eyes looked slightly red from crying, and there were dried tears on his face. Nobuyuki desperately searched his mind for something to say. He just didn't know where to start! His wife had been so much better at this sort of thing. "Do you want to talk about it?" he finally said. Tenchi was silent for a time. "It's like with Mom, all over again," he said finally, "When I didn't think to tell her that I loved her before she..." Nobuyuki nodded. "I didn't say a word to Ayeka before we left home," Tenchi continued, "And now she's gone. I can't tell her how ... I can't tell her anything." By this time Nobuyuki was really struggling to find something to say. But Tenchi was already speaking again. "I ... I never wanted to repeat the mistake I made with Mom, but now I've gone and done it again! I've tried ... all these years I've tried to ... I mean, I hoped that maybe Mom could see that I ... I wanted nothing more than to follow her example." Tenchi stared at his hands, as if he expected to see something there. "I used to have this dream a lot..." he said, "I would see Mom scrubbing blood off the floor. I'd look down at my hands and find blood there. I'd look up again, but Mom would be gone. I'd go and scrub at the blood that she had tried to clean up, but the pool would just get bigger and bigger, no matter how hard I tried to..." Tenchi stared at his hands for another moment, before wringing them tightly. "I should have been here for Ayeka," he sobbed, "If it had been Mom, she would have been here. This is my fault, I know it is..." Nobuyuki was very near tears himself. This was the kind of moment when he missed his wife the most, not so much for himself, but for Tenchi. He put his arm around Tenchi. "Not everything's about you, Tenchi..." "And just what the hell does that mean?" Tenchi snapped, although he immediately seemed to regret his outburst. "I'm sorry, that didn't come out right," Nobuyuki said quickly, "What I meant to say, Tenchi, is that you can't blame yourself every time something bad happens to someone you care about. No matter how much we don't want bad things to happen, they do, and sometimes it's nobody's fault." _Thanks, Kiyone,_ Nobuyuki added silently. Tenchi sighed and leaned his head against Nobuyuki's shoulder. They remained silent for a time, the ticking of Tenchi's alarm clock the only sound in the room. "Sasami," Tenchi said suddenly, "I should go to her ... make sure she's all right." Nobuyuki nodded in understanding. "Thanks Dad," Tenchi said. "Anytime, okay?" he replied. He stood to leave, and patted Tenchi on the shoulder. Tenchi suddenly stood and hugged him tightly, then stepped out of his room. Nobuyuki followed him out into the hall, then headed for the stairs. Tenchi, meanwhile, stood before the door to Sasami's room. Sasami and Ayeka's room. He took a deep breath and tried to remember Ryoko's embrace, or his father's arm around him, anything but those dark shadows of the past that he felt swirling around him, and closing in... Tenchi knocked on Sasami's door. "Come in," he heard Mihoshi's voice say. Tenchi slid the door open and stepped inside. Sasami was on her futon, still sleeping. Ryo-Oh-Ki was in her toddler form, watching Mihoshi scribbling on paper. "Blue," Mihoshi murmured. "Bloo," said Ryo-Oh-Ki, handing Mihoshi a blue crayon. The blonde detective scribbled some more. "Mihoshi, how long have you been up?" Tenchi asked. "Hmm?" she said, glancing up. The circles under her eyes more or less answered Tenchi's question. Just then, the door slid open. "Mihoshi!" said Kiyone, "Nobuyuki told me you were still here ... I thought you said you were going to bed!" "Orange," Mihoshi said, pretending not to have heard. "Or-anj" said Ryo-Oh-Ki, handing her the orange crayon. "No oranges, ifs, ands, or buts!" said Kiyone. She strode across the room and took Mihoshi rather forcefully by the arm, making her stand, "You were up all night! Get some sleep before you make yourself sick!" "But Kiyone, I ... zzzzzzzz..." Mihoshi had fallen asleep standing up. Tenchi moved to help Kiyone, but the green-haired woman shook her head. "It's okay," she said, "I've done this before..." Kiyone carefully made her way out of the room while supporting her sleeping friend. Tenchi looked at Ryo-Oh-Ki. "How could you let Mihoshi do that?" he asked, more puzzled than angry. "No want to," said Ryo-Oh-Ki, presenting her little hands palms outward, "But Mi-ho-shi say no Mi-zu-ta-ni. Mi-zu-ta-ni like big sis-ter. Mi-ho-shi no big sis-ter ... Sa-sa-mi no big sis-ter." Tenchi sighed. Sometimes, the way Ryo-Oh-Ki spoke Japanese was only marginally more comprehensible than her cabbit-speak. What on Earth did "Mi-zu-ta-ni" mean? He glanced at the paper that Mihoshi had been scribbling on. It was an incomplete doodle of Sasami, being handed some sort of baton by Ryo-Oh-Ki (in cabbit form). "What the..." Tenchi began, when suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around his neck from behind. "Hi, Tenchi!" Sasami exclaimed, giggling. "Yaaaaah!" was Tenchi's response. The paper he was holding fluttered to the floor, and Sasami, seemingly full of boundless energy, let go of Tenchi and snatched up the paper to look at the drawing. Tenchi looked at Sasami's now unoccupied futon, and then looked back at the excited thirteen-year-old. How had she gone from being so tired to ... this? Sasami suddenly calmed down and looked serious when something seemed to occur to her. "Oh no..." she said softly, "Was Mihoshi up all night working on this?" "Working on what?" Tenchi asked. "She must have been trying to finish the story..." Sasami murmured, indicating a pile of papers that Tenchi had not noticed before. Tenchi looked at the paper on top of the pile, and saw that it also appeared to be a doodle of Sasami. "What story? Why did Mihoshi draw all these?" Taking a closer look at Sasami, he saw that her eyes seemed unusually bright, and her cheeks were slightly pink, almost as if she were feverish. "Sasami," he said, concerned, "Are you okay? Do you have a fever?" Sasami shook her head. "It's just ... Tsunami, that's all," she said. Seemingly unaware that her explanation made no sense to him, Sasami sat down on her futon, motioning for him to sit beside her. Tenchi did so, and Sasami said quietly, "Tenchi, I know you're upset about what happened to Ayeka, but I don't want you to worry about her. And you don't have to worry about me, either. Tsunami has been explaining to me, and I know that Ayeka's okay." She placed one of her hands over his and gave Tenchi a small smile. Tenchi couldn't believe it. He felt as if he was the thirteen-year-old, and she was twenty-one, rather than the other way around. Sasami's expression became serious again. "I still miss her," she said, "but I know that Tsunami believes that Ayeka can do what she requires of her. Ayeka's helping Tsunami, and ... I'm proud of her." Sasami reached into a wooden storage unit that resembled a log, and pulled out a book. "It'll help me to feel like Ayeka's still here if I look at this," she said, smiling. She handed the book to Tenchi. "You look, too," she said to him. Opening the book, Tenchi's eyes were greeted by a lifelike painting of Sasami wearing the most ridiculously short skirt he had ever seen. If it weren't for his serious mood, he probably would have laughed. "What is this?" he asked, as Sasami giggled and squeezed his hand. "What is what?" Ryoko's voice said as she phased through the door. Ryo-Oh-Ki changed back into her cabbit form, and scrambled onto Ryoko's shoulder with a joyous "Miya!". Smiling, Ryoko sat down beside Tenchi and squeezed his other hand. He wanted to say something to her, but she said, "Shhh. It's okay." Ryo-Oh-Ki stared intently at the picture, and Tenchi knew that Ryoko must be looking at the book through her cabbit's eyes. "This is Ayeka's signature," said Ryoko, pointing at something written in Juraiji at the corner of the page. Sasami nodded. "Ayeka learned how to paint back on Jurai. She used to write and illustrate lots of books for me during her spare time." Suddenly, Ryoko began to laugh, squeezing Tenchi's hand so hard that he winced. "Ow! What's so funny?" he asked. Suddenly, he began to smile, even though he didn't get the joke. Seeing Ryoko laughing despite her condition, well... it was wonderful. Tenchi wrapped his arms around Ryoko and hugged her tightly. She hugged him back, laughing the whole time. Sasami watched them, her bright pink eyes shining with delight. "Now, what's so funny?" Tenchi asked again. Ryoko pointed at Ayeka's painting. "D-don't you remember the description in that crazy story Mihoshi told us?" she said, still unable to stop laughing, "That ... that's Pretty Sammy!" Tenchi blinked. Good grief, she was right! "That's right!" said Sasami, her smile as bright as her eyes, "Ayeka wrote stories where I turned into a magical girl, Pretty Sammy!" "So that's where Mihoshi got that from," said Tenchi, chuckling. For the next few hours, Sasami showed a captivated audience the many books that Ayeka had made for her. Sasami read them aloud, since Tenchi was illiterate when it came to Juraiji. Tenchi recognized one of the passages as part of the bedtime story that he had overheard Ayeka reading out loud, on the night he had told Ryoko what he felt about her. He hadn't realized at the time that Ayeka had actually written the story she had been reading! The earlier Pretty Sammy tales, the ones that Ayeka had written on Jurai, were about a Juraian empress named Tsunami, whose unconventional way of doing things often shocked the Juraian nobles, but always managed to win the day. Instead of marrying, this Empress Tsunami had adopted a girl named Sammy, who enjoyed using her magical powers to foil those who plotted against her foster mother. The stories made a great many references to Juraian culture and politics, most of which went right over Tenchi's head, although a good deal of these allusions sent Sasami and even Ryoko into fits of giggling. However, Tenchi found himself spellbound by these tales anyway, because of the illustrations. He had never known that Ayeka was such an incredibly skilled artist. The detailed drawings and vivid colors often made Tenchi forget that he was looking at a book. His favorite painting was one of Empress Tsunami playing hide-and-seek with her adopted daughter in the throne room. It showed Tsunami crawling out from under the throne after her daughter had caught her. Dust bunnies clung to her silken robes and aqua blue hair. In the background stood several Juraian nobles, their mouths hanging open in shock at their ruler's behavior. But Empress Tsunami's shining pink eyes and wide smile, which seemed to perfectly mirror Princess Sammy's merry eyes and smile, showed that she really didn't care what the nobles thought. Tenchi marveled at how Ayeka had captured Sasami's likeness perfectly. Princess Sammy's facial expression was that same open-mouthed smile that Sasami often showed before bursting into laughter. The highlights in Princess Sammy's eyes seemed to contain a real spark of life, her hair looked like twin showers of water ... why, Ayeka had even remembered her sister's freckles! (Tenchi and Ryoko chuckled as Sasami grumbled about that last detail.) In the Pretty Sammy books that Ayeka had made on Earth, everyone else in the Masaki household had been added to the stories, including Ayeka herself. Washu was Princess Sammy's royal tutor, Ryo-Oh-Ki was Pretty Sammy's sidekick ... Tenchi wondered if this was where Mihoshi had gotten the idea to cast everyone into her story of the ultra-energy matter robbery. Tenchi also noticed how the Ayeka and Ryoko in the stories fought quite often in the earlier books that had been written on Earth, but seemed more and more like friends in the later ones. He smiled, but then frowned slightly when Sasami turned a page in the last book and revealed that the drawing had not been painted yet. There wasn't any text on this page, either. The sketch showed Sammy surrounded by monsters, with Ryo-Oh-Ki nowhere in sight. No Ryo-Oh-Ki meant no magical baton for Sammy to change into the magical girl. "Ayeka never got to finish this one," said Sasami, "so I never found out what happened to Sammy." "So that's what Mihoshi was doing," said Tenchi, looking at the blonde detective's smudgy crayon doodles, "She was trying to continue the story." Tenchi smiled at how sweet Mihoshi could be. "Ayeka did another painting," said Sasami, rummaging through another of the log-like storage units, "It's in here someplace..." As Sasami searched for it, a beautiful wooden flute fell out of the storage unit. A tiny velvet bag was attached to it. "Oh, that's Ayeka's flute," Sasami explained, noticing the admiring eyes of Tenchi and Ryo-Oh-Ki (still functioning as Ryoko's eyes), "Big brother Yosho gave it to her as a gift." Sasami stopped her search to face Tenchi and the others as she talked. "When he left Jurai," she continued, "Ayeka said that she would never play the flute again until she found him." "I never knew that Ayeka played the flute," said Tenchi. "Me neither," said Ryoko, and Ryo-Oh-Ki miya-ed in agreement. Sasami's shoulders slumped slightly, "That's because even when we found him, she never played it again." Silence followed, and Sasami suddenly became busy looking for the painting again. "Here it is!" she finally said, pulling a rolled up paper from the storage unit. She began to unroll it. "It's a picture of Ayeka at the royal court on Jurai. Our parents and Auntie Funaho aren't in it, though." Tenchi gazed at the painting, and wondered what felt ... wrong about it. It was as well-drawn and vividly painted as Ayeka's other works, but somehow it seemed to have less life in it than the Pretty Sammy illustrations. After a moment, he realized what was bothering him. Ayeka and the other people in the picture all looked rather stiff. That was why the picture seemed less alive. Tenchi took a closer look at the flower Ayeka was holding in the painting. It was reddish-purple, just like her eyes. Wait a minute ... it was just like those flowers that Ryoko had left at the spot where Ayeka's body had been found. "That flower..." said Tenchi, pointing at it, "What does it mean?" "That's a Royal Teardrop," Ryoko replied. "Hey, you're right!" said Sasami, looking puzzled, "Why did Ayeka draw that? It's a flower used for sad occasions." "What's used for happy occasions?" asked Tenchi. He hadn't really expected an answer, but Ryoko said "Startica Bells." "Yeah, like these," said Sasami. She handed one of the Pretty Sammy books to Tenchi. It was open to a picture of Pretty Sammy smiling and holding her fingers in a V-for-victory sign. She had two pink flowers in her hair, one at the base of each ponytail. Tenchi took another look at the painting of Jurai's royal court. Ayeka, standing stiffly with all those nobles, holding a Royal Teardrop. Then there was the picture of Pretty Sammy, a girl in a dress that no Juraian princess should be caught dead wearing (Heck, Ayeka's UNDERWEAR looked more respectable than that dress!), but smiling and wearing flowers that symbolized joy. "Oh, Ayeka..." Tenchi whispered sadly. The sun was beginning to set. Katsuhito wandered aimlessly through the forest, having just left Funaho's clearing. Someone had placed a small heap of Royal Teardrops at the spot where Ayeka had been found. He sighed as his thoughts inevitably drifted to something that had happened over 700 years ago, back on Jurai. Ayeka, a small girl back then, had made two wreaths out of berries and leaves. She had placed one upon her head, and given the other one to him, to pretend that they were already married and had become the new rulers of Jurai. His heart had sunk at that, for he had felt that he could not bring himself to tell anyone that he had no intention of staying on Jurai, let alone becoming emperor. Certainly he was not going to tell that to a little girl. In complete innocence, Ayeka had offered him a Royal Teardrop, the flower that Juraians used for sad occasions. It had reminded him of the unhappiness that he was sure would fill his life if he stayed on the planet... Katsuhito sighed again, picturing the heap of flowers that had been left near Funaho. The flowers were the same color as his eyes, as well as Ayeka's. He remembered how hurt and betrayed her eyes had looked when she had discovered that he had been hiding his true identity as Yosho. Shaking his head sadly, Katsuhito wondered at what he should have done differently. He had kept secrets from her up until the end... His thoughts wandered again, this time to his late wife, and his daughter, who had died when Tenchi had still been very young. Could it be... could it be that he had now outlived his sister, as well? Katsuhito had always been quite content to spend much of his time in solitude, but he suddenly felt very lonely. "Miya!" Ryo-Oh-Ki's voice called out. Katsuhito turned to see the little cabbit bounding towards him. She appeared to be coming from the direction of Funaho's clearing, which he had just left. Seeing that she had been noticed, Ryo-Oh-Ki used one of her ears to gesture back towards the holy tree's place. The cabbit turned around and began to bound back where she had come from, then paused and looked back at him. "Miya!" she called. Taking the hint, the priest began to follow the cabbit back to Funaho. Once they had reached the clearing, his eyes came to rest on the heap of Royal Teardrops ... but what was this? The flowers were no longer reddish-purple, they were pink, like ... like Startica Bells, the Juraian flowers used for joyous occasions! How could such a thing be? His answer came a moment later, when, upon walking closer to the flowers, he saw that the pink petals were folding and unfolding, without the aid of any breeze. Butterflies. The Royal Teardrops were all covered with pink butterflies. On some tacit agreement between the delicate creatures, they all took to the air at once, swirling around and around in the air in an intricate dance. "Yes, I see..." a voice said behind Katsuhito. He turned around and looked at Sasami, who appeared to be studying the butterflies' movements very carefully. Her eyes took in the sight of them, and she had an intense look on her face as if she were straining to hear something. A few minutes later, the triangles on her forehead began to glow with a silvery light. Once this light appeared, the butterflies flew directly towards Sasami, surrounding her in their continuing dance. The butterflies then flew out of the clearing and out of sight, and Sasami's expression became serious again. "Tsunami just told me," she said softly, "I know what to do with that tree branch now..." The pain was real. She could not scream, and she could not shed any tears, for she had no physical body at the moment. Even still, she could actually feel the darkness clawing at her. She tried to remain focused, tried to concentrate on the dim golden light ahead of her ... but the pain was becoming unbearable. _Tsunami,_ she told herself, _Remember Tsunami._ She forced herself to ignore the pain and remember Tsunami's gentle, sad face asking for her help. She thought of the moment when Tsunami embraced her and said that she believed in her. She would not let the goddess down. She would not let Sasami down. She would not let her family down. Tsunami had placed herself at great risk by using a considerable amount of power to clear the way for her. She knew that the task had been more difficult than the goddess had anticipated ... and despite Tsunami's efforts, most of the dark power had returned by the time her journey began. The light that marked her destination seemed no closer than before. She felt as if she had been trying to reach it for an eternity. Even though it did not seem possible, the pain intensified. Her inner voice screamed, _I will NOT give in!_ Something in her spirit was ignited, and just as the pain crested, it abruptly vanished. Suddenly, instead of being surrounded by darkness, she found herself in a great expanse of white light, much like the place she was in before the journey began. She saw an image of Sasami floating there. "I'm proud of you," the image of Sasami said, "I will always be proud of you." "I believe in you," said an image of Tsunami, "I will always believe in you." The image of Tsunami became slightly altered, until she looked like Misaki. "I love you," the image said, "I will always love you..." She could almost feel Misaki kissing her palms, and could imagine her mother's voice saying, "Now you're holding some of Mommy's love, so you don't have to be scared of anything." But how could she feel her palms, unless ... ? Her eyes flew open, and she coughed as she tried to become accustomed to breathing again. Her head and chest hurt, but she forced herself to sit up and look at her new surroundings. She took a deep breath and stood, swaying slightly as she tried to get reacquainted with her body. Taking several more deep breaths, she concentrated until a silvery aura formed around her. With the silver light's arrival came the departure of the pain and discomfort. "Tokimi," she whispered, "I am coming for you..." Ryoko sat on the most comfortable chair in Washu's lab, waiting patiently. Tenchi sat across from her, holding her hand. "Okay, you two," said Washu, walking towards them, "Sasami explained all of Tsunami's instructions about this branch." She held up the gray tree branch that had been found with Ayeka's body. "Sasami gave me the procedure ... apparently, it can be used to restore Ryoko's eyesight." "Ayeka ... Ayeka did this for me?" Ryoko asked softly. "According to Sasami," said Washu, "Ayeka did this for everyone." The lab became silent except for the hum of Washu's machinery. There was no one else in the lab besides the three of them, unless one counted the creatures that swam in the tanks or nested in the trees. Even though Kiyone was usually Washu's lab assistant, Washu had insisted that the detective stay in the room that she shared with Mihoshi, to make sure that the blonde got the sleep she needed. Sasami, meanwhile, had decided to watch the sunset with Mayuka and Ryo-Oh-Ki. "First of all," said Washu, "We have to remove Ryoko's bandage and clean up whatever mess is under there ... Tenchi, why don't you do that while I prepare everything else?" "Sure," said Tenchi, as the redheaded scientist wandered to another part of the lab. Tenchi carefully removed the bandage wrapped around Ryoko's eyes, and saw that her eyelids were covered in some sort of crusty substance. Ryoko's face twitched. "I can't move my eyelids," she giggled. "I'll clean that up," Tenchi murmured. He picked up a wet washcloth that Washu had left for him, and began to gently dab at Ryoko's face. Cleaning the crust off proved to be difficult, since it refused to come off easily, and yet Tenchi did not want to rub too hard and hurt Ryoko. Once Tenchi had finished, he realized that there was water trickling down Ryoko's face and dribbling past her chin and sliding down her neck, or dripping onto her clothes. Ryoko had remained silent the whole time, so that he hadn't even noticed, since he had been so occupied with his cleaning task. He quickly grabbed a small towel and began to wipe the water away, but Ryoko gently grabbed his arm and stopped him. "Leave it for a moment," she said, "It feels like ... it feels I'm like crying..." "Ryoko?" "When my body rejected the prosthetic eyes Mom made for me," Ryoko explained, "It seems that I lost the ability to cry after that. So I just want to be able to feel tears again. Isn't that funny? I never liked to be seen crying before, but now..." She shook her head and laughed softly. She experimentally opened her eyelids, revealing the empty eye sockets they had been covering. Tenchi froze and stared at Ryoko's face. "Tenchi," Ryoko said, "You don't have to look if you don't want to." He was about to say that it didn't bother him, when Ryoko suddenly added, "I could hear you hold your breath." "Ryoko..." Tenchi began, but Ryoko gently placed a finger on his lips. "Don't worry about me, and don't you dare blame yourself," she said softly, "Even if this procedure doesn't work, I can get by. There's more than one way I can see you." Ryoko cupped his face in both of her hands, her thumbs resting on his cheekbones. She slowly moved her hands down his face, until the heels of her hands met at his chin. Removing one of her hands, she ran her fingers through Tenchi's hair, then stroked the back of his neck. She wrapped his little ponytail around her one of her fingers, then released it. But she didn't release Tenchi. She placed both her arms around him, pulling him closer to her. Ryoko kissed him lightly on the forehead, then gave him a longer kiss on the lips. At first, Tenchi had felt that he didn't deserve this attention from Ryoko. He had felt his shadows tightening around him ... but then, they had begun to disappear under Ryoko's gentle touch. She was not only seeing him without sight, but saying "I love you" without words, and healing him without anything more than her devotion. It was a devotion that said, "I have good reason to love you. Do not ever doubt that". When their lips finally parted, Tenchi suddenly closed his eyes and took Ryoko's face in his hands. "My turn?" he whispered shyly. He felt Ryoko's head move in a small nod. With one hand, Tenchi caressed the side of Ryoko's face. His other hand explored her hair, which was surprisingly soft for its spiky appearance. He then somewhat clumsily began to feel at the rest of Ryoko's face, gently stroking her soft eyelids. He grimaced slightly at his clumsiness, but then somehow he just knew that Ryoko forgave him, and more than that, she didn't care if his fingers could not have a touch as delicate as hers, she loved it anyway. In fact, she somehow loved it BECAUSE it was like that. Tenchi's hand suddenly felt wet, and he remembered the water there. Tenchi carefully wiped it away with his hands, then pulled Ryoko closer to him for a kiss, this one lasting much longer than the one before. Washu watched them silently. She hadn't intended to spy on them, but she had accidentally gotten a splinter from the tree branch stuck in her palm, and had sat down to try to pull it out. She had finally managed to free the troublesome sliver of wood, and had glanced up in time to see them kissing. Washu had been extremely annoyed at the splinter (after all, she had already cut her finger on a razor a few days before), but any annoyance had vanished once she saw the couple. "And I thought I was the one noted for peeping in this family," a voice whispered from behind Washu. The little scientist turned and looked at Nobuyuki. "What are you doing here?" she whispered. "Just came to check on how things were going," he whispered back. He gestured towards Tenchi and Ryoko, who were now holding hands and speaking softly to each other. "I think they'll be fine if we leave them alone for a bit, don't you?" Washu nodded and set the branch down on a table. The two of them quietly walked off towards another part of the lab. Settling down in front of the tree Ryu-Oh, which was nearly fully-grown now, Washu and Nobuyuki sat in silence for a few moments. Washu's thoughts wandered to every kind of tree she had ever known (and that was a great many), and she frowned when she decided that none of them could have produced the branch that Ayeka had left behind. Where could the princess have gotten it? Certainly it was not from a tree that grew anywhere in Japan. Washu's thoughts were interrupted when Nobuyuki suddenly said softly, "Thank goodness for young love, eh?" "Ryoko's older than you are, young man," Washu replied, winking to show that she understood what Nobuyuki meant. She had felt it, too. Seeing Ryoko with Tenchi like that reminded her of all the happy times she had enjoyed with her husband. Although she was still saddened that she had lost him forever, the knowledge that her daughter had been able to find love ... well, it filled her with a kind of optimism that she had not felt for over 20,000 years. Washu took a small sphere out of her hair, one that she had not shown to anyone, not even her daughter. She handed it to Nobuyuki. "Shake it," she said. Nobuyuki did so, and the tiny sphere projected an image of Washu in her adult form, smiling and standing beside a man with curly blonde hair. In the man's arms was a small baby with the same curly blonde hair as the man, as well as eyes that were the same piercing green color as Washu's. "Nobuo Mizutani, my husband," Washu said softly, "and Seikou, our son." Nobuyuki nodded and reached into his pocket. He wordlessly handed her a slightly worn photograph. Washu gazed at the picture of a somewhat younger Nobuyuki, holding hands with a woman dressed in a lavender kimono. The two of them were standing in front of the cave, looking into each other's eyes and smiling. Strapped to the woman's back was an infant Tenchi, who seemed to be staring at an empty spot in front of the cave with great interest. "Achika," Nobuyuki murmured softly. Washu nodded. After a moment's silence, the redheaded scientist wracked her brain for something to say. "So ... who took the picture?" she finally asked. _Oh, great thing to say,_ she thought to herself, _You REALLY need to work on your people skills, dearie._ She frowned and scratched her hand, which was beginning to itch. "Michiko," Nobuyuki said in response to Washu's question, "a friend of mine." He sighed and fixed his eyes on the photograph that Washu still held in her hand. "She was the one who convinced me to propose to Achika," he continued, "I was ... afraid, but Michiko could tell that I loved her, and she told me not to wait forever ... because I didn't have forever." "Whatever happened to Michiko?" Washu asked without thinking. _Now what kind of thing to say was that? That does it honey, you're getting out of the lab more often!_ She scratched at her hand again. Nobuyuki didn't reply, and that was all the response that Washu needed. "I'm sorry," said Washu, "I shouldn't have asked." Nobuyuki shook his head to show that he hadn't been offended. "It was only afterwards when I found out..." he whispered, "that she had been in love with me. She told me to propose to Achika, even though..." Remaining silent this time, Washu put her small hand on Nobuyuki's shoulder. "She was ... I guess she was my Ayeka," Nobuyuki finished softly. Something made Washu and Nobuyuki look up at the same time. They saw Tenchi and Ryoko heading towards them, holding onto each other. Tenchi kept trying to lead Ryoko, while Ryoko kept trying to lead him to show that she could manage. This resulted in neither of them noticing a power cable on the floor, and they both tripped over it and ended up a heap on the floor. Ryoko teasingly gave Tenchi a light smack on the back of his head, and Tenchi laughed. "I guess they're ready for us to try the procedure," Washu said, trying to hold back laughter, "But first..." The little scientist made her transparent black computer materialize, and typed in a command. A floating tray appeared before her, with two small cups of sake resting on it. Washu handed one of the cups to Nobuyuki, then took the other one and raised it in a toast. "To young love," she said, smiling. "And to those who make sacrifices to let others enjoy that young love," said Nobuyuki. "To Michiko," Washu added. "And to Ayeka," Nobuyuki finished. The cups clinked together, and the proud parents watched their children pick themselves up off the floor and walk towards them, holding hands. A pink butterfly emerged from somewhere in Ryu-Oh's leaves, and landed on Nobuyuki's photograph, which had been left on the floor. The tiny creature's antennae brushed the spot in front of the cave that the infant Tenchi was staring at. Neither Washu nor Nobuyuki noticed this, but something made them both laugh softly at the same time. Much to Tenchi's relief, the procedure had turned out to be fairly simple: dripping some sap from the branch onto Ryoko's gem, and making Ryoko swallow a drop of the sap at the same time. After that, she had fallen into a deep sleep, and Tenchi had sat by the bed that Washu had set up for her. Ryoko sat up about an hour later. "How are you feeling?" Tenchi asked immediately. The cyan-haired woman blinked, and Tenchi caught a glimpse of her new eyes. "Ryoko!" he exclaimed, "I think it worked! Can you see anything?" Ryoko stopped blinking and turned to stare in Tenchi's direction. He was able to see that Ryoko's new eyes, while feline like her old ones, were not golden. They were silver. "I ... I can't see a thing..." she said, and Tenchi's heart sank. She suddenly stretched her hand out towards Tenchi, keeping it just a few inches from his shoulder. "But..." she said, a strange smile on her face, "I can tell that you got your shoulder bruised a few days ago!" Tenchi blinked in surprise. "That's right!" he said, "When I was practicing with Grandpa..." Ryoko moved her hand farther down, still not actually touching his body. "And..." she said, grinning, "I can tell that you didn't leave my bedside this whole time, even though you desperately needed to go to the..." "Ryoko!" Tenchi squeaked, "How...?!" Ryoko laughed and held her hand in front of his face. "My, my," she said between giggles, "You're blushing, aren't you?" "Fascinating!" said Washu, who was standing a few feet away, "This is going to require some testing..." She broke off and absently scratched her hand. Ryoko was still laughing at Tenchi's embarrassment. "Why don't you go relieve yourself?" she said, "I'm going to rest some more ... don't worry, I'll still be here!" She fell back on the bed and fell asleep instantly. Washu chuckled as Tenchi ran for the bathroom before his bladder exploded. Ryoko awoke several hours later. Tenchi was asleep by her bedside. She could actually sense his heartbeat without touching him. _This is going to take some getting used to!_ Ryoko thought to herself. Suddenly feeling the urge to check on Mayuka, she teleported out of the lab, into the baby's room. Ryoko's timing was perfect: the infant had begun to cry just as she entered the room. "Oh ... it's okay, Noodles, I'm here." she said, taking the baby out of her crib. Moving over to a chair by the crib, Ryoko sat down and gently rocked Mayuka in her arms. She began to sing her favorite song, the one about stars and happy dreams, when she felt herself being hit by a feeling of immense sadness. _Why, Ayeka?_ she thought to herself, _You didn't have to do this for me..._ She stopped singing and sighed, even as Mayuka continued to cry. Taking a deep breath, she tried to resume singing, but her voice kept shaking. Hot tears trickled down her cheeks, but the realization that she could cry again did little to improve her singing. "Oh come now, Miss Ryoko, I know you can do better than that!" a familiar voice said. Ryoko jerked her head up and saw a smirking Ayeka standing in front of her, dressed in a white robe. She could SEE her! Ryoko glanced down and saw that she could see herself, as well as Mayuka, but nothing else, not even the chair she was sitting on. "Ayeka?" said Ryoko. Ayeka put her hands on her hips. "Are you going to let the baby just cry like that, Miss Ryoko? Really, you can be so irresponsible!" she said in mock-anger. The purple-haired woman then winked at her. Ryoko was completely flabbergasted. Ayeka looked at her expectantly, and began to tap her foot. Finally, Ryoko tried to resume singing to Mayuka, but her voice was still weak and shaky. Ayeka rolled her eyes, but there was a mischievous smile on her face. "Oh dear," she said, "It seems that, once again, it is up to me to do the job properly." Ayeka began to sing. Her singing voice never had been as rich or as strong as Ryoko's, but nevertheless it successfully managed to weave the images of stars and happy dreams. Ryoko simply stared at her. Mayuka stopped crying and blinked her little eyes. Ayeka kept singing. Stars. Ryoko could see a night sky in her mind's eye. She remembered one night, about a year ago, when she had been sitting on the rooftop, and Tenchi had come to apologize to her ... she saw, earlier that same night, when she had been hiding by Funaho, and Ayeka had come to share her feelings with her... It had been a small sign of the friendship they had, the friendship that they had scarcely ever admitted to. In fact, when Ayeka had confessed her fears, Ryoko had offered reassurance, but disguised it as sarcasm. And there it was. Ayeka's small, soft voice singing ... it was like their friendship had been. Weak at first ... small, subtle ... a trembling, delicate thing... Ayeka's voice reached a crescendo, and Ryoko longed to hear her voice go higher, but she knew that the princess did not have that kind of vocal range. It was the same longing that she felt, now more than ever, about their friendship. Ayeka had made a great sacrifice for her ... but she couldn't do anything in return. How she wished she had told her what that friendship had meant to her, before it had been too late! Ryoko began to sing, her voice rich and unwavering. This was how she saw that friendship now: stronger, more important to her than ever before. Her voice reached a crescendo and joined with Ayeka's. Yes, that was how she wanted their relationship to be! It had grown, and it should keep growing! Her powerful voice sang about stars and happy dreams, but her mind was picturing something else ... her strong arms, grabbing Ayeka and taking her out of danger during the fight with Kagato... Ayeka attempted another crescendo, and her gentle voice trembled slightly, but did not stop. Ryoko remembered the princess' small form supporting her, holding her gently but firmly as Tenchi fought with Yuzuha... Their voices joined in perfect harmony, and the song seemed so alive and powerful that Ryoko felt that she could reach out and touch the melody. Ryoko's voice had never been so strong before, but then, never before had she had Ayeka's voice supporting hers, working some sort of wondrous magic that they could only accomplish together. Happy dreams. Mayuka sighed and fell asleep, the song seemingly becoming a blanket of warmth and security for her. Ryoko reached out with her hand, as if to touch that blanket, and Ayeka's hand suddenly grasped Ryoko's, squeezing it gently as they both stopped singing. Tears streamed out of Ryoko's eyes again. "Why?" she sobbed, "Damn it, Ayeka! Why?" Ryoko suddenly realized that Ayeka was crying, too. Wordlessly, the Juraian woman took Ryoko's hand and placed one of the fingers on the flow of tears that came forth from one of her reddish-purple eyes. _Listen to me,_ Ryoko heard Ayeka's voice say in her mind, _Listen to me now, beyond the realm of voices, for water plays it own songs, for those who know how to listen. You do not have to say a word, and yet I know of your grief, because of your tears. This pure, simple language, I will share with you. I will teach it to you, as She who sang water's first song taught it to me..._ Ayeka's tears began to slide down Ryoko's finger, but the cyan-haired woman made no move to wipe them away. _It is a complex melody that water has,_ Ayeka's unspoken voice continued, _After all, one can shed tears of joy as well as sadness. Such is the nature of water. It is just as capable of taking away life as it is of sustaining it. Miss Ryoko, my friend, you know much about the power of water already. The mighty tidal wave that smashes stone into sand ... that was you once. That is the you that I know you are still capable of being, if anyone threatens those that you love. But, dearest Miss Ryoko, also know that there are other ways to win a battle. Remember, always, the gentle drop of water that can still create many ripples in a pool. Your love for Lord Tenchi and Mayuka and the others has taught you something of this other side of water. This gift that you were recently given..._ (Here Ayeka gestured towards Ryoko's new eyes to show what she meant) ...this gift is to help you discover that other side, that gentle, nurturing side which Kagato tried to deny existed in you. Learn how to use it, Miss Ryoko. Learn how to use both sides of your nature, and you will be better able to protect that which is most precious to you. Learn the many songs of water, my friend, and you will be more human than Kagato ever thought you could be. Such is the nature of water..._ And so, without using her ears, Ryoko listened. Ryoko could feel someone gently shaking her. "Ayeka?" she murmured sleepily. "Ryoko, it's me," said Tenchi's voice from somewhere in the darkness. "Mayuka..." Ryoko said, realizing that she was no longer holding the baby. "It's okay, I put her back in her crib," said Tenchi, "When I woke up and you weren't in the lab, I came upstairs and ... I heard your singing. Ryoko, I don't think I've ever heard you sing that song so beautifully before! I didn't want to disturb you until you were done, but when I came in, I found that you had fallen asleep..." "Where's Ayeka?" said Ryoko. "What? Ryoko, are you okay?" said Tenchi, his voice full of concern. Finally shaking the last bit of grogginess away, Ryoko stood. "Can I try something?" she asked suddenly. "Um ... okay..." said Tenchi. "What is it?" Ryoko stretched her hand out and held it a few inches from Tenchi's shoulder, the one that had been bruised. She imagined the injury as a block of ice, and then pictured a warm current flowing from her hand, melting the ice into water. Water... Ryoko could sense Tenchi poking at his shoulder. "It's ... better..." he said, astounded, "Ryoko, what did you do?" "Ayeka..." Ryoko said, smiling, "she's alive." Tenchi sputtered something completely incomprehensible, and Ryoko laughed. She gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, then sank back into her chair and fell asleep again. Sasami slipped silently out of the house. Everyone was asleep, and she didn't want anyone to awaken and see her go outside. Just in case someone happened to look out a window and spot her, she kept her back straight and walked with a spring in her step. _That's it ... strong ... cheerful..._ Once she had reached Funaho, she dropped the entire pretense that she had been maintaining all day, and her shoulders slumped and her feet began to drag. Sighing, she watched the fireflies flit about for awhile, but they failed to lighten her mood like they usually did. "Tsunami!" she called out, "Tsunami, you can come out now!" There was a shimmering in the air, and the glowing white figure of Tsunami materialized. The goddess still appeared a bit weak from helping Ayeka to reach the ... other side, and she seemed somewhat nervous, as if afraid of facing Sasami. "I don't know why you didn't tell me what you were planning with Ayeka," Sasami said, her voice low and unusually harsh, "I don't know why you didn't tell me right away!" Tsunami actually took a step backward. "You said you loved me, Tsunami!" Sasami almost screamed, "Is this how you show that? By keeping secrets from me? By making everyone think that Ayeka is dead? What else are you planning to do, huh? What next? You told me that this was Ayeka's choice ... I want to believe you, but how can I?" Sasami couldn't recognize herself as she said this, it was so unlike her ... and yet she could not stop. All the doubts she had about Tsunami's motives over the past 700 or so years, all the fears about what would happen once the goddess merged with her ... these had mostly been kept bottled up inside, and now they were pouring out with a fire that frightened her, and yet she could not stop. Tsunami took it all, remaining silent, not saying a single word to defend herself. It was only when Sasami subsided that the goddess said softly, "I'm so sorry, Sasami!" Tsunami sank to her knees and stared at the ground. Sasami had never seen her looking so sad and ... lost. "I ... I didn't tell you because I didn't want to frighten you," Tsunami continued, "Our ... your family was so much like what I wished mine had been. I loved my older sisters so much, but I ... I knew that things were falling apart, that they would never be the same again! W-when ... when one of my sisters left, it was one of the most painful and frightening things that ever happened to me. I was so ... afraid ... and I didn't want you to worry about something like that!" It took a few moments before Tsunami could finish. "I thought that I would protect you for as long as possible ... but what I did was wrong. I'm sorry, Sasami..." "I ... I understand now," said Sasami, her voice scarcely above a whisper. She ran to the goddess and threw her arms around her. Tsunami looked at Sasami questioningly. "You created me when the real Sasami died," said Sasami, "because you didn't want Ayeka to be without a sister. You DO care about Ayeka. I shouldn't have doubted you..." Tsunami looked stricken for a moment, then began to sob uncontrollably, her tears splashing into Sasami's hair as she hugged the young princess close to her. Bewildered, Sasami did the only thing she could: she hugged Tsunami back and cried with her. Pressed so close to the goddess, Sasami could feel herself surrounded by Tsunami's familiar scent, which was very much like a mixture of Royal Teardrops and Startica Bells. Tsunami's tears began to trickle down Sasami's face and mingle with her own tears. _When we assimilate,_ Sasami thought to herself, _We really will cry the same tears..._ It was a thought that brought both fear and comfort at the same time. Such was the nature of water. "Nothing like a good cry," Tsunami murmured after a while. "Good cry?" said Sasami, a mischievous grin spreading across her features, "That was nothing like a good cry! Remember when Mihoshi helped me to peel onions for dinner, at the exact same time that she was trying to watch a soap opera on TV? Now THAT combo makes for a good cry!" Tsunami gave a weak smile in response. Sasami pulled away from the goddess and pouted cutely. "Tsunami, if you don't smile better than that, I'll be very mad at you!" This time Tsunami could not help but laugh. "Yeah!" exclaimed Sasami, throwing her arms around Tsunami again, "Friends, right?" "Yeah," said Tsunami, ruffling Sasami's hair. "No more secrets?" Sasami said seriously, "You'll answer my next question?" The goddess nodded. "What do you want to know?" "Well, Ayeka and Ryoko are being tested ... but what about Tenchi?" Tsunami sighed. "Ayeka and Ryoko have been facing their demons in order to grow ... in strength as well as in spirit. Tenchi is ... different. Until he learns to overcome the guilt and self-loathing that has lingered within him over the years, there is little I can do for him. When he understands that he really is worthy of Ryoko's love ... of all of our love, then he will be ready. Until then..." she shook her head sadly. The goddess and the princess sat in uncomfortable silence for a while, until Sasami said softly, "I got the branch, like you told me to. Let's get started, okay?" Standing, Sasami reached into her robe and pulled out the gray branch that Ayeka had obtained. "It wasn't hard ... I just told Washu that I wanted something to remember Ayeka." Next, Sasami pulled Tenchiken out of her robe. "This was a bit harder ... but luckily, Tenchi is a sound sleeper." Tsunami began to instruct Sasami, and the young princess bit the tip of her tongue in concentration as she set the branch on the ground and gripped Tenchiken. She focused on the mental pathways that Tsunami guided her down ... until a tiny blade, like that of a pocketknife, sprang from the Juraian key. Kneeling in front of the branch, Sasami looked in fascination as thin beams of light shot out of the tree Funaho, tracing patterns on the branch for her to cut along. Moving very slowly and carefully, Sasami carved the tree branch, until she had created a sword hilt much like Tenchiken, but with different designs decorating it. Extinguishing Tenchiken's blade, Sasami smeared some of the branch's sap along the designs, then sat back and waited. Tsunami knelt in front of Sasami, so that the newly carved sword hilt was between them. The two circular markings on the goddess' forehead began to glow with a golden light, and the emblem on Sasami's forehead began to give off a strange silver light in response. Sasami held her hand over the gray piece of wood, and kept it there until the wood had become silver, and the light from her forehead became the same golden as Tsunami's. The golden light from both foreheads finally went out, and Sasami excitedly tried to touch the sword, but let out a shriek at the burning sensation she felt. "Oh, no! You can't hold it!" Tsunami said quickly, rubbing Sasami's hand until the pain was gone, "Go get Mayuka." Sasami nodded, then stood and left the clearing. Eventually, she returned with the infant in her arms. Mayuka cooed and looked at Tsunami curiously. "Use Mayuka's hands to hold the sword," said Tsunami. Kneeling, Sasami carefully placed her hands over Mayuka's and picked up the sword, making sure that only Mayuka's skin contacted the hilt, and not her own. "Now, concentrate..." said Tsunami. Sasami gritted her teeth until she had managed to will a blade into existence. Not a small, knifelike blade, like she had with Tenchiken, but the blade of a full-length sword. It was a deep reddish-purple color, much like a Royal Teardrop ... or Ayeka's eyes. The sword's silvery hilt glinted, looking like a moonbeam in Mayuka's hands. It was beautiful. Sasami did not like weapons very much, but she had to admit that it was beautiful. "Is it another Tenchiken?" she asked. Tsunami gazed at the sword, it's reddish-purple light reflecting gently off her glowing form. "This is the key that will determine much in the future," she said softly, "This is Ayekaken." "Ayekaken," Sasami whispered reverently. "Have you seen Ryoko?" Tenchi asked Sasami in the kitchen the next morning. Sasami glanced up from the porridge she had been stirring. "No, I haven't," she said, "Is something wrong, Tenchi?" "Well, she said something last night that I was hoping she would explain to me now..." Tenchi broke off when Ryoko suddenly teleported into the room. "Good morning," Ryoko said quickly, "Could you two please get everyone else and meet me in Mom's lab?" "Huh?" said Tenchi. "Great, thanks!" said Ryoko, her sightless silver eyes gleaming with an almost mischievous shine. She teleported out of the kitchen before Tenchi or Sasami could say a word. "I'll go get everyone," said Tenchi, shrugging his shoulders as he left the room. "Not a week goes by when I don't have to re-heat breakfast at least once," Sasami said, pouting cutely. From the air came the sound of Tsunami's soft laughter. Sasami winked at her invisible friend and giggled. Sasami eventually went into the lab and found that everyone was there, even Azaka and Kamidake. "What's this all about?" she overheard Nobuyuki saying. The others began to ask similar questions. Ryoko and Washu stood there wordlessly, waiting until everyone quieted down. "Okay everyone, I have some news," said Ryoko, "I can't really explain this, but Ayeka is alive, and she's been talking to me. Psychically." The cyan-haired woman waited for everyone to start shouting out a bunch of questions, which they did. She once again remained silent until everyone quieted down. "She had some stuff that she wanted to tell all of you, so she told it to me and had me transfer it to Ryo-Oh-Ki's memory." Ryoko and Washu stepped aside to reveal Ryo-Oh-Ki sitting in a chair with numerous devices attached to it. Sasami recognized it as the machine that Washu used to check Ryo-Oh-Ki's memory when the Masu had escaped. "With this," said Washu, "we'll get a replay of the message that Ayeka gave to Ryoko. Ready, Ryo-Oh-Ki?" The little cabbit miya-ed an affirmative. Washu activated the machine, and an image of a super-deformed Ayeka appeared on a large screen on the wall. "Um," said Washu, "Well, I didn't say that it would be a LIFELIKE replay." Much forehead-slapping, facefaulting, and sweatdropping ensued. Once everyone had recovered, Washu said, "Play!" and the little super-deformed Ayeka began to speak. "Hello to you all," she said, "I must begin by apologizing for causing all of you to worry about me. Let me assure you that I am fine, and that what I am about to do, I am doing by choice." Here Ayeka paused and took a deep breath. "I ... won't be coming back for a while," she finally said, "Tsunami has given me a purpose that I have longed to have for a long time ... only for many years I had never admitted to myself that I had wanted such a thing. I feel that I am only beginning to understand myself, even as I am about to become ... a slightly different me. I am about to start off on a dangerous journey, but please do not worry about me, for I am starting a new life, and nothing worth having is easy to obtain." Sasami, who had already known about some of this, could feel tears forming in her eyes, and yet there was a proud smile on her face at the same time. "I would like to say something to each of you," Ayeka continued, "Yosho ... you were right about Jurai's royal life. I knew it all along, although I denied it for quite some time. I hope that my new life will be as fulfilling as yours has been. Mr. Masaki, I thank you for your hospitality, and for raising Lord Tenchi so well." Nobuyuki smiled weakly, and Kiyone patted him on the shoulder. "Ms... Little Washu, I thank you for helping to save my Ryu-Oh, and I ask that you please take care of my ship-tree for a little longer. I hope that you and your daughter enjoy many happy times together. Azaka, Kamidake, I thank you for your many years of loyal service, and I ask you to be Mayuka's protectors from now on." "Yes, ma'am!" the two guardians said, even though the Ayeka they were replying to was only a recording. "Kiyone, I am glad to have known you," Ayeka went on, "The conversations I had with you in the garden will always be among my most treasured memories. Now, please listen carefully ... one day, you will remember certain words, and you must make sure that you pass them on to Mihoshi." Kiyone's eyes watered, and then she frowned in confusion at Ayeka's final words to her. From the looks on everyone else's faces, it was apparent that no one knew what the princess was talking about. "Mihoshi," said Ayeka, "Your cheerfulness and selflessness will always be an important part of the Masaki home. I know for a fact that Detective Yuri Mizutani would be proud of you." At the name "Mizutani", Washu let out a small gasp, and exchanged looks with Nobuyuki, who also appeared surprised. Mihoshi simply smiled and wiped tears from her eyes. "Ryo-Oh-Ki, I will always be grateful to you for the flower you gave me on the day of your hatching. You helped to make me feel like a welcome part of this family." Ayeka smiled, "Mayuka ... wave bye-bye!" Here Ayeka wiggled her fingers in farewell. Mayuka cooed and wiggled her fingers in response, eliciting soft laughter from everyone else. "Sasami," said Ayeka, "I love you very much. I know that this must be difficult for you ... thank you for understanding. Tsunami tells me that you said that you were proud of me. Thank you, dear sister. That means a great deal to me." Sasami smiled, even as the tears that had formed in her eyes began to slide down her cheeks. "Lord Tenchi ... thank you." Ayeka said softly, "Thank you for your kindness, for your friendship, for ... many things. It ... it is to you that I shall have the most difficulty saying goodbye. I ... I loved you, and I still do ... but please do not have any regrets, Lord Tenchi. You have changed my life, and started me in a new direction. Take good care of Miss Ryoko and little Mayuka. Lord Tenchi ... many years ago, my brother gave me a flute as a gift. There is something in the bag attached to the flute. L-lord Tenchi, I want you to have it. When you ... when you feel that the time is right, I ... I ... I want you to give it to Miss Ryoko. Be happy, Lord Tenchi..." Everyone was very silent as Ayeka nearly lost her composure, but her royal training finally snapped into place. She quickly wiped her eyes and looked up. "The rest of this message is for my parents and Aunt Funaho. I ask for someone to please bring Ryo-Oh-Ki to Jurai so that they may hear it. Goodbye, my friends ... my family. Good luck in all that you do." "Stop," Washu said softly, and the image disappeared from the screen. There was an awkward silence as everyone just stood there, wiping at his or her eyes, or holding someone nearby. Finally, Sasami said quietly, "Tenchi, the flute is on Ayeka's futon. Go ahead." Tenchi stood there uncertainly for a moment, until Ryoko said, "It's okay, Tenchi." He turned and walked away slowly. Eventually, everyone began to leave the lab, lost in his or her own thoughts, except for Washu, who sat down and took a small sphere out of her hair. She shook it and looked at the old family portrait that it projected. Tenchi ran his hand along the wooden flute, admiring the intricate designs that some skilled artist had carved into it. The little purple bag that hung from the flute swayed as Tenchi did this. Slowly, he undid the gold ribbon that held the velvet bag closed, and shook its contents into his outstretched palm. Into his hand fell a ring, seemingly made out of thin gold and silver vines braided together. A platinum Startica Bell adorned the ring, and in the center of the flower was a diamond that sparkled like a dewdrop. "Oh dear God, no..." Tenchi whispered when he realized what Ayeka was giving him. "It's the engagement ring I gave Ayeka, 700 years ago," Katsuhito's voice said from the doorway, confirming Tenchi's suspicions. "I ... I c-can't accept this...' Tenchi stammered, overwhelmed. "Ayeka wishes for you to have it..." Katsuhito said softly, "I want you to have it as well." Tenchi stared at the ring in his hand, his mouth still hanging open. Once again, he remembered when Ayeka had given Tenchiken back to him, asking him to protect her. Once again, he saw the trusting look in her eyes, the confidence she had that he would do the right thing. "I ... I think I'll go to my room for a bit," Tenchi said quickly as he walked past his grandfather and out into the hall. It was only when Tenchi was gone that Katsuhito whispered, "Perhaps one day you will honor what that ring symbolizes ... better than I did." It was evening. Kiyone was sitting at Nobuyuki's computer, looking at the new Winamp skins on her favorite website, when Mihoshi entered the room and exclaimed, "Come on, Kiyone! Sasami's going to play a song for us!" Kiyone smiled and soon followed her partner downstairs. In the living room, she saw Tenchi and Ryoko sitting side by side, holding hands. Washu was standing near them, feeding Mayuka. Nobuyuki and Katsuhito sat on another couch, drinking tea. Ryo-Oh-Ki was in her toddler form, helping Sasami to push a chair into an out-of-the-way corner of the room. "Okay, we're here!" Mihoshi said cheerfully, sitting down. Kiyone sat next to her. "All set, Washu!" said Sasami, smiling excitedly. Washu's transparent black computer materialized in the air, and the redheaded scientist tapped a few keys. A black transparent piano appeared in the part of the living room where Sasami and Ryo-Oh-Ki had cleared away most of the furniture. Sasami giggled and sat on a floating cushion in front of the instrument. "This week's Music Night is dedicated to Ayeka," said Sasami, "who would be really mad at us if we gave up Music Night just for her sake!" "How mad would she be?" everyone chorused. "Probably THIS mad," said Sasami, beginning to play 'Angry AleeN Invasion'. Everyone laughed and clapped in time to the music, singing wherever they remembered the words. (Most of the time, there was a lot of "la-la-la-ing".) "But since we're not skipping Music Night, she's probably really happy," Sasami said, a thoughtful look on her face. "How happy is she?" everyone chorused. "Probably THIS happy," Sasami giggled, playing 'Foxanime and Frigidheat's Great Escape from Planet Capshaw'. Fortunately, everyone knew the refrain to this song, and they all joined in at that part, "Hell ya, more Earl Grey Tea!/That's the stuff for me/Let's drink to being free!". "And finally," Sasami said solemnly, "On this Music Night, we want to show Ayeka that we'll never, ever forget her." And so, Sasami played 'Lost Magi`s Noble Journey' and there wasn't a dry eye in the room. When the song was done, Sasami stood, and the piano vanished. "Good journey, Ayeka," Sasami whispered. "Good journey, Ayeka," everyone repeated. The room became silent, but there still seemed to be a trace of music and hope in the air. Sasami opened her closet and lifted the lid of the shoebox near her winter clothes, to make sure that Ayekaken was still in there. She had been thinking during the day that she really needed to find a better hiding place, but that would have to wait until the next day, since she couldn't move the sword without Mayuka. Shutting the closet, Sasami went over to her futon and lay down. She closed her eyes... Sasami was surrounded by monsters. Where was Ryo-Oh-Ki? Without him, she couldn't get the magical baton to become Pretty Sammy! Magical baton? Pretty Sammy? Sasami realized that she must be dreaming of the Pretty Sammy story that Ayeka had never completed. As if summoned by that thought, Ayeka suddenly appeared in front of Sasami, brandishing the newly created sword, Ayekaken. The monsters fled from the blade's reddish-purple light, and Ayeka extinguished the blade, turned towards Sasami, and smiled. Ayeka began to fade away, and Sasami waved goodbye. "Good journey, Ayeka," said Sasami. The stars in the skylight twinkled in perfect time to the music. After a few moments, the stars became fish, swimming through blue water. Ayeka gazed at them with admiring eyes. Ryoko blinked a few times, taking a few minutes to get used to being able to see again. If she could at least have normal eyesight in her dreams, she decided, then she wouldn't miss it that much. In fact, it seemed surprisingly ... limited, given what her new abilities allowed her to do when she was awake. "Sasami's having a good dream now," Ayeka said, her eyes seeming as if they were focused on something far away. Ryoko looked at Ayeka and winked. "Oh, I see ... your new power is to create magical girl dreams?" Ayeka grinned mischievously. "Careful now, Miss Ryoko, or I may turn this dream of yours into a magical girl dream! My, my, I wonder how you would look in a sailor fuku?" Ryoko clutched her chest in mock horror. "You wouldn't dare!" Ayeka smiled wickedly, and Ryoko pretended to be afraid. "So ... what did you give Tenchi?" Ryoko finally asked. Ayeka shook her head and made a zipping motion across her lips. "Bitch," Ryoko murmured, grinning playfully and elbowing Ayeka in the ribs. "Slut," Ayeka said, smiling just as playfully as she elbowed Ryoko back. They laughed for a while, until Ayeka suddenly became serious and said softly, "Miss Ryoko, I'm afraid that this is the last time I'll be able to appear to you. As I go farther in my journey, it will become impossible to spare the power needed to maintain such a psychic connection." "Oh, did you have to bring that up?" Ryoko said, pretending to be angry, "Stuck-up princess! Always having to ruin the fun!" "Well, of course I have to, you annoying monster-woman," Ayeka said, imitating Ryoko's expression of mock-anger, "Someone has to be serious around here!" As soon as those words were out of her mouth, the two women cracked up, laughing so loudly that they drowned out the sound of the water fountain, the humming of the machines, and the soft music playing in the room. Ayeka took a last admiring look at her surroundings. "Your birthplace was beautiful," she said, "Thank you for sharing it with me, Miss Ryoko." "No prob," said Ryoko, giving her friend one final hug, "By the way, Mihoshi volunteered to deliver your message to Jurai. Kiyone will be going with her, of course. So long, princess." "So long," Ayeka repeated, fading away before her eyes. The fish seen through the "skylight" changed into birds, flying through a bright sky. Ryoko pointed a finger at the view and concentrated, until the birds transformed into pink butterflies. She smiled and let out a tired but happy sigh. Strolling over to a desk in the room, she spotted a newspaper clipping, which she recognized as the one that she had tried to read during the first time she had dreamt of her birthplace. Remembering that she hadn't finished reading it the last time, she looked at it again: "Washu Hakubi and Nobuo Mizutani are proud to announce the birth of their first child..." Ryoko stopped reading and wondered what seemed so maddeningly familiar about the name "Mizutani" all of a sudden. After thinking for a moment, it came to her. Hadn't Ayeka said something to Mihoshi about a Detective Yuri Mizutani? "Ayeka?" Ryoko called out, "Can you still hear me?" There was no response. "Good journey, Ayeka," Ryoko murmured sadly. Tenchi was still awake. He sat on his bed, looking at the ring again. The diamond seemed to wink at him in the light of his bedside lamp. It wasn't time yet, he decided. It was just too soon. He loved Ryoko dearly, and he knew that she would be a wonderful mother for Mayuka, and yet ... and yet ... And yet ... what? Well, they hadn't yet been able to spend much time alone (just the two of them), for one thing. He didn't want to rush anything ... but then, he had already delayed in telling Ryoko how he felt about her for a long time, so... Tenchi shook his head. One should not make such important decisions while tired. He put the ring back into its little velvet bag, then put the bag into a drawer. After a moment's thought, he opened the drawer and took the bag out again. Tenchi rummaged through his drawer until he found a piece of cord long enough to suit his needs, and used it to replace the small ribbon that had been used to tie the bag to the flute. Satisfied that he could always carry the bag around his neck, underneath his shirt, he placed it with the clothes he would be wearing the next day. Whenever he felt that the time was right, he wanted to be ready. Turning off his bedside lamp, Tenchi decided it was time to get some sleep. It was dark, and the only available illumination shone down like a spotlight on a single glass figurine. Tenchi gazed down upon it, and he saw that it was a small statue of his mother. He held his breath at the sight. It looked so small and delicate and beautiful... A horrible sound pierced the darkness. The figurine trembled violently, and finally shattered. Glass shards flew through the air, looking like snow in the spotlight. Tenchi fell to his knees and put his hands over his ears, but the sound had already stopped. Not that it helped any. He knew the sound all to well, for it had lingered in the back of his mind for years, and haunted him in his nightmares, even though he often awoke with no recollection of what it was that had frightened him so. But he knew it now. Oh yes, he knew. It was his voice. His voice when he was a small child, telling his dying mother that he hated her. Several more spotlights appeared, revealing a long series of shelves. Tenchi was afraid to look at them, but the sight of Achika's shattered figurine frightened him even more. He looked at the shelf nearest him, and saw that it displayed numerous glass figurines, and no two looked alike. There were many shelves, and Tenchi somehow knew that he had met each and every one of the people represented by the figurines. There was one of his old friend Amagasaki, and another of his grade school math teacher... On the smaller shelves were people he had only known in passing: someone he had accidentally bumped into in the supermarket, a taxi driver that had driven him home once. Logically, Tenchi should not have been able to recognize all of the figurines of people that he had met only once, but somehow whenever his eyes fell upon one of the glass figures, he instantly knew the person's connection to him. Eventually, Tenchi lost interest in the smaller shelves, and walked straight to the largest shelf that he could see. His closest friends and family were all there, the people who were most important to him. There was his father, his grandfather, Ryoko, Ayeka, Mayuka ... everyone who currently lived in the Masaki home. There was even a tiny Ryo-Oh-Ki. Just as that realization hit him, soft voices came from the figures of Ayeka and Ryoko. They were Ayeka and Ryoko's voices, of course. The voices increased in volume, until Tenchi could hear what the voices were talking about. Him. They were talking about him. Not just talking about him, but fighting for him, like the real Ayeka and Ryoko used to. Tenchi felt the powerful urge to tell them to stop arguing, but he remembered what his younger self's words had done to the statue of his mother, so he remained silent. The voices of Ryoko and Ayeka became louder and louder, until the figurine of Ayeka began to vibrate. Tenchi's eyes widened. He opened his mouth to tell the voices to stop fighting, but he was too late. The figure of Ayeka shattered, and Tenchi took a step back in horror. His shoulder hit a shelf behind him, and two more glass figurines fell to the ground and broke. Turning around, he saw that they were of Kagato and Yuzuha. A spotlight suddenly shone down on a dark area that had no shelves, revealing a pool of blood. Kneeling on the floor, dressed in her lavender kimono, was his mother, scrubbing at the blood. Tenchi told himself that he was dreaming, and that the dream was now turning into that recurring nightmare of his. He felt his feet taking him forward, as they always did. His mother continued to scrub at the blood, and did not look up. Tenchi had the same sick feeling he always did during this nightmare, but this time something seemed even more horrible than it usually did. "Tenchi..." his mother whispered, without looking up at him, "What have you done?" That had never happened before! "You broke the promise you made to me..." she sobbed, scrubbing harder at the blood. Her kimono blackened as it became soaked in it. Unable to bear this sight, Tenchi began to turn his head, when he suddenly noticed that there was a stream of blood that fed the red pool his mother was scrubbing at. His eyes followed the stream to the source of the blood... Yuzuha. The small demoness stood there, her childlike eyes filling with tears. Large, crude stitches formed a line down the center of her face. Blood leaked out between the stitches and flowed onto the floor. Tenchi remembered that he had sliced her face in half with the Light Hawk Sword ... but Yuzuha had been a hideous monster at the time, not this ... this ... child. Tenchi screamed and shut his eyes. Suddenly feeling a pair of hands on his shoulders, he opened his eyes and saw that it was his mother, but something felt very wrong. He realized that the whites of her eyes had an eerie bluish tinge to them, and her hands were purple claws. "No child should be without a mother," she whispered into his ear, "And no mother should be without her child, wouldn't you agree, Tenchi?" Tenchi tried to break free from her, but he suddenly felt very heavy and tired. He sank to his knees, and the nightmare mother knelt in front of him, never releasing her grip. "Washu left me," the nightmare mother said softly, "and Tsunami betrayed me ... then Tsunami had her child kill my daughter. My poor little Yuzuha is dead. What shall I do with you, child of Tsunami?" Tenchi's eyes widened fearfully. The nightmare mother smiled and wrapped her arms around him. "You needn't be afraid of me," she whispered, "I shall free you from Tsunami. And the daughter of Washu will join us, because of her love for you. And so I shall have you both, and I will have my revenge." "N-no!" Tenchi managed to say, trying to break out of her terrifying embrace. She smiled again, and began to stroke his cheek with one clawed hand. "We shall be together soon, and no one will be able to stop us," she said softly. Tenchi turned his head and bit her hand as hard as he could. Frowning, the nightmare mother grabbed him by the throat with her other hand. "I don't love you," she hissed as Tenchi tried to gasp for breath, "But I love the devoted son that you will soon become..." Her eyes stared into his, and Tenchi felt repulsed and compelled at the same time. Her eyes were so cold, so evil, so ... so beautiful... The nightmare mother's smile returned, and she began to stroke his hair. "Lord Tenchi!" a familiar voice shouted, "Lord Tenchi, you must fight back!" There was a reddish-purple flash of light, and Tenchi squeezed his eyes shut and cried out... Tenchi screamed and sat up so quickly that his head nearly collided with Ryoko, who at that moment had just materialized over his bed. "Tenchi, what's the matter?" Ryoko asked worriedly. Tenchi could not answer. He just sat there and trembled. The nightmare ... it had been that awful nightmare about his mother and the pool of blood again. But something - no, several things - had been different this time. There were glass statues, and something about Tsunami and Washu ... no, that didn't make any sense. Tenchi shook his head. He couldn't remember, but it had been something horrible. Cold perspiration mixed with hot tears on his face, and he wrapped his blanket tightly around himself and let out a small whimper. He saw Ryoko's hand stretching out towards him, stopping just a few inches from his chest. His felt his pounding heart begin to slow down, and his breathing become more relaxed. "Better?" she asked softly. Slowly, Tenchi reached out and pulled her hand closer to him, until it was actually touching his chest. Taking the hint, Ryoko floated closer to him, and wrapped both her arms around him. They sat there like that for several minutes, until Ryoko moved one of her hands and began to wipe away the tears on Tenchi's face. "You feel guilty about something," Ryoko murmured, "You feel like you don't deserve to be held by anyone..." Her sightless eyes began to glow with silver light, but did not seem terrifying in the least. Ryoko touched her forehead to his, and Tenchi suddenly saw Juraian ships going down in flames, soldiers rushing at him and being thrown back by energy blasts that he was firing, causing him to laugh, but not with his voice ... it was Ryoko's. He realized that he was experiencing what Ryoko recalled of her attack on Jurai, when she had been under Kagato's control. Children fled from him/Ryoko, their eyes filled with fear and hate... Suddenly, Tenchi was in his bedroom again. Ryoko stroked Tenchi's hair, and the perspiration actually vanished. She removed the blanket that had been wrapped around him, and ran her hands down his arms. A pleasant tingly sensation erupted under her touch, and a new vision came to him... Everything was dark, and he felt very cold and alone. A soft light eventually broke through the darkness, and he saw a woman with a baby strapped to her back. He recognized the woman as his mother. The baby turned his little head and saw him/Ryoko, and his eyes did not contain any of the fear or disgust that the Juraian children had shown. Suddenly, existence did not seem so lonely... Tenchi had once seen Ryoko watching him in a dream, but he had not known that it had meant so much to her so early in his life. "I did that for you?" Tenchi whispered. Ryoko nodded. Her fingers danced along his back, lightly at first, and then with a bit more pressure as she began to massage it, seeming to instinctively know which places needed the most attention... He experienced Ryoko's memories from inside the cave, and watched himself growing up. Watching that little boy playing made him/Ryoko feel happy and alive... Ryoko pressed herself against him very closely, so that her warm breath caressed his face, and he could feel her heart beating against his chest... He saw himself as a little boy, crying that his mother was dead. He/Ryoko tried desperately to put a comforting hand on the child's shoulder, or wipe away his tears, but it was impossible. Tenchi felt Ryoko's devastation at being unable to comfort someone who had brought such joy into her life... Then Tenchi saw his own death from Ryoko's point of view, when Kagato had killed him during his attempt to save her. He felt her grief and helplessness, as she had realized that she had been unable to protect him... "I hope to make that up to you now ... to make it up to you everyday..." Ryoko whispered, the silver light finally leaving her eyes. Her breathing was shaky, and Tenchi realized that she was trying very hard not to cry. Too moved to speak, Tenchi kissed her on the lips, and he could feel her heart beat faster. His hands explored her back, and she made a small sound in the back of her throat that was almost a purr. Eventually, they broke off the kiss, and Ryoko fell back onto Tenchi's bed. "I'm tired..." she said in a small voice. Tenchi realized that she must have used a lot of energy to share her memories with him. He carefully got out of the bed and slid his pillow under Ryoko's head, then covered her with his blanket. "Thank you," Tenchi said, kissing Ryoko on the forehead, "Sleep well, my love." Taking a spare pillow and blanket out of his closet, Tenchi lay down on the floor and listened to the gentle sound of Ryoko's breathing. After a while, he fell asleep and dreamt of his mother, which on this night was a mixed blessing. TO BE CONTINUED Next chapter: Washu is torn between uncovering the past and leaving it alone, while Kiyone reflects on her life as she and Mihoshi head for Jurai. Meanwhile, Tenchi and Ryoko enjoy a peaceful day together ... but how long can that peace last? Don't miss Chapter 5 of Confess to You, "Departure from the Light"! Author's notes: I would like to start with a salute to my pal Lesell Charis, an Ayeka fan whose fan fics and drawings have been a true inspiration! (Now hurry up with the rest of "Always Be True to Your Heart"!) ^_~ I would also like to thank David "K'thardin" R. Nolen for his little science lesson on the last chapter of this series. While I'm at it, I'd also like to thank him for letting me get away with abusing his Cyraqs character so much in the ongoing Ayeka Fan Club story. Heh heh heh. May the gods forgive me, I just created yet another alternate reality for Pretty Sammy! As if things weren't confusing enough! Seriously, I know that some parts of this chapter were probably too cutesy for some tastes, but I just wanted to take a little break before the next chapter, when things really start to heat up! But before that happens, I'm gonna have Tenchi and Ryoko spending some quality time together. (Finally! I've been dying to get to this part of the series!) Anyway, I want to hear from you! Please send C&C, suggestions, or questions concerning this story, or any of my other fics, to me at literaryeagle@hotmail.com Thanks for reading! See ya next chapter! Thought of the day: Whatever happened to Sasami's pet? Y'know, the furry white critter that she had in OAV episode 2? I suppose it could have died in the ship crash, but what if it didn't? Did it run off into the wild? Did it get a job at an anime studio and draw character designs for a new series, despite its' lack of opposable thumbs? (So THAT'S why the Shin Tenchi character designs look so blah!) Maybe this should be a fan fic challenge ... write what you think happened to Sasami's pet! Be as off-the-wall as you want! Heck, the critter doesn't even have to be a pet! It could be Ayeka's accountant, for all I know! Use your imaginations! [AleeN: Um ... Lita, if you've been dying to write Chapter 5, then why don't you do that instead of yakking about some animal?] Oh ... oh yeah. See ya, folks, I'd better get writing. ^_^ Text copyright 1999, Literary Eagle (But most of the characters belong to Pioneer and AIC)